Saturday, July 31, 2010

I just cant get you off my mind. ♥


Today was a boring day, had our last common tast, which was chemistry. AND I SCREW IT UP TOTALLY, I HAVE CONFIDENCE I'LL FAIL, SERIOUS. ):

Anyway, after school went for geog ssp then, pei berlin and ben a while before going home. I'm gonna try and get th class together with a gathering soon, and through this dance competition. I want us to do well okay? Jiayou. Hope we can dont fight or argue and practice well, and can remember our dance moves. :D

Okay, its 2am now and i havent done anything. JUST TV TV AND TV, hehe. I'm gonna do my countless countless hw on sunday, and tmr i got to go school in th morning, lazyyyyyyyy. Okay, i go watch my powerpuff luh. Bb

I miss you, a lot a lot, do you?
It has been officially 2 months of tears already.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

You're one in a million. ♥


Hello balloooooooooooooons.
Today's chinese was horrible, i did not finish, and i wrote crap at th last few questions. ): But nvm luh la, i cannot undone wat has been done already. I got to prepare for amaths and chemistry soon! Tyvm ms ong for making me understand a tiny bit on salts, i think i still wouldt do well for chemistry though. ):

Anyway, today played badminton and bball until 7plus before i left school. Bernard made a super chio half court chop! :D too bad we didnt take any video. And i tell you how retarded tyx is! She left her phone in cheryl's file, and made many of us search high and low for her "lost" phone. DAMM FUNNY WHEN SHE FOUND IT! :D Epic.

I just reached home not long ago, its 9.30pm now, i got to start revising soon. My head hurts like wtf. I am tired, blog later.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Because nothing feels like home. ♥


Hello people, common test week has just begun. Ss, history and geog were okay, i guess i'm a humanities person :D English was fine too. BUT BIOLOGY AND EMATHS TOTALLY CMI. _|_ing hard.

Anyway, i still have amaths, chinese and chemistry! O: there's chemistry mini test tmr as well, i anti salt, acid and bases! I dont get anything at all. ): I NEED HELP. PLUS I LOST MY NOTES, OH GOSH. Okay, i went to library to study during both recess and lunch, didnt eat(Y) And i missed my emaths lesson because i couldnt find th class, damm stupidz. i was walking around th school aimlessly and tat tayshiying tell me go shopping, lol.

After studying awhile, went to court and played w ber, ben and jav. Then they went off and i started bball-ing by myself. And i thought of certain stuffs. I got to start doing these self-reflecting moments daily, it does good for me. Okay jiayou, i have to start doing th best out of my life. What do i really wanna do? Think.

I have to go do my homework now, and revise for my mini test tmr. I'll study chinese a few minutes before th test tmr, its enough to make me pass O: I lost my english ppt too, wow. DEAD MEAT.

I think this picture remain me of 2 people. I really miss th times where th three of us were so close, meeting up everyday. And trainings were ever so fun. And coach will always say ue two will teach me bad, and we'll always eat tgt and go out tgt. I rmb how we always go shopping, and i'll be stranded coz ue two keep drag me into guy shops tat idw to go in. AND KBOX TOO! I missed all that. Now? idk wat will happen, we have drifted apart. I treasure friendships more than anything else.

and i still miss you,
it has been 57 days of tears.

Monday, July 26, 2010

You were my lover, and my best friend. ♥





































My birthday :






























Hello.
I'm finally done with some of the photos, and its already 1.30am. I'm left with two homework and socialstudies to revise for tmr's test. And i havent bathe yet, hehe. I'm tired but i cant stop thinking of you.

Anyway, pictures from my birthday and a failed study plan! :D More details at berlin's blog, i'm just to lazy to post. YAY

Starting from tmr is common test week, and i realised i have overdued homework like amaths and biology and chemistry and socialstudies which i've not done yet. A bit no time sia, and there's a possibility that badminton interclass will carry on as usual. Our first two worst matches are over, now should be smooth sailing 3e3. Jiayou!

And you know everyday i'll think of you, and everyday i wish the hands of th clock would rewind time for me. I know i made a change too late, but love isnt suppose to be flawless. I aint perfect. I've been thinking this through for all th days of your absence. I really mistreated you. You were a great boyf, sorry for all th hurt and everything. I was looking through your photos and everything we owned together, i really missed the moments.

And i hate it when people's words are stuck rooted in my head. Like yours, my dad, coach and th teachