lost and insecure' you found me,

hello peeps! :D its 1am now, and i'm still wide awake. O:
anyway, i shall do a short summary alright?

sunday
i woke up kindda late because i am a pig, and proud of it!
then headed to find debbie at her house. <:
slacked a while there before going to hougangpoint to find lingen!
ate lunch tgt. <:
then went to slack at bball court and void deck til 5plus? O:
then headed back to debbie's house til 9plus.
when her dad came back, i gave tat gan ga face. O.o LOL!
headed to hougangpoint buy stuff for vietnam trip. <:
then there's some england hair stylist come style my hair FOC! :D
and seriously, my hair became quite nice. <3 haha.
headed to orchard ion to find my jiejie! :D
shopping and she pay! <: haha, me heart jiejie!
bought bangles and necklaces. and another heels! <:
headed home near midnight. <: bathed and slept.

today
woke up rather early. O.o
cooked my own lunch, bathed and watched tv. <:
then headed out to meet xiaoting, germaine and lingen.
had training at nyjc. <:
and seriously, running ten rounds around their school is a killer! O:
tat includes stairs, and can ue imagine running around a jc?
TIRINGGGGGGGGGG TTM! >:
luckily it rained and tranining became a total slack.
ended training, had dinner then headed to melanie's house. <:
played bball and got myself hurt. D:
i bang tat stupid metal thing 2times! O:
and fell while doing handstand. -O- WTH.
anyway, headed home with lingen on 109.
bathed, and started packing my bag. <:

haha, i'm heading for vietnam tmr! :D actually its today, since its already past midnight. O:
so i'm going MIA from 24nov - 28nov 2009! <3
people dont miss me yeah? <:

anyway, i just realised i bring all t-shirts lyk class tee, etc. O.o
plain ttm! O:
and we have to wear trackpants! >: kuku die. LOL
hah, i'm looking forward to having fun with th girls. <3 woot.

fyi, bballers jiayou for tmr and thursday's match! O:
sorry for not joining. >:
jiayou jiayou jiayou, i'll be here supporting you always. :D

baby, i'll miss you.
sms me when you're free alright?
jiayou for work. <:
ily always, wait for me. <3
farewell msg early in th morning tmr, check ur phone. <:

haha, i'm heading for bed soon.
bye readers!
♥

Perhaps i knew that just one second will do,

hello, its kindda late now but i just cant sleep. >:
anyway, today was a boring ttm day at home, alone.
i rotted the entire day, watching tv!
woke up in th afternoon and i watched one missed call
tat made me super super creeped out!
i'm kindda scared of phones ringing now. O:
hmmmm, tat's simply it. <:
i just eat, watch tv, use comp, bathe, eat, watch tv, plurk, blog.
my life is so predictable, sian die!

anyway, tyvm tyx for sending me th packing list. <:
i'm leaving for vietnam with school, in 3days.
i'm gonna miss trainings, and friendly matches! O: sadden.
but its gonna be fun with th girls. <: YAY!
rather looking forward to it(?),
and vinita's birthday is coming soon too! :D woot, haha.

this week is moodswing week,
i'm not feeling well now.
i hate that feeling, jealousy(?). hmmm,
sorry baby, ily.

update again soon,
bye readers!
♥

因为太害怕失去你' 所以连快乐里都装满伤悲,

hello peeps! :D a little piggie asked me to update, so here i am. <:

yesterday
i woke up at 9plus? O: prepared, skipped breakfast.
then dearest mummy fetched me to school for vietnam trip thingy.
i was sort of late! opps. <:
haha, we learn how to make fruit rojak. LOL! O.o
add sauce, sugar, fruits, then BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM! :D
belinda and yuxuan were zi-highing bout powerpuff girls. Zzz <:
anyway, left school at around 12? O:
then went to find joanne, vinita and jasmine at circleline! :D

DEBBIE WAS LATE AGAIN! D:<
expected luh. <: haha.

we headed to bishan to eat yoshi before taking th super LONGGGGGGGG bus to ehub. <:
we bought movie tickets, then went bowling.
rush rush rush, but th cmi bowling lane machine thing keep lag. wtf
in th end, we were late for movie! O:
haha, we caught 2012, and seriously
it was NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! <3
i strongly recommend wor, although its kindda scary.

