Is this what it feels like to really cry? ♥

SO WHAT AM I TO DO NOW? I REALLY DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME. YOU KNOW, LIFE WITHOUT YOU SEEMS SO HARD. I HATE MY LIFE, PART OF IT MAINLY BECAUSE I HATE YOU DAD.

What the fuck is wrong with me, my life and eveything that i do. Why am i doing things wrong all the time. Sometimes i wish i could really just disappear from here, dont exist at all. I cant take it anymore. What's the point of living now?

说好的幸福呢♥

周杰伦-说好的幸福呢
词:方文山曲:周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Baby dont leave me.

Hey lobsters, i am a lamb, LOOOOOOL.

I havent been blogging for quite some time. Sorry, was lazy plus moodless.

Anyway, th june holidays are here and i have this feeling tat th holidays wouldnt go well. There are piles of homework and projects, and there's training. AWWWWWWW ): But i hope i can go shoppinggggggggggg! BUT I'M SHORT OF CASH, BROKE ALREADYYYYY! Hais.

Okay, i've watched a couples of movies already but i'm too lazy to elaborate. Many lovers' birthdays this few days, OLIVIA CHUNGKEI JINGLING CHAIHAO. Love ya guys.

I'm v sad now, thanks B S J Y for cheering me up. But i need to think stuff through first.

And vinita, i'll go out with you another day! SHOPPPPPPPPPPPPING! :B

Training tmr, jiayou! And i havent got my bball tee yet, but heard tat its awesome! <: CANT WAIT TO SEE IT. No mood blog luh, ttyl bai.

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

Baby i love you, but i cant hold on to you anymore.
Wish you all the best and stay happy.
I'll still love you, sorry.

I thought it was you who saw the real me.

And i'm content with loneliness. ♥

Hey lovers! :B I'm v tired now but i'm waiting for midnight to wish jingling and chungkei love happyyyyyy birthday! :B Wednesday is olivia dearest's birthday too! WOOT. <: Haha, today had many post exam activities, quite awesome! Shooting plus dance were great fun! Anyway, after school had training which was tiring ttm, but i really missed training lots luh. Cant wait for more! hah, so rare.

Hmmmm, maybe going juliana's house tmr for mj, excited! :B Okay, its midnight luh, off to msg! :D

Love, Hm.
♥

But i lost all of control. ♥

Hello peeps, heading down to town soon. :B BUT I'M GONNA BE BROKE SOON! ): Hmmm, okay i wanna bathe now, bai. C:

I put a shield of barrier to hide my emotions. ♥

Hello love, i'm here again for th 3rd time? O: LOL. I seriously got nothing to do luh, except eat and sleep. D: I realised i'll walk to th kitchen automatically whenever i have got nothing to do. FATTY! I need to go lose some weight and make my hair grow longer. I LYK!

Last few days were ups and downs. Got back my results, rather disappointed in some but its gonna be alright! :D Anyway, bought a new green transparent wallet and thought it was cool and unique. BUT apparently, many ppl bought it too! O:

I wanna go out soon. ): I got no mood blog luh, bye.

Lie awake and miss you. ♥

Hello people, idk why whenever i feel lyk blogging, and i turn onto this page. I got nothing to post, and i feel tired, then i'll short post. Zzz, okay, moodswing luh.
Bai.

A heavy dose of atmosphere. ♥

Moodswing, idk what is wrong with me.

I could really use a wish right now.♥

Hey people, i think i did okay for midyears, update later, love.

I'll pretend i dont hear them talk.

Its a quater after one, and i'm a little drunk. And i need you now♥

Actually, its 3.30am but that's just th song lyrics. Hmmm, tmr got listening compre, no kick one. I v tired but my hair isnt dry yet. I havent complete my bio journal and TYS for mr chong yet, oh no. ):

Spent th whole day at home eating today, i neeeeeeeeddddd exercise soon! D: Tmr jiayou ppl. I wanna eat mac breakfast luh, but damm fat. Sianz. I miss baby, lots. Haha, i go find hairdryer luh, my eyes ae shutting soon and me bed is calling me. Bai love.

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

And deep inside, my tears are drown.

Hello, cant believe i woke up so early. (: PROUD OF MYSELF.

Haha, i wanna go out. But i ytd went home quite late, and i think my parents wont allow me to head out today. Sianz

Anyway, i really got nothing to post, but felt lyk blogging. I want a new phone and A NEW CAMERAAAAAAAAAAAAA! O: Maybe shall save up? Okay, i wanna go eat now. Yay, breakfast. I need go diet during holidays luh. Jiayou woot.

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

I guess i'll rather hurt than feel nothing at all.

