you make me crazier,

hello! :D
firstly, i wanna say TANXIAOTING IS LAME! :D haha.

secondly, sorry for not updating daily. i was too lazy and tired i guess. ):
anyway on thursday, my jiejie broke my toilet glass door.
and wtf, now i got no toilet! D:
oh ya, my jiejie and daddy got hurt by th falling glass door,
then blood and shattered pieces of glass were everywhere! O:
hope they get well soon!

btw, i end up doing th cleaning work. ):
by th time i finish cleaning, its night time already!
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*

then on friday, headed to tpy and amk with jie. <:
then bought koi and headed to debbie's house to meet her and lingen. :D
i saw berlin and seorin! :D haha.
we slacked awhile before going to hougang mall for subway!
walk walked then went to cotton on to shop! <:
we were trying heels and button ups! :D
debbie and lingen were being gay. O: as usual.
haha, bought icecream before going back debbie's house.
i slacked awhile before going home. O:

i kept saying many many lame stories,
and the end was random ttm! O: haha, th fat lil boy is cute!

hmmmm, today was boring.
spent th entrie morning rotting at home, in front of th tv and comp. O:
oh no, i havent touch much on holiday homework. ): i'm so dead!
wat's wrong with zhonghua anyway? they think we're robots.
no, they think everyone is a scholar and we can excel in everything lyk shit.
stupid school, not looking forward to school reopen. ):

anyway, i'm heading to daddy's company dinner soon.
haha, lingen also having company dinner, hope it's th same hotel! O:

haha, i just realise vinita also bought purple contacts! :D
yay yay yay, excited for eoy christmas sale! <3
hmmmm, maybe going prepare for dinner now. :D
update again soon, with pictures! <:

baby ily!

bye readers!
♥

讨厌这样我们都有话藏着不说,

hey babes! :D
sorry for not posting ytd, i guess i was just too tired to press that turn on button of my lappy. O:
anyway, had morning training ytd and it was rather tiring. >:
xiaowei, xiaoting and germaine didnt have to run! ENVYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
ran a lot ytd and now my legs are lyk jellies. O: haha.
bathed in school after training before cleaning th canteen for our bbq.
washed th utensils, ate lunch and headed to ntuc with xiaoting and wanhua. :D
met lingen in central and we went shopping! <:

we walked around lyk mad, so my jelly legs became jellier. O: LOL!
bought bbq stuff and headed to mac for coffee and ice cream! <3
sat in coach's car back to school and we prepared for our bball bbq! :D
then when everyone came, we started th fire and th bbq began! <:
playing bball at night was awesome! :D
anyway, overall th bbq was fun but tiring ttm. ):
reached home at 11plus. and surprisingly, my parents never scold. O:
then bathed and slept.

woke up at 10plus today.
since there's no work today, i rotted til now. O.o
and i painted my nails from hot pink to sky blue! :D YAY YAY YAY!
haha, maybe playing ball with jie later. <:
i havent start much on my holiday homework, i'm so dead. ):

oh ya, i might be changing hairstyle, hope it turns out well! :D
and i'm buying more contacts, 2 isnt enought for me. O:
there's no training til next wednesday! :D happy die!
i might be adding more shifts though. sian
haha, sorry for this messy post. O:
hmmmm, i'm lazy to write more, update again soon?

bye readers!
♥

i've gotten too tired of trying to prove myself, think what you want,

hey people, i cant believe i'm still awake now.
and i have to wake up for training at 7am tmr since i'm taking bus.
i just cant fall asleep i guess
and suddenly my back ache is back, it hurts deeply. ):

things are passing through my mind,
i cant stop thinking about these stuff.
you say i'm hurting you,
but when you pin-point me like this, it hurts me more.
i know its hard for ppl to forget,
i know i shouldnt rush you.
but it hurts when i dont get what ue mean,
and i start thinking that i'm no good for you.
i just dont know what's going on anymore.

i'm not saying i'm correct but just that th world is a hypocrite,
and everyone seem to have other motives behind their actions.
perhaps everyone likes to put on a fake disguise in order to achieve what they desire.
i dont get why adults dont apologize,
yet when kids dont, we get scolded.
i dont get why adults think they are all that, and we arent.

i'm not accussing anyone but i think you suck!

i dont know how to understand people,
when people dont understand me.
i wish one day, i'll disappear without a trace.

i hate the world, i hate myself.
i know everyone thinks i'm a hypocrite, whatever.
i'm too tired already, so fuck off.

it hurts when you say you understand me,

hey dearest! :D sorry for not posting for super super long!
i guess i was just too tired and lazy to do anything. >:
anyway, here are some pics of what's going on this few days, other than training training and more trainings. O:

i got more of lingen's retarded photos but i shall not post,
i'm a good girl alright! :D haha.

oh ya, i forgot to post bout vietnam and korea trip.
i'll update on that when i'm free okay? <:

hmmmmm, let's start with today then.
had jellymaking session at tanxiaoting's house! :D
met lingen and debbie at her house, headed to punggol in bus 62!
then met germaine and xiaoting, slacked before going punggol plaza for lunch! <:
bought stuff at ntuc before heading back for jellies! <3
made our jellies while playing cards! :D
first mango flavour batch was a failure, but the rest were fine! <:
headed home with lingen and debbie at 6plus.
we walked like some mad crazy ppl. :D yay yay yay!

haha, there's basketball bbq tmr! :D excited much much!
i just hope daddy doesnt spoil it.
pretttttttttttttyyyy pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. O:

i have hot pink nails! :D bimboooooooo!
but i'm removing them soon. ): since damm zhonghua dont allow.
and there's bball training tmr,
i havent been performing well during trainings. ):
JIAYOU thm♥ :D

i'm lazy to post more, but i'm not sleepy. O:
maybe update again later?
that's all for now. <:

and baby dont worry, ily.

bye readers!
♥

i'm standing here but all i want is to be over there,

SHORT URGENT POST!

Gone for 8days,
1dec09 - 8dec09! :D
i'm off to korea, may people envy me. <:
haha, anyway MIA-ing these few days.
if there's anything, contact my mum's phone.
ue can ask th number from debbie! <:

jiayous bballers alright? :D
and ily baby. <3

goodbye!
♥