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2.30am luh.
still awake.
cant sleep.
dont knw why veh sad.
moody ba?
th moon always does tat to me.
ppl win match, happy lyk hell.
me?
i'm weird.
sort of sad.
not because i sad tat we win.
i just dont knw.
just plain sad.
for no reason.
stupid luh.
my mind is messy.
too much is going on.
and i'm still standing here.
with tat mask i have to put on everyday.

i need a different life.
i need a break from everything.
run away lyk i just dont care.
but i do.
too sensitive luh.

sorry for my random moody post.
i'm too bored.
too tired.
not sleeping luh.
later go midnight swim again.
evening swim le.
midnight still swim.
anyway it calms me down.
arghh.
i hate mood swings.
sian.

post again soon?
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