hey people, i cant believe i'm still awake now.
and i have to wake up for training at 7am tmr since i'm taking bus.
i just cant fall asleep i guess
and suddenly my back ache is back, it hurts deeply. ):
things are passing through my mind,
i cant stop thinking about these stuff.
you say i'm hurting you,
but when you pin-point me like this, it hurts me more.
i know its hard for ppl to forget,
i know i shouldnt rush you.
but it hurts when i dont get what ue mean,
and i start thinking that i'm no good for you.
i just dont know what's going on anymore.
i'm not saying i'm correct but just that th world is a hypocrite,
and everyone seem to have other motives behind their actions.
perhaps everyone likes to put on a fake disguise in order to achieve what they desire.
i dont get why adults dont apologize,
yet when kids dont, we get scolded.
i dont get why adults think they are all that, and we arent.
i'm not accussing anyone but i think you suck!
i dont know how to understand people,
when people dont understand me.
i wish one day, i'll disappear without a trace.
i hate the world,
i know everyone thinks i'm a hypocrite, whatever.
i'm too tired already, so fuck off.