When i think about summer all the beautiful times.

Hello peepo its monday morning now and i'm having monday blues already, when school havent even started. :(

So what happened yesterday? Well, i woke up in the morning feeeeling superduper hungry, so i went to cook some yummy noodles. I love mushrooooooms! <3 Then went to meet weekiat, darrel and ervin at serangoon interchange before 109ing to my place. Gambling gambling gambling. I won the most heheheheheheh, i guess when i gave them drinks and tibits to snack on, i'll get something in return. What goes around comes around. But they really eat alot! 2 big 1.5l bottles of 7up, 2 big packs of chips, 2 big packs of wangwang, and 5 cans of wangwang milk. Gosh

Since my parents are going out to eat, i went out with ervin and weekiat to serangoon for dinner before going home, while they headed to lan. Saw debbie and took cab with her, and she paid thanks ah hahahahahah! But the unlucky part was the cab turned to my house the same time my dad's car turned in, so its a little awkward, and my dad kept asking why must i take cab back. But oh well, nothing major happened. Oh ya, my dad told me if i went out for dinner with them, i'll get a new iphone4 cause he saw how my phone is so dead now. Crapppppp, i'm feeling so sian but its okay! I shall beg him another day then.

Okay, school's gonna start so i better go bath and hop to school. Gosh, schoooool. The monday blues are coming back, when i thought i'm feeling a little better after blogging. Gosh gosh gosh, there's training later too! Back ankle shoulder, take care!

I'll go back in time and change it but i cant.

There's a world out there that we should see.

Hello peeeeepo, sorry i just love the black and white effects. :) ahaha

Shall post the normal pics some other day, there are more than 70? Omg. Head to fb to check them out yeah?

Anyway, today was a fufilling day. Got up early for english lessons, and i've learnt some meaningful useful skills for olevels! Pei dawwwwwn then buy mac breakfast for ber, then went to her place. We were kinda late so we rushed rushed rushed, yhope is kinda fun, the singing jumping raising up hands high until v suan, the same as cityharvest. But the second half of service was different. Maybe because i joined cityharvest when i'm pri4 with jolene and her sist, and it was a children church. So we kept playing games and singing songs, but equally fun. :) I went for cityharvest youth service only for 3 months before i sat for psle and then i didnt go back anymore, sadddddddd. But anyway, yhope was fun. Actually reflected some stuff and thought of some stuff, hmmmm shall go for service again someday.

After church, me and ber headed to cathay to meet jav. Bought tickets for blackswan, and though its a m18 movie, we still got in! HEHEH :D The movie was alright, rather scaryyyyyyyyyy. And a teenyweeny sick, its m18 whatcha expect? Hahaha. They went for another movie, another m18 sicko movie while i went back home to eat dinner with my mum and dad. Both my sisters are at work so i guess i'll pei them ba? I needa learn to appreciate the people around me more, love them move, no biasness whatsoever. :)

So, tmr a few peeepos are coming to my place for a gambling session. Hmmm, maybe i'll do some homework in the morning, i'm kinda tired tonight. Just got the spam songs feeeel yeah, i love listening to emo songs. idk why

Oh ya, my dad says he might get an iphone 4 for me this/next month cause iphone5 is taking too much time, and the phone i'm using now is kinda spoilt. Sooooo lets see ba!

Hahahahahahah i shall go listen to my emo songs, and emo. LOOOOL, no lah i'm not in that sad mood today. Hmmmm, but my back still hurts though. And ankle, and shoulder. Omgoshhhhh.

谁还在乎一起傻傻说过的那些话？

LOL @our faces that day hahaha.

Yeah apparently its 1.50am now cause i stared at this page for almost half an hour and kept thinking about whether or not i'll post tonight. In the end i did.

So today? I mean yesterday. Err whatever, 24 feb 2011 thursday. Lessons were usual, since i didnt learn my test or do any homework, i did them during lessons. Hactic to the max! I lost quite a number of workbooks from last year. :( Should i buy new ones? Ireallydk. Maybe. I went for recess cause i was feeeeeeling super(x10000) hungry, didnt see you. :( SAD FACE.