took 88 to hougang to find lingen dearest to chat! O:
left her house at 10plus?
then headed home by bus. <:

today
woke up at 8plus? <: headed to school for double training. O:
morning training was a killer,
seriously.
afternoon one wasnt much easy at all too.
one word, tiring! O:

but the break in between was fun. <:
and after training, went for dinner with valerie, debbie, melanie, xiaoting, germaine and lingen! :D
ate, and laughed at M, V and LE! <: they made my day. haha
headed home with D, then bathed and here i am. <:

i'm kindda tired, plus baby wants to sleep soon.
so yeah, its kindda short. but nvm, update again soon.
bye readers!
and baby ily.
♥

i dont remember why we are fighting,

i cant sleep, and there's school early tmr. >:
neyo's mad is running in my head.

i dont know what's wrong with me, what's th fucking problem with me.
this love cant be perfect.
wat's wrong with my moodswings this few days.
well, i hate it, hate it ttm.
we are both staying strong, and not bowing down.

here goes, baby i'm sorry.
♥

尽管我大女人发作,

haha, hello peeps! :D
this two days were rather tiring.
i'm already quite sleepy now, so i'll cut short bout wat happened. >:

yesterday
hmmmm, woke up at 10plus?
prepared and headed to bishan j8 to meet bball girls. <:
debbie and lingen were late! as usual .___.
ate our lunch at th foodcourt. me and xiaoting ate pepperlunch! :D
we seriously spam pepper! and it became super spicy!
haha, then we ate mango ice! yummmmmmmmmyyyyyy~

after tat we headed to commonwealth by mrt.
and seriously, it was a super super LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG RIDE! but fun ttm! <3
reached commonwealth and walked to queensway sec under th HOT sun! O:
reached th school at 2plus. <: slacked awhile, watching ppl play.
then me, xiaoting, germaine and debbie went to th toilet change.
and ue know wat? th toilet got hole to peep through. wtf O:
haha anyway, started warm up and had friendly match. <:

in th end, we won with a score of 70plus to 50plus again. O: LOL.
overall, i did badly. many ppl were off form. >:
didnt play as much as last time. but its okay!
i wasnt feeling well anyway.

after match, headed to vivo with xiaoting, germaine and debbie. <:
me and debbie bought slippers at new urban male! <3 haha.
headed to eat at kopitiam, and i became totally broke! D:
went to vivomart to buy drinks before going home.

today
debbie ngo pei shan woke me up with her morning call at 11am! O:
but good thing luh, or else i'll be late. >:
anyway, met xiaoting and germaine for lunch.
we played with th soup until it was disgusting ttm!
headed to th playground near nyjc to slack. <:
then debbie came to join us.
we were being retarded! :D yay yay yay~
slacked til 2plus before going to nyjc toilet to slack even more. O:
stayed in tat toilet til 3pm, then we came out for training.

we ran 4 rounds track for warm up. :D
and i am proud to say i wasnt tired one bit! <: haha.
did 3sets half way, then th stupid lightening alert came on! O:
so we stopped ._________.
then waited for awhile, but nobody stopped their activities.
so we carried on as well. O.o lame ttm!
we did underbaskets and some shooting, then stop again ._______.
LOL, then we keep walk here and there, then end up we stopped training. Zzz

haha, headed to eat again before slacking at th void deck. <:
waited for th rain to stop before walking to interchange with XT, G, LE and D! <:
reached home at 6plus? <: so early, so rare.
then had dinner, bathed, watch tv, and now blogging! <:

there's vietnam trip thingy tmr. >:
but i going out with th girls after tat! <3 woot.
i cant wait, excited wor! <: orchard then movie then bowling! yay~ :D
but there's double training on friday. >:
thm jiayou wor!
i'm tired already, post another time ba? (:

haha, sorry baby for th quarrel. <3 ily!

bye readers!
♥

baby you are my only,

haha, baby i'm dedicating a post for you wor! <:
thank you for appearing in my life,
and bringing me laughter everyday. <:
you never fail to cheer me up with your retardedness.

