SO WHAT AM I TO DO NOW? I REALLY DONT WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME. YOU KNOW, LIFE WITHOUT YOU SEEMS SO HARD. I HATE MY LIFE, PART OF IT MAINLY BECAUSE I HATE YOU DAD.
What the fuck is wrong with me, my life and eveything that i do. Why am i doing things wrong all the time. Sometimes i wish i could really just disappear from here, dont exist at all. I cant take it anymore. What's the point of living now?