Immediately after school ended, i hopped over to 3e4 to meet audrey, then mrs ngiam who fetched us to the doctor's. Thankssss <3 She paid for us too, sucha nice teacher right. I'm norminating her for the dk what teachers award thingy. :) Anyway, she left us to eat our lunch, so me and audrey headed to maccccky. I ate mac spicy which is madddddd fattening, somemore i'm not training tmr. Ohmygoshhhhness.

So we talked, gossiped and stuff. But its hard cause we're from two different levels, and sometimes we dk who we're talking about so yeah. We looooooook super retarded cause both of us are baika now, and somemore same side, our right ankle. OMG EMBARASSING! hahahaha. Slacked awhile and walked to mrt with her. Thanks for carrying my baggy ah, didnt know you so sweet! <3 Love ya!

I went home pretty early and tooook a nice long afternoon nap until 10pm. O: Woke up, ate my dinner and realised i didnt bring any homework home, so i'm gonna be dead tmr. Shoot me now peepos! :( Oh shit, i havent ask my dad about this sunday's party! SHIT, he's asleep already. Okay i got to ask tmr, must must must!

Anyway, i'm not attending pe tmr, saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. And i got no time to complete jianglaoshi's homework cause its in school, and the period is before recess. Gosh! And mr lee's geog wb exercise is lost, so how am i suppose to do it? Actually both are already late, i'm the only one who havent hand in. Oppps

Okay, i cant fall asleep now, and there's no hw i bought home to do. So what am i doing now? Listening to music, and perhaps think about some stuff. Clear my mind, its pretty messed up in there. Haisssssssssss wo xiang ni he wo, wo xiang wo men ah.

是不是该放手了？

Hello, beeen updating pretty often ever since common tests are over!

There wasnt much happening during lessons today. I'm missing on lots of lessons cause of basketball, but i'm lazy to work the extra mile to catch up. Feeeeling ever so restless and lifeless. Gosh :(

Won today's match but i played badly. Got mrchoo shouting at me, i mean screaming at me across the court and stuff like that. Almost teared on court but thanks girls who cheered me on and encouraged me. :) But i gotta admit, i've not been myself this few matches. Perhaps its my own fear of getting injured, or is it because my backache is restricting me? Idk. But yeah i sprained my ankle, it hurts alot but no worries, this teenyweeny pain is manageable.

Oh ya, my parents are back from overseas. I know i'm a bad person, but i feeeeel so siannnnnnn luh. Freedom goneeeee :( HAISSSSS. Was supposed to have a gambling party at my house this sunday, hope it wont be cancelled. And hope i can persuade my dad to go out with his friends that day. Pretttty please! :( Feel damm restricted now, needa hurry home and show him i'm a good girl, before i tell you about the party on sunday.

Okay, my ankle hurts alot, and i dont feel like heading to school tmr. I dont wanna do my homework, i just wanna lie down and rest. Feeeeling so tired, but what am i tired of? Life? Haisssss

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie.

Helloo peepo, its so rare that its a weekday night and i've got nothing important to do. I just finish watching love buffet until episode 10, and some parts of the show really trigger my heart, beat faster, heartaches, flooding of old memories and so on.

Anyway, yesterday was a rough day for me. Overdose of brain used, cause there were 2 common tests. Amaths and higher chinese, which i can officially announce that i did badly. :( My first common tests are always such a fail. Haissssssss

Had match vs scgs, fighting to get into finals. We fought but we lost, by around 6-8 points. We were down by 10 points at the last minute, and to be honest, we actually had a chance of a turn over. But i screwed things up, missing catches, missing shoots, passing wrong passes, letting my defence fail me and my opponent to score. And then my back began to poke me, literally. It hurts like free and i cant run fast, i can barely even move. Every move i make now hurts, even while i'm sitted down typing this, my back pains continues. When will all these be over? :(

Got pretty upset after the match, i think everyone can tell. Thanks peepos who asked me whether i'm fine. :) I decided to spam running, shooting hoops under the blazing hot sun, then i came into the shelter when i finally couldnt take it. I lied on the chair and practically died there. Needa cordinate my movements cause my back is affecting everything i do. I'm beginning to tilt to one side when i try to stand straight. And if you noticed, i tend to carry my bag one sided on my right shoulder cause it hurts when i carry my bagpack with 2 shoulders. I have no idea why :(

K enough about my back. I'm just gonna use loads of medicine oil and salonpas, perhaps every few hours i'll apply and change them. Neeeeda paralyse the pain or else i cant go all out tmr. Yes, we have our final southzone tmr with st magarets! I hope we can win, no, i mean we must win!