you make fun of me everytime. >: but its okay.
i always make fun of you too. <:
haha, i'm really thankful for everything you have given me.
your kindness,
your forgiveness,
your gentleness,
your cheer up talks,
your goodnight wishes,
your sweetest kisses,
your warmest hand,
your comfy hugs,
your time spent chatting with me everyday,
that keychain,
and many many more tat i cant say.
thanks for everything. <:

i love everything about you.
even though we fight sometimes, i just wanna let you know.
baby ily always, and you are my one only love.
♥

try and control me like some kind of barbie,

haha, hello peeps! :B
sorry ttm for mia-ing for super long wor. D:
there are many many things to update, but i'm lazy to elaborate one by one. O:
i'll just try summarize everything tat i can rmb ba. <:

haha, let's start with 7nov. <: i went out with my mum!
we went to ion orchard, then shopping spree! <3
i bought this super chio heels and bag. :D
my mum bought many shoes .____. and this expensive die boots! envy die >:
then we headed to amk hub for a while before going home.
anyway, 7/11 is a special special day. <:

hmmm, then blablabla, i cant rmb much. O:

oh ya, i went out with lingen, debbie and peihua on dont know which day! :D
we went to watch movie at amk! <: my girlfriend is an agent! <3
anyway, went to sengkang meet peihua first, then headed to amk by bus.
we saw ERICA dearest! <: and many many friends.
we rotted awhile, walk walk, shop shop.
camwhore a bit i guess? <3
th movie was great! <: then we went to arcade play with my money.
then went to bishan j8 walk walk. haha, thanks for th keychain! <3
we took a group photo before heading home. i look kuku. <:
overall it was rather fun! :D met a new friend.

anyway, there is training on every mondays, wednesdays and fridays. >:
so my holidays are simply basketball and more basketball.
but sometimes i'll go out too. <:
hmmmm, training's getting more tough. thm jiayou! :D

i rmb going out with dearest vinita, joanne, belinda and jasmine! <:
we went to picnic at pasir ris. <: it was quite fun.
but it rained, and we had to picnic under th shelter. O.o LOL.
i felt so malu when ppl cycled past us with tat wtf face. haha
we were being random and lame ttm! they are th greatest! <3
they can make ue laugh lyk crazy. <:
haha, we went bowling after tat. and we spam photos! <3
i shall post th pics when i get them from vinita dearest. <:

hmmmm, i cant rmb much luh. O:
i only recall many tiring trainings. >:

oh, we celebrated dearest CASSANDRA's birthday on 13nov. <3
haha, must grow up luh okay! <:
ue cannot so childish, and lame luh, haha. <:
anyway, had bball before going opp school for dinner with th girls. <:
we treat th birthday girl! <3
haha, and there's a super cute heart shape strawberry cake! envy much <:
we sang birthday song too! :D
anyway, ily cassandra! <: rmb tat i will always be here, supporting ue always wor. <: LOVES LOVES LOVES! <3

oh ya, we had a friendly match tat day.
with naval base secondary school! :D debbie nvr come >:
but we still won! haha, 70plus plus and 50plus plus.
it was a tought fight in th beginning. >: and i couldnt catch up with th fast pace.
but we got used to it and did great! :D
i guess i did okay ba? can be better. <: thm jiayou!

i cant rmb much luh, so i'll just start with today. <:

woke up early, daddy fetch me to school.
rotted while waiting for th girls. <:
then went opp eat lunch before coming back to school.
we practically rotted outside ish, since its locked. O.o WTH.
waited for coach to come before we started training.
overall, th training is still manageable. but confusing ttm! >:
i seriously dont know wat to do luh, sadden.
and there's a friendly match at queenstown 2moro. jiayou girls! <3
anyway, daddy came to fetch me after training. <:
then headed home to bathe before going for dinner. yummy! :D

i'm quite tired now, so i shall update again soon. <:
haha, sorry peeps.
bye readers!
♥

five hundreds sins.

stupid zhonghua.
stupid parents.
stupid life.

me feel super fucked up.
i shall post again 2moro,
sorry baby.

bye readers!
♥

maybe we were just tired of the drama,

hello peeps! :B
today was a normal day? nothing special.
woke up late, and came for chem pace late too. >:
i was duper paiseh when i had to disturb th class, and walk in.
anyway, th lesson was manageable. (: surprisingly.
after tat, went back to 2e6 classroom!
slacked with dearest D and GH.
this couple is seriously very sweet and mushy ._______. woot.

