Saturday, July 11, 2009

everything became meaningless anyway.

P.S: sorry for th following.

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i'm damm pissed now!
everything isnt working out as i've planned.
arghhhhhh~
sriously fucked up about life.
stupid science report,
suddenly i have to do it
by myself.
monday need hand in.
i have no help.
i have no data.
i have no idea wat is going on.
coz i didnt even go sugei buloh with th class!
fucking hell.
damm all teachers!
stupid maths teacher,
give so much homework!
and now my lit video dont want to work!
and yesterday was th duedate.
D:
okay, my eng and lit ca marks all gone!
i wan to die~

i've decided!
i'm NOT gonna do maths.
i'm NOT gonna do science report.
i'm NOT gonna do th video anymore.
i'm NOT gonna do art.
i'm NOT gonna do digital art.
i'm NOT gonna do chemistry.
i'm NOT gonna do geography.
i'm NOT gonna do literature.
i'm NOT gonna do any homework.

i'm NOT gonna be th teacher's shadow puppet anymore.
i'm NOT gonna always work this hard to live up to being a good student.
i'm NOT gonna be th one who does everything while others dont.
i'm NOT gonna be so stressed up anymore.

no more chionging homework till midnight.
no more sleepless nights.
enough is enough.
i'm too tired already.
and i'm adding on th load.
collapse, that's wat i get in th end.

ahhhhhhhhhh~
seriously i'm ~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
die shit die shit die shit.

nationals coming up.
and yet i'm -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i dont knw wat else i can do.
sian.
stop finding excuses.
useless pig.
i hate my weak self!
arghhhhh~
my mask of smiles.
i wan to take it off.
D:

god is unfair.
life is unfair.
everything is unfair.
H1N1 come find me please.