What hurts the most,

"There are things we dont want to happen, but have to accept.
Things we dont want to know, but have to learn.
And people we cant live without, but have to let go."

Baby you idiot, where are you? Why arent you replying my msges?
Dont you know that i'll worry my head out. I feel lyk banging my head against the wall.
No, i'm not influenced by anyone.

But,
I really miss you, a lot♥

Even if the sun refuse to shine,

Hey lovers, okay common tests week is finally over.
but i'm still gonna fail my subjects luh. ):
who cares, i'll buck up by mid year. jiayou jiayou! :B

Anyway, b'div bballers ended our south zone competition luh, got 3rd! :D
GOOD JOB DEARESTS! <3
but we could have gotten into finals, but its alright. What's done is done.
and i cant say much, i'm not of a great help anyway.
we will be starting nationals after march holidays, which means tat training's gonna get tough.
oh ya, c'div bballers are starting their zonals soon, jiayou alright? <:

Today after training, headed to amk hub with coach, sheila, melanie and debbie! :D
had subway for dinner, went koi awhile, shopped around before coach fetch us home.
we took neoprints luh! :D FUN TTM! spent 1 whole hour. O:
haha, but got scolded by dad for being home late -O-

Okay, its already v late already.
and there's piles of homework tat i havent do. fml
hope i can finish in time, and revise my 50 chengyu. :B
tyvm sweetin for photocopying th revision notes for me, ily! <:

I'm kindda lazy already, sleeping soon too.
bye readers, update again soon. (:

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

Gives you hell,

Hai people.
today is sunday, and i feel blunt whenever i think of tmr.

As ue know, tmr is th start of common tests week and i dread it many many many.
i havent start on much revision yet, as compared to those who chionged this few days.
bballers have to attend training and by th time i reach home, its late late late.
and i'll fall asleep almost instantly. Zzz
i guess i really have to make full use of th v little time i have left. ):
SOMEONE BUILD A TIME MACHINE PLEASE!

Anyway, went for geochallenge group discussion on friday, and skipped cohort run. :B
then was lessons which went lyk blablabla in my ears.
seriously, i have become SUPER SLACK this year, and i was planningfailed many subjects already.
sian ttm, i have to buck up real soon. if i can.

After training, went to have dinner with bballers before i head to plazasing.
bought cotton on stuff, again ._.
headed home at 10plus? got a scolding from dad and cried.
then bathed and chionged thru my geochallenge, slept at 3plus. O:

Sat, woke up at 6plus and headed for school.
then, mrs wong bought us to NUS for th competition. C:
the first part was hard while during th second part, we had a time limit, so it as messy and messy and messy. D:
but it was v fun, especially when we laughed our heads off teasing each other. hah
th uncle stopped me off at th nearest mrt station while they went back to school.
i shopped awhile in bugis before heading off to meet bballers at whitesands.
struggled to find our way to coach's house but luckily made it. :D
had fun there, played mj, poker and more mj. took angbao too!

We stayed there til 6plus, before heading back to whitesands for dinner.
headed to library to revise but couldnt do much with all th laughing. :B
went arcade for a while before goodbye.
heading to tm with debbie before 72 back to yck and 70 home.
i was so tired, i slept with makeup on. DIRTY! -O- haha.

Today, woke up with a serious stomachache, but i'm sort of alright now. C:
gonna bathe again after using comp for a while, then head out.
i am forced to go out with my mum even though i have tests tmr and i havent revise them yet! O.o LOL.
i am screwed.

Okay, i'm out of time. Bye readers, update soon. :B

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

A horny chair,

hey people, life has been a straight downhill.
and there's test week in a few days.
two tests in a day, somemore its early in morning.
i feel damm screwed luh, coz i've missed many lessons as i was stoning or went off for bball matches. ):
idk a lot of stuff, and when i do my homework, i'll get stuck easily. ):
especially my amaths, emaths, history, biology and social studies.
if anyone know, teach me can?

Oh ya, going to NUS geo challenge this coming sat, jiayou! :B
went for discussion with winnie, weibing and kenneth this morning,
happy to skip assembly, hah. dont need pin my hair. <:

Anyway, off to coach's house this sat too.
meeting th girls after my competition at NUS, maybe cabbing there to save time?
hmmmm, hope to have fun.
i'm suppose to study for upcoming tests this weekend, but i'm going out. ):
i'm dammm screwed, hope wouldnt drop subject or class. /:

Haha, if ue find my title weird, blame debbie. :D LOL.

Just finish eating dinner after reaching home at 11.30pm just now.
got to must start on my homework soon!
and i have to read and understand my SEC FOUR GEOGRAPHY TEXTBOOK, FOUR CHAPTERS ON INDUSTRIES by today!
Discussing with geo challenge group tmr morning again. Jiayou! :B

I feel sick of school already, and i still have 2 more years to go.
seriously no mood study luh, even if i have free time.
next week confirm die, and i didnt revise during cny holidays too.
screwed, all i can say is i'm screwed.
i wanna graduate asap, and start work already.
Zzz, i think my life is aimless, fml.

But all i wanna be is happy. I should cheer up soon, and dont let anyone worry bout me. I always seem carefree in school, well i'm not. I should try to be.

As quoted from seorin's blog,
"When i was five years old,
my mom always told me that happiness was the key to life.
When i went to school,
they asked me what i wanted to be when i grow up.
I wrote down, happy.
They told me i didnt understand the assignment,
i told them they didnt understand life."
i think this quote is totally awsome.