Hmmmm, last match in southzone which means... Haisssssssss

Okay okay, so today was pretty shitty cause there were 2 common tests as well. Chemistry and full geog, no comments. I really dont understand why i put so much effort in studying but always tend to fail. :( SAD FACE. Feeeling oh so ever tired today, and the teachers kept asking whether i'm sick. But i got cheered up by the awesomest 4 girlfs ever! <3

Kitju, dawn, chungkei and felicia accompany me to nex for lunch, and bought me around shopping and i had my first ever HATO icecream! :) Hehehehe, taste so nice. Chitchatting with my girlfs always makes me laugh, thanks loves! <3

I went from hyper back to down when everyone went home, and i decided to head to serangoon mac for homework, before walking home. Yes i walked home, so tiringggggggg.

Hais, i'm feeeling down again. Hais hais hais, blog sooon ba peepos, tatahh!

Dear god, the only thing i asked is for you to hold her.

Idk but i feel like blogging again. I'm currently studying amaths, or at least trying to. :(

I havent finish my chinese cause i dont have the meanings to all the words, neeeda ask felicia tmr morning before the test, and squeeze everything in. And then i havent finish doing my chinese homework! :( OH MY GODDDDD. Then tmr is the match vs scgs, wow hectic. I feeel so tired yet not sleepy yet. Arghhh damm feeeling

When will we stop spinning cause we dont know where we're going.

How long has it been since i updated? Woww, i'll just write what i can remember. Hah

So 12feb saturday, basketballers went to coach's house to bainian! :3 Had lessons before that and i had to rush here rush there. Met xiaoting, debbie and emily at whitesands, then we took a bus, which was going the wrong direction. Gahhh, had to cab to coach's house in the end, and i have to pay :( Sorry germaine for letting you wait for sooooooooooo long! 3:

Anyway, had a great time there, seeing all the bdiv girls (except debbie) wear dress! <3 Oh ya, lingen didnt come that day, or it will be two fat torns among the beautiful roses hahaha. I think i'm gonna get fat! Cause after bainian-ing, me xiaoting wanhua and debbie went to nex's barcelos for dinnnnnnnnner! :D It was yummmmmmmmy to the max, i miss working there. :( After xiaoting and wanhua left, me and debbie headed to arcade to play then shop awhile before heading home.

Sunday 13 feb, HAPPPPPPPPPPYYYYY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY YUXUAN! <3 I went to mac to study for the bio test, and guess who i saw there? Dawnnnnn and enziooooooo, so sweeeet ah study together! <3 hahahaha. After that, yuxuan came toooo. Hiii birthday girl :D Then, kitju came as well, its like a 4e3 gathering huh. Then i saw ben, debbie and their big group of church peeeeps too. So anyway, i studied until around 9plus? Then i rushed to collect xuan's sunflowersssssssss! Omgg so prettttttty.

Monday 14 feb, valentine's day! But yet, biology test day. The test was rather hard, to mee. And i know i got 1 whole section wrong already, haisssss :( But vday was great, cause i received and gave out presents! <3 Love love love in daaa air weeeeh. :) Had training in the afternoon as usual, my vday always spent with bballers. Haiyoooooooooooooooooo.

Tuesday 15 feb, schooool as usual. Common test coming sooooon so i headed to mac to studyyyy until 10pm. I'm so hardworkinggggggggggggggggggggg!

