You are my only exception. ♥

Yay, i still cant sleep. And i've been staring at th music playlist for many hours. Oh shit, i've seriously lost my will to study.

Stupidz, i did nothing this weekend. What waste of time. Okay, i have to promise myself that i'll go study by myself everyday before th midyears.

Okay, jiayou. Tan huiming, dont get sad again.
I hope i can do this. God, help me please.

Love, hm.

And it hurts to have everything but yet nothing at all.

Hey peeps, had fun today with debbie and her dad. (: Went bugis to shop and eat, went home at around 8plus? :D Now i'm super tired to do anything. Oh ya, study plan failed, AGAIN! Sianz. And also, was suppose to meet dawn, jiayi and yanling for CE project but failed.

FUCK LUH, FAILED EVERYTHING. ):

Super sian, midyears are coming and i'm super stressed out. ): Actually, its not just me. Everyone has been building up their stress ever since people started realising midyears are just a few days time. I know i should be studying but i just cant get my head to focus, and stop thinking bout playing and sleeping. Zzz.

Anyway, got to start studying soon. Since i'll be totally suspended from basketball if i do not do well for midyears. Stress huh? And i know dad is expecting lots from me now, since i failed my common tests. I've been trying real hard, so i'll keep it going. Hold on for 3 more weeks before i can just let loose. Jiayou. <:

I guess many people are starting to worry bout me, i havent been myself lately. The happy go lucky me. I'll be fine, i guess. Oh, ms tan send me for counselling. Lol, not ivan lee. At least its some other lady. Hope everything will be okay after i've settled down and tell myself tat i'm a student, i have to study.

Chemistry retest in 2 days, and i still dont get mole concept. FML. I hope monday i can focus on revising and not get distracted by temptations to slack or peer pressure. Lol.It's been a tough year, okay it has just been 4 months and i'm losing it already. Come on huiming, ue can do it. Just focus, and prioritize your work.

Yay, i'm losing control over my life. It sucks when ue realised ue screwed everything, and people keep constantly remind ue, that ue did something wrong. Especially teachers. Yay, i'm gonna go on blabbering bout my problems, so it might be a long post. Stupidz me.

I'm here using my comp when i'm suppose to study and finish my homework. WHATS WRONG WITH ME LUH, SERIOUSLY. I'm here saying that i should jiayou but yet i dont put my mind and body to work. All i do is talk. I got to start making actions.

Just had a meeting session with ms yeo, and she wanted basketballers to start making plans, set targets and goals, prioritize ourselves, do well. Study hard and make sure we do our best during exams. Its kinda lyk a bang in th head. It did not motivate me at all, i just get more tired of studying. Wat th heck. My mood seems affected by little matters and i'll just rot and cry, and hurt. Zzz.

I know many ppl care bout me, and want me to get back to th huiming i was before. But its hard. Idk wat happen but it seems lyk its so hard. So damm fucking hard to do well in my state. Yay, i'm gonna get depression.

Zzz, i go bathe luh. I need to go listen music to clear my head. Where have i gone? Seriously, i want my life back.

Bai, fyi dont come and ask me why i so sad online. I'll just smile and ignore ue. I hate showing my sad self to others, tyvm.

Yours faithfully, Hm.

Airplanes.♥

hello peeps, its been lyk DAMMMMMMM LONGGGGGGG since i last posted? O:
hoho, i'm too lazy to update plus i v tired. ):

Anyway, nothing much happen except boring lessons boring lessons and more boring lessons! Oh ya, fought with baby this few days and got real upset. ):

Thanks ppl who comforting me and scolded me for my childish + stupidz action.
I dont get what's wrong with us nowadays. D:

I'm too lazy to study and all tat's in my mind right now is slack, play and eat. O:
Zzz, FAIL LUH FAIL LUH, MIDYEARS FAIL LUH. WTF, HERE UE GO AGAIN.
I'm just super pissed off nowadays. FML.

Argh, update later. Baibai

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

Somewhere we missed the turn,

Hey people.

Missed anniversay with baby. ): BUT ITS ALRIGHT, SHALL CELEBRATE ANOTHER TIME OKAY? <: haha, love ya lots.

Anyway, these few days were okay. But i lost my voice! D: And went to study with debbie, berlin, yuxuan and lingen ytd. Had fun! But i'm too lazy to elaborate.

Went studying with debbie, junliang, vinita and ervin. Didnt study much, kept laughing. And my voice got worse. WALAO

Okay, have to go study soon. WAY WAY WAY BEHIND SCHEDULE. ): sian.

Bai, maybe post again.

Love thm.
♥

You showed me how to live like i do,

Hai people, i just finished essay, only left the conclusion. Gonna rush thru bball tee stuff now, maybe 15mins? Coz i'm really really tired, and my back cant survive without lying down for so long. D:

Anyway, I HAVE A SUDDEN CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATES AND CAKES! O: oh no, must go on diet already. But good thing my throat v pain, cant swallow much. Zzz.

Okay, i hope i didnt forget any stuff to do. Oh no, i havent revise for test. ): STUPID LUH.

Whatever, sleep time. Bai!

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

Caught between reality,

Hai peeeeeeeps, its kinda late and i am really v tired. But, i cant sleep now, there's lots to do. And its anniversary today, not official yet since its onl midnight now, but i'm excited to go out tmr. (:

I'm chionging my english essay nao, and i have commonweath not done too. idk whether i should do, its overdued a long long time already. Anyway, have to do bball tee design final ups later, and hand in to sheena tmr. CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG! <:

All that's accompanying me is piles of undone homework, th radio and this bowl of spicy FAT tuna to keep me awake. O: LOL.

I go do essay nao. Jiayou <:

LOL, 1am luh. 1/3 done. THIS IS SUPER HARD TO WRITE, CANNOT FOCUS. I NEED SLEEEEEP!

Zzz, shall blog later maybe. Bai.

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

Forever we will stay,

Hai peeps, this is gonna be a short post. And th pics above were old old photos from korea trip last year. More to come, havent post all yet O:

I got sick and lost a match on wednesday, kindda sad. ): but its alright, monday jiayou jiu hao! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SEEWAN! :D
i love you oh so v v much.

Anyway, just got back from shopping with debbie, fun trip. And april fool day damm funny. <: HAD LOADS OF FUN. Georgraphy challenge finals coming up, i'm rather tired already, but i'll still put in my best. (: hah. Common tests are starting soon, got to jiayou. Hope i get better grades. (: Okay, even though tmr is good friday and there's no school. I have to go for geo dryrun. Gonna visit many places tmr! <: GIVE ME ENERGY BABY.

I'm real tired already, much much homework to complete. Oh no, left many textbooks in school. ): SIAN LUH. Blog again soon, bai.

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