Off to bathe and start on homework, if possible.
Bye readers, will update again soon.

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

So what the hell do we do now?

hey peeps, cny has come down to the end of second day.
and ue know what? i have fever, how great. :C
anyway, my throat is killing me.
it hurts even when i swallow my saliva, damm it.
then now i sound lyk a duck.

and even though i have not told my parents yet,
i know i should drink more water and stop eating tibits.
but wat bout my yummy yummy yummy chocolates? D: I AM SAD TTM!
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?

jerrald's asleep now i guess, since i just wished goodnight. :B
oh man, i miss you already luh.
TAN HUIMING, YOU MUST CONTROL! jiayou. C:

anyway, today was rather boring.
woke up -> bathed -> headed to uncle's house -> eat -> play cards -> eat -> play more cards -> watch tv -> eat -> play mj -> home.

everyone finds cny sian already.
and can ue believe it? i'm starting to miss school.
oh ya, heard from kohchin tat there's bio journal, dued on wed. ):
and i have to start on my geo competition research soon!
and there's upcoming tests week! D:
and basketball trainings are gonna get more intense.
DIEEEEEEEEEEEEE, i feel screwed. /:

i am damm upset thinking bout all these.
who cares, push it all to tmr! -O- hah
anyway, shiying cheer up.
prove to her again, jiayou jiayou wor! :D

i shall update again soon, bye readers!
BABY I LOVE YOU TO THE MAX! <3

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

Finding words that will keep me moving on,

hellooooooooooo.
i'm kinda tired but i cant fall asleep, even though its 3.30am now! -O-

happy birthday DEAREST VALERIEEEEE! ♥
and K.SEORIN! :D
haha, it has been so many ppl's birthday in just one week,
yuxuan, mummy, chensiew, wyatt, jiaxuan, valerie and seorin.
:D

anyway, today was eve of cny! :B had reunion dinner which made me FAT FAT FATTTTTT!
headed to resturant in grey cotton on long sleeve shirt!
and black shorts, with grey + hot pink plumps. /: haha, love it!
i wore my new grey contacts too! hah, grey day.
took pics with cousins but lazy upload. O:
anyway, i'm veh moodless now so i went to look thru my photo album.
decided to post something, since my blog is oh so photoless. Zzz.


@ice cube after valerie's pre-sweet 16 birthday dinner! :D


(woot)(woot)(woot)


♥!
i am taller than debbie pig. :B


hungry hungry. /:


debbie keep block me :C


WTF, kuku /:


:D peek peek.


poke! C:


poke poke!


DEBBIE EXTRA! :D


my lovies! <3


i heart you. :B


♥♥♥


tanxiaoting!


lingen fail .___.


sec 3 b'girls! :D


VICTORYYYYYY! C:


we love monkey. :B


xiaoting with tat femine pose. -O-


YELLOOOOOOOOOOOOW!


PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOQ


i heart sexy butt! :D




we are retarded .com


stretch stretch stretch C:


debbie fail ttm! O:


we are TEAM! :B

haha, looking thru these pics made me laugh. C:
i shall post more if i got time. :D
lazy allign pics, sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
LOL, i took half an hour to upload all these. /: wtf, comp damm lag.

anyway, hey baby.
the ring isnt a big deal, dont so sad luh.
i will never leave ue, i'm gonna stick lyk glue glue glue! :B
so dont think too much, dont ue worry alright?
i love you to the max! ♥

haha, happy cny and vday to all! :D
i wanna go out with my girls soon, excited! C:
bye readers! will update again soon.

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

Just coz i think of you in bed,

HAPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYY BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY YUXUAN! ♥

haha, my blog has been dead for oh so long.
thanks sihui for keeping my tagboard alive all this while.
haha, dont count on me to update on last few weeks, coz i wouldnt. <:

ytd was rather fun! :D
school -> bishan -> amk -> plaze sing -> bugis -> yck -> home.

went school and got many many many v day presents! :D
thanks xiaoting, germaine, yuxuan, kitju,
chaihao, joanne, jasmine, sweetin, debbie,
janice, nicole, huiwen, huiyi, karin, jake,
3e3 and many more who gave me presents! <3

lessons were super short and NOT tiring!
geography, higher chinese, english, recess then ce.
we am heading for a geo competition next week, wish us luck! <:
higer chinese was cute, we were writing v day cards for each other.
then english was a stoning lesson,
i rotted while mr noor was reading a passage. hah :D
someone sang i'm yours during recess.
our canteen became a rock concert luh! FUN ttm.
during ce, lee peiqi started talking bout perverts she met in hougang -O-
damm retarded ._.
then headed for cny concert!

everything was okay i think?
teachers danced lion dance! :D DAMM FUNNEH.
and our class won first first first! WE ARE BOOMZ man.
went back class distribute our prises and got duper high. <:
oh ya, enzio get well soon! :D
anyway, headed to bishan to watch movie with cassandra, emily and debbie.
ate yoshi before movie, then headed to amk for a while.
lingen was there too! :D
then headed to plaza sing, and i bought this cotton on shirt! :D LOVE LOVE LOVE!
bought other stuff then headed to bugis.
collected my new coloured contacts then ate dinner,
then mrt home. :D
TIRED DAY, so i slept immediately, haha.

woke up v late today, so gonna bath soon and head to restaurant.
how great, my mens came today. _|_ damm it.
Zzz, always lyk tat!
sian, upload photos next time? :D
bye readers.

Your faithfully, Hm.
♥