Hey peeps, had fun today with debbie and her dad. (: Went bugis to shop and eat, went home at around 8plus? :D Now i'm super tired to do anything. Oh ya, study plan failed, AGAIN! Sianz. And also, was suppose to meet dawn, jiayi and yanling for CE project but failed.
FUCK LUH, FAILED EVERYTHING. ):
Super sian, midyears are coming and i'm super stressed out. ): Actually, its not just me. Everyone has been building up their stress ever since people started realising midyears are just a few days time. I know i should be studying but i just cant get my head to focus, and stop thinking bout playing and sleeping. Zzz.
Anyway, got to start studying soon. Since i'll be totally suspended from basketball if i do not do well for midyears. Stress huh? And i know dad is expecting lots from me now, since i failed my common tests. I've been trying real hard, so i'll keep it going. Hold on for 3 more weeks before i can just let loose. Jiayou. <:
I guess many people are starting to worry bout me, i havent been myself lately. The happy go lucky me. I'll be fine, i guess. Oh, ms tan send me for counselling. Lol, not ivan lee. At least its some other lady. Hope everything will be okay after i've settled down and tell myself tat i'm a student, i have to study.
Chemistry retest in 2 days, and i still dont get mole concept. FML. I hope monday i can focus on revising and not get distracted by temptations to slack or peer pressure. Lol.It's been a tough year, okay it has just been 4 months and i'm losing it already. Come on huiming, ue can do it. Just focus, and prioritize your work.
Yay, i'm losing control over my life. It sucks when ue realised ue screwed everything, and people keep constantly remind ue, that ue did something wrong. Especially teachers. Yay, i'm gonna go on blabbering bout my problems, so it might be a long post. Stupidz me.
I'm here using my comp when i'm suppose to study and finish my homework. WHATS WRONG WITH ME LUH, SERIOUSLY. I'm here saying that i should jiayou but yet i dont put my mind and body to work. All i do is talk. I got to start making actions.
Just had a meeting session with ms yeo, and she wanted basketballers to start making plans, set targets and goals, prioritize ourselves, do well. Study hard and make sure we do our best during exams. Its kinda lyk a bang in th head. It did not motivate me at all, i just get more tired of studying. Wat th heck. My mood seems affected by little matters and i'll just rot and cry, and hurt. Zzz.
I know many ppl care bout me, and want me to get back to th huiming i was before. But its hard. Idk wat happen but it seems lyk its so hard. So damm fucking hard to do well in my state. Yay, i'm gonna get depression.
Zzz, i go bathe luh. I need to go listen music to clear my head. Where have i gone? Seriously, i want my life back.
Bai, fyi dont come and ask me why i so sad online. I'll just smile and ignore ue. I hate showing my sad self to others, tyvm.
Yours faithfully, Hm.