Wednesday 16 feb, i missed school. I woke up late and felt a little sick so i decided to give school a miss. Headed to the doctors and got my mc&medicine. Feeeeel so sian that i studied so hard yet i didnt sit for the test. :( There's no makeup test so its just gonna be a VR for both my english and ss! :< But i still went for training cause the match with scgs is in a couple of days! :O SCARED. Ran suicides which could literally kill me. GAH

Thursday 17 feb, i woke up late and was late for schooooool! Had more detentions, goshh i havent even cleared my previous dententions. :( Schoooool as usual, had history and emaths test which i think i did badly. SADDDDDD FACE.

Friday 18 feb, schooool as usual. Pe was god damm funnnnnnnnnnn <3 Training as usual, neeeeeda buck up for the upcoming match on monday. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :( The only happy thing is that i dont have physics test that day! HAHAHA.

Yesterday 19 feb, had biology olympiad in the morning until 12pm. We went to ACJC for the paper, and haisssss it was damm hard. :( But the refreshments was super yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy <3 Headed back to school, went to nex to buy berrrr's yogurttttt. :) Then went to her place, hahahah chicken poxxxxxy, hope i wont get infected too cause it feeeels super itchy everywhere. :O Anyway, we decided to go bishan to buy some stuff. And koiiiiiiiiiii! :3 Went back to her place and used the compppp for pretty long, then headed to nex to develop photos and buy something to eat. Went back to her place and ervinnn choo called me! Weekiat and ervin came to ber's house and we played blackjack, stress and cheat until 9plus 10plus omgggggggggggg! But it was super funny with the two jokers there making me and ber laugh hahahahah. I think they're coming to my place this saturday/sunday, hmmmmm not sure. :)

So today? Maybe i should head to mac to study. But i got 4 subjects to study. :( LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :(

And my heart hurts like mad. Why is this feeeling back?

And she's got everything that i have to live without.

Will post the other photos when i'm free!

I'm not in school now. Apparently i woke up late, and i think i'm falling sick. Going for training later though, okay now i needa go bathe and head to the doctors! Update soooon peeps, taataahh! <3

And the reason is you

Hello i'm so damm fucking pissed/sad/disappointed now that i wanna bang the wall now and just die. Fuck myself, fuck my heart la, flip it and kill it. ARGHHHHHHHHHZ ~!@#$%^&&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^&&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*^%#%$^%@~%$#@!#$%^&^%^$#~@^%!@

You're fucking perfect to me.

I needa cut my fringe soon, its long and ugly.

Anyway, its thursday morning, or to me, its still wednesday night. I'm still rushing my compo which i'm currently stucked at, cause idk what else to write. :(

Okay, today's lessons. I mean yesterday's lessons were alright, nothing much. Upcoming common test week and i'm falling behind pretty much cause i always tend to stone in class. Idk why, i will stare into blank space and taadaa i'm out of the lesson. :( I'll revise on my own a few days before the common tests. Jiayouuuu oh~

Had bio spa in the afternoon then training. Omg my back hurts, no other comments. Oh oh oh, we ran 5 rounds around nyjc track which got me superduper tired. My muscleaches are getting worst, i dont feel like moving at all. School in around 45mins time! I needa go bathe soon, i'm smellyzxc.

Had dinner with debbie after training. I left my wallet in school and when i got back, my ezlink card and 10 bucks are missing. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
But some kind hearted souls like hsujunhao and david lent me 25 bucks! :) THANKS AH. Went nex for dinner before 109ing back home with deb. I reached home at 9? Then i sat down and rest awhile cause my back hurts. Then when i wanna start on hw, i couldnt. Too tired, and my mind cant seem to think. :( Decided to go sleep first, from 11.30pm-3am. I woke up and did my chinese compo, which is still incomplete. Who takes 3 hours to do a damm compo, other than me? Only me i guess. SAD

I gotta buy my dress later in the afternoon, hope that's no ssp please please pleasezxc. :3 Should i get my hair cut today too? Hmmm maybe ba, if got time.

I'm still feeling so tired, but we still have to go on with life.

Like falling stars, like crashing cars.

Apparently i rather play with my nail polish than do homework. Oppps, haha see my puffy lips. Nooooo its actually oil, i just ate mac fries for supper tehehezxc.