anyway, went opp school buy tibits eat.
then D came and pei me.
ate lunch with juniors XW and R! :D
then headed back to school since D have maths pace. >:
bball juniors came back for early training. O:
i pei-ed SY up to 1n1 classroom find stuff, but in th end went back empty-handed.
i waited for LE and went opp to pei her eat her lunch. :>

after a while, D came. then they started talking stuff i dont understand.
anyway, not gonna elaborate much.
we went for bball training. <3
however, it was rather tough? maybe for me only ba.
and there's this stupid camera man keep film us.
he took th camera lyk duper duper close to ur face! O: and tat will make ue uber gan ga ttm! ):
i fell down many times today. >: pain.
and i wasnt feeling well btw. fuck those kns cramps. D:

hmmmm, after training, pei-ed D and LE opp school eat.
then SR and A came to join us.
since mummy came to fetch, i didnt walk to interchange with them.
rooted in th bus stop, lyk seriously. Zzz
played bball with dear jiejie after we reach home. (:
fun fun fun fun fun~ <3
came back, ate dinner, bathed and watched tv.
and now blogging.
i'm sort of tired, and sick. >:
hope i can better soon!

and i still feel confused.

i shall try go sleep soon.
bye readers!
♥

忍不住想要爱你的冲动,

hello! :D sorry for MIA-ing for a couple of days, had chalet wor. <3
it was okay, fun with my girlfriends! :D but tiring. >:

hmmmm, started with monday.
i went school for bball training.
and its lyk tough ttm! >:
after training, chionged home to bathe.
then cabbed to find XT, then headed to chalet! :D
reached and ate my dinner{?} left duper little food only. >:

anyway, went to find my super girlfriends! :D
crapped, talked, randomed, and rotted! ha, woot! <:
then awhile later, started movie marathon! sat with dearest V. :D
cuddled because we were watching horror movie.
Zzz, it was a biantai movie. O.o LOL wtf.
YX and D came after tat. i saw debbie's mum again, woot.
still as chio as ever! <:

anyway, we screamed die. (: fun fun fun~
after a while, YX wanted to head to beach.
many people followed coz it was veh late already. D:
and we were worried.
me and V were lyk slipper-less. ha, barefoot walking .____________.
D lended us her one pair of slippers
in th end, we were totally cmi, and practically struggling. O:
JL, S, J, WX also followed! <3
we walked a whole big round before going back at 1plus? wth.

anyway, sorry those who were worried about us,
because we didnt bring along our phone.
wth, we were rushing okay!
after tat, slacked a while more.
played poker and stuff. talked many many many! :D
thanks dearest S for those lightsticks wor! <3

anyway, first night i share room with dearst V, J, J and D! :D
before sleeping, i sat on th roof with D
and we talked{?}
then went to sleep, but couldnt because of some stuff. wtf -O- ha.

woke up early on second day.
chionged reluctantly to school for stupid lessons. D:
i pon school with YX, V, B and D! :D just because of th stupid security guard.
YX and V were wearing slippers, so cant go in school, stupid die! ):
but who cares?
B came along and decided to pon school too.
D came out after 1 hour. ha :D
we went white sands while D went home to take clothes. O.o
started shopping around randomly! <:
bought our bbq stuff and met with D.
cabbed to chalet, and slept.
actually i didnt sleep again -O- wth.
went swimming after tat. we played with water! :D fun ttm~

anyway, changed clothes and headed to beach walk walk with V! <3
then decided rent bicyles. so we did!
cycled around and took many pictures! :D
we have lots of failed jumpshots. wth, look so retarded luh~ :D
we went all th way to changi beach! sat down awhile to blow wind.
then went to spam draw on th sands! :D ha, its really SPAMMMMMMMMMMMMM~
went back for bbq at 6plus. (:
saw KC, JH and R at th beach playing th guitar! gay~ <:
spam th arcade too! :D fun fun fun.
since there's limited food, we went to buy our own dinner. :D
sat in th ballroom playground to eat.
camwhore and played in there with super girlfriends V, J, B and J! :D
they really made my day. laughed die~ :D
headed back to chalet and slack.
talked in our room with V and J, in th dark! :D
lightsticks love! <3

