hello dajiahao! haha. :D
all i can say was, today was a ~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&* day.
made me duper fucked up lyk shit, fuck die _|_
woke up uber late, 2plus? when i was suppose to wake up at 9am!
nowadays, i feel lyk i'm not myself.
hmmmm, how should i put it. i feel lyk i'm not me. D:
as in, for example, i used to be able to last th day without sleep.
but now i cannot live without sleep. i get tired easily.
i fall down more often, i mean at home.
and i cannot focus on doing things lyk i used to.
maybe because i'm sick but i feel weird. D:
i'm afraid
anyway, tried to do homework.
but found out tat this coming thursday is tat lit drama thingy.
and i havent even started editing th script. so here i am, doing it now.
i havent finish half of my holiday assignments,
including those tat are over-dued already. D:
i feel so shitty.
and i cannot pon school because i'm in charge of tat crap drama. D:
if i run away lyk tat, i'm being irresposible. ):
and i know mrs raj is already disappointed in me.
yet i'm not caring much.
hmmmm. i feel so screwed up man.
i need a way to relax and calm my nerves. D:
and now, i feel everyone is ignoring me.
maybe i'm sensitive. fuck _|_
everyone likes to foeign ignorance.
i think i talked too much here, off to private blog.
i'm really really tired already.
i want to end all and join you god.
but i'm being selfish. D:
i never think of my family who really need me.
okay, i'm really sad now.
bye bye readers!
♥