Hai, exams are finally over. (: Did slightly better than expected for biology and chemistry and emaths. BUTTTTTTTTTTT I AM V DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF FOR MY GEOGRAPHY AND AMATHES AND HUMANITIES. ): Hias, i could have done better. Its just tat i have no time management and i keep misread th question. SIANZ

Anyway, went to watch movie at amk with berlin after biology test. HAD LOADS OF FUN! Oh ya, th last song is love love love! (Y) Its damm nice, ue'll cry lyk pig. Especially when th father died, hah i shall not say. I strongly strongly recommend! :D Both me and berlin love th kissing scenes luh, SUPER ROMANTIC! Hah. (:

After tat went walk walk awhile before meeting jinguan and javien. Then berlin went home and javien pei me awhile. I went home around 7plus? :D HAD FUN! Looking forward to more outings. I wanna go shopppppppppinggggggggggg! <:

Haha, today was a fun day too! Met debbie love at bishan at 1plus? Walk around and eat. Saw guohao they all in arcade, again! ._. Anyway, went compass then jinx house at 3? O: Then stayed there play mj and poker til 9plu? Shuhui and huihai joined later. :D Darren suddenly nvr come O: But it was still great fun! Ordered pizza for dinner, YUMMMMMMMMM! :D Reached home at 10plus? Bathed, watch tv and here i am now.

I cut my hair luh! D: ITS KINDA SHORTER THAN EXPECTED, EVERYTIME LIDDAT! D: But i shall wait til it grows longer before letting my fringe down. I cut side parting, woot. I think ppl will find it weird since i have always been with that bangs hairstyle since primary school. -O-


MY DREAM HAIRSTYLE IS THE ONE ON TOP! :D I WANT I WANT I WANT! I have to wait til it grows. ):

I HATE IT WHEN MY MENS COMES DURING TH PERIOD AFTER EXAM! ): I wanna go wildwildwet de luh. And i got pimple outbreak ._. Hais. Okay, i am kinda tired. And i realised my files and workbook not packed, no corrections done. Need pack up tmr, but i wanna go out. O: Hope daddy allow.

Hope my midyear results are okay, or else i'll be dead, serious. Okay, maybe i'll blog again later. Oh no, craving for icecream now, lolz.

Yours faithfully, Hm.
♥

Felt like i was such a victim.

Hey lovers, i'm suppose to be studying yet i am not. You know how bad i feel when i see my friends studying for geography yet i havent even touch it yet. ): Geography and Amaths on th first day, hope i can do well. Anyway, i wanna follow my study plan and finish all my revision, pray hard. <:

Hmmm, mothers' day coming soon, no time buy present! D: BUT I STILL LOVE YOU MUM. Oh ya, tmr is half year anniversary♥ but celebrating after exams. HOPE IT PASTS SOON!

Okay, i need to go bathe luh. People, wait for more nice songs to be uploaded! Yay.

Yours faithfully, Hm.

And it cuts me like a knife.

hey lovers, hey javien and debbie th fattyyyyy. :D

Lol, i still havent done any homework or revision. CRAPZ. I'm too too too tired luh. Anyway, i shall start studying seriously starting from next wednesday ba? O: I dont wanna do badly for midyears, or else i'll die. D:

Haha, today went out with berlinggg, debbie and javien! HAD A GREAT TIME AT BISHAN WITH THOSE DARLINGS! LOVE YA GUYS. (: Caught ipman 2 which was awesome! Had to leave for home quite early coz my dad was angry at me D: Today i had moodswing again, Zzz. Then almost fought with baby. /: I know baby fierce me because ue care. THANKS LOTS.

Okay, guess th time now? 2.30am. YIPEEEEE! I just ate two donuts and cupnoodles. Oh now, fat fat fat! O: I realised i still couldnt get myself back to th school mood. Hais, SIAN MAN. I really need to buck up!

I'm gonna watch spiderman2 before going to sleep. Jiayou thm! Baby, i got something to tell you. Hah, i know we'll be busy with examinations nowadays, so i'll find some other time to talk. Okay, really looking forward to after exams <:

Yay, moodswing coming soon. And i'll have no mood to studyz. Forget it, huiming go study soon okay? Zzz mood.

Yours faithfully, Hm.

When you walked out of my life.

LOL, SUCH AN OLD PIC. DAMM PRIMARY SCHOOL CAN, BUT TAT SHOWS I'M YOUNG! :D

Yay, i'm proud to say that i havent done any revision or homework this short holiday. YAY, maybe going out tmr. YAY, i not studying. Zzz, moodswing awhile just now and got a real headache. STUPIDZ. ):

Everytime i have th urge to blog, i'll go to this damm page, and forget wat i wanna post. I FINALLY GOT MY USB CABLE TO WORK, TIME TO SPAM PICS SOMEDAY! :D Zzz Okay, i'll update later.

P.s: Everyone seem sad nowadays, cheer up people! And rmb study, jiayou for midyear. Please tanhuiming, you too okay.

Lol, i love you baby. Bai pigs!

Yours faithfully,
Hm.

Its a love hate relationship,♥

Hello peeps, just finished advance papers.
And i can proudly say i screwed my social studies. ):

Okay, my mood is kinda down nowadays, and i'm lazy to sudy. Okay, i'll post later. I wanna go listen to sad songs.

Bai.