anyway, B joined our room on th second night. (:
went to bathe and slack even more.
drank some weird wine{?} and played poker at night. :D
then slept in th living room with many many ppl!
i was too tired ttm. >:

woke up on th third day early as well. D:
went back to our room at 7plus?
then slept with V til 8am. :D
started to brush teeth and prepared to check out.
carried our heavy(!) bags on th bus, all th way to school! D:<
then had chem practicals. rather interesting? O:
after tat, went canteen with V and B.
then YX joined us awhile before going off with D.
went to change to our DIRTY classtee with V while B took care of our bags. THANKS! <3
then waited for our parents to bring home our bags.
while B went home. D:

anyway, me and V went hougang find YX and D.
headed to plazasing shop around. <3
walk walk walk, laugh laugh laugh. :D
caught a movie with V and D while YX went home(>:)
almost slept in th theatres coz i was sleepy.
th ending was gao wei, according to D. ha
waited for V's dad to come. then V went home. D:

anyway, me and D went on walking around.
and i pei-ed D eat! :> actually, i stared at D eating ._______.
after tat, we took mrt to yck.
then bus 70 to my house. :D thank you D pei me home!
i pei-ed D wait for 854, and my sister suddenly pop out! random~ :D
reached home at 11 or 12plus?
bathed and slept already. Zzz

today
woke up at 7.30am. O.o chionged to school.
and i was half an hour late! O:
i rotted outside auditorium, hesitating whether i should go in. wtf
in th end, i went to classroom stone. (-.-)
when they ended, i pei-ed YX and B to j8 walk walk. :D
we ate pizzahut! :D student meal rocks! <3
but th free flow of pepsi made my stomach hurt. ):

anyway, D and LE came to find us.
then we shopped awhile before taking mrt to orchard ion. :D
me and YX found many many many many chio ttm shoes! :D
i no money luh, envy other ppl. >:
then suddenly we angry at D and LE for some stuff.
so we walked on our own.
then we became stalkers. haha, shall not elaborate. O:

but everything worked out in th end.
LE went home wth her friends while we went to far east there take bus. :D
th bus journey was rather long O.o
anyway, dearest YX went to take her bus outside amk hub.
then me and D went into hub for toilets. wth
D pei-ed me take 86 home. :D thank you again! :D i owe you another favour wor! <:
then pei-ed her wait for 854. then went home.
watched tv, bathed and talked on phone with daddy! <3

hope everything will work out. thm jiayou! :D
2moro there's training, and will have ppl filming us. wtf O:
anyway, thm jiayou for 2moro's training! :D

i shall post another time, i'll spam photos, dont worry. <:
bye readers!
♥

you arrested my heartbreak,

hello bloggers! :D
yesterday was a confusing day? didnt do much.
went ahma's house at night to eat. yummy yummy yummy die~
came back, bathed and watched tv laying on th bed, since i couldnt sleep. D:
i started smsing debbie. talked bout many stuff til 4.30am! woot.
now i'm feeling kind of weird, maybe it was th lack of sleep. ):
woke up at 10plus? :D slack awhile on my bed while smsing debbie again! O:
brushed teeth and headed out with family.
went to many many shopping malls today! :D yay yay.
bought many stuff! including this uber chio jacket~ :D
ITS CHECKERED RED! :D chio die.
may everyone envy please :> woot.
went to eat with cousins and went home. LOL
smsed debbie th entire day! so rare. O.o
ya, realised some stuff and now i feel even more weird. D:
nevermind, i shall not think too much.

stupid, i cant fall asleep. >:
and ue knw wat? i havent ask my parents for permission to go class chalet 2moro.
btw, its 3D2N! :D looking forward to it, even though i have no mood for chalet now. ):
might choose to not go if parents dont allow.
besides, i really feel ~!@#%&*()!~@#$%&*()~!@#$%^&*()

okay thm, dont think too much alright?
get some sleep, maybe it will go away. jiayou.
i really dont know wat else we can do. >:
i dont wan us to become lyk tat. >:
but i cant help it, stupid thm.
i'm confused, and sadden.

sian, i shall try go sleep.
thm jiayou for training 2moro okay?
bye readers!
♥