I cant fall asleep now, and my shoulder is killing me. Ever since this evening after walking all afternoon in town with my heavy schoolbag. Now i cant lift up my left arm, and yes its only the left side. I wonder whyyyyy

Hmmmm, i feeel like watching love buffet episode 8 now, its out! But i feeel that i should quickly get to bed, hmmmmm i dont know luh. Actually i also dk why i'm here now, just feel like blogging perhaps. Hehhhh

I'm having pimple outbreak and cramps, meaningggggggg... Yup yup you get it. SAD FACE :( Better not be on the day we visit coach house to bai nian hor, better not better not! PLEASEEEEEE.

Okay okay enough crapping its 2am already. I realised i dont have much pictures of beautiful scenaries like town/marina bay area cause school holidays are over. My free time are gone! :( Perhaps i'll take more pics this coming saturday ba, i'm pretty excited. My dress is still out there somewhere in a shop. SIANNNNN nvm.

Wow my heart can still be v pain, tonight i felt the heartache. WALAOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I know you'll be in my heart forever.

SAD FACE. Look at my multi-million eyebags, swollen like its gonna burst! :(

Anyway, i realised i havent upload the pictures from audrey's birthday. Dui bu qi la, wo nowadays hen lei, v busy ma! :O Hehehehe

Okay, updating properly.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, cny was fun cause got angbao get. :) Not much money though but at least there's money coming to me. HEHEHE Not putting any in my savings bank cause i'll definitely spend it soon! Orh ohhh.

My cousin flew back from france on friday, and the whole family went to the airport to fetch her! It was brrrrrrr freezing there, my body becoming weaker and weaker :( Ate dinner there, cny is all about eating and talking, i think. :3 And of course, seeing the family come together. <3 Awwwwwwwwww.

Saturday? Woke up in the afternoon, was bathing when my phone rang. Audrey tay asked me out for a movieeeee, ahahahaha first time. Chiong to tampines after i bathed. :) Noo lah, its not a date. SAD FACE. Coach was there too! He paid for my movie ticket, popcorns everything. I feeeeel so guilty and loved! <3 Thanksssssssss. Oh btw, i was late for the movie. Opppppps paiseh! Anyway, TANXIAOTING&WEI smsed me that they were also in tampines so they came to meet us. Had longjohn for lunch before my audrey went offfffff D:(x1000000)

We shopped around tampines, has loads of sweets! And hunted for dresses, hahahaha. Went to starbucks for coffee, coach's treat again! OPPPS. I was studying my biology while coach was drinking coffeeee, awkward ah. Went home at 7plus? Fun day though. :3

Sunday? HOMEWORK DAY! Boring, restless, sleeeep and all those. Didnt manage to complete my hw, ahahahah its not a surprise anyway.

Yesterday wasssssssssss okay lah. Lessons started rather normal, back to the sec4 lessons, rushing to complete syllabus etc etc. SAD LIFE :( Training was tough, perhaps we have all gotten fat during cny break. Muscleache all over my body nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Eh, i got muscles one hor! Ahaha. Oh ya, audreytay you better get well sooooooon! <3

Today? Usual lessons, usual detention after ssp. Its like a routine now, a very tiring routine. Haisssssss :( I'm so tired lahhhhhhhh. Oh ya oh ya, met tiffany at the mrt and we talked awhile. About olevels, jc/poly etc etc. Although we're not close but at least what she said made an impact on me, and got me thinking about what i should do in school now. She's in jc now btw, maybe i should go nyjc with xiaoting. I wont be lonely cause coach, sheila and sheena are there too. Hmmmm maybe ba, seeee how lorrrrr. Maybe i wont do well for olevels, hais. :( SCARED AH

Anyway, i went dhobby this evening. Walked all the way to town, in my uniform and heavy schoolbag. I was hunting for a nice suitable dress to wear this saturday, and i'm kinda picky. Hehehe :) Shopped 313, ion and far east, but i bought nothing! OMGZXC. Neeeeda get it by thurs, its a must tanhuiming! :O

Wo de shoulder v pain now, my back is already died. I'm numb to it already :( PAIN. I feeeel like just lying down and sleeeeping early tonight but i cant, cause of homeworkkkkkkkkkkk. Maybe i'll just do 3 outa 5 hw today, i'm tired and lazy. HOHOZ

Okay i officially have a sad life, sad sad boring tiring life. HAIS, pblog wo yao lai lerrrrrrrr

Banging on your front door, my pride spilled on the floor.

Sorry, this is what you get when a bored little girl meets an empty room and a camcam.

Idk why i'm like this now, i'm not physically tired, but mentally i am. Idk why, so dont ask. HAIS.

Okay update update.
Monday? I forgot what happened in school, normal lessons i guess. Training after school, kinda tiring. My back? No comments, its just pain, what can i do about it. Nooooooothing. We did the parapara dance workout just before we ended training, it was retarded shouting "zhonghua" as we jumped up. Funnnnny jaw drop moment! Debbie missed it, slackeeeeeeeeer! I bet she overslept or something, whatever i got no rights to talk about what she does. Talked to shiying in the canteeeen after training, but germaine called to chase us out at 7pm. Sorrrrry dearest that we almost got you in trouble because we always stay in school until v late :( Anyway, waited for my mummmy to fetch me with my cutest love. :)

Tuesday? I slept immediately after training last night and did nothing. I didnt study for the bio test so i asked ms rozy whether she could make an exception. AND SHE AGREEED! :3 Omgggg she's the best form teacher man, gonnna write her a big big card on teacher's day! So i sit outside the class when the entire e3 was taking the bio test. Extra one day to study, i feeeeel so blessed. <3 Anyway, skipped ron low's detention so i bet i'm in deeeep shit. :( I got to rush home to bathe and change. Then i headed to bugis to do some shopping, with my own money lehhhhhh! Feeeel like a good girl, hehe. :3 Saw germaine, cherrine and yanlu there toooo! They were hunting for cny clothes tooooo. Then i saw marcus, jude and jake. Long time no see, kinda awkward! :O I went home at 7plus 8plus, then bathed and chiong my bio revision.

Wednesday? Took the test early in the morning, okay i guess? Skipped ron low's detention again! I'M DEFINITELY GONNA GET SCOLDED WHEN SCHOOL REOPENS! :( Anyway, had cny celebration concert in schoool! But i didnt attend. Cause i was busy in the library printing photos, and making audrey's birthday card. What else do you expect? Its my babbbbbbby A's birthday you know! <333333

Went to find her in her classroom after school ended. Brought her over to nex, jack's place for lunch! :3 WITH THE LOVELY BBALLERS! Celebrated her birthday, high class wor! Ate cake, sang song, took pictures! Gave her a kiss, as promised! Photo taking was funny, cause she has epic expressionsssssss! SO CUTE. Omg i'm crazy, but she's just the cutest right! YESH YESH YESH! Haha, yes audrey you know how much i love you, and i know how much you love me! <3

Anyway, headed to bugis again with xiaoting, xiaowei and debbie after lunch. Shopped around, the sisters bought sunglasses while i was hunting for dresses! :3 Saw this nice tube dress which i might buy. But it cost 98bucks! :( OMG, maybe buying it with my angbao money baaa. But then my $$$ will just poooof, gone leh! SO SIAN LA. :( Headed back to serangoon at 5pm, took bus home and prepared for my cny eve reunion dinner! <3 Lazy to post pictures, hahahahahah. But it was time well spent, cause i havent seen my relatives for quite some time. And it was heart warming, having the entire family together, talking, eating, watching tv. Ahhh, feeel the love in the air? :)

Today? Woke up kinda late, bathed, and my relatives came in the afternoon. Watched movies, played mahjongggg the whole day. ATE A LOT OF TIBITS AND BAHGUA! Omggggggg fat fat already :( SAD FACE. There will be 3 more days like today, eat eat eat til my shirt burst!

Okay, i'm feeling so restless now. Perhaps its the emptiness thats got me thinking about the past. Hais, my heart so pain this few days. :( Maybe its time i visit my p.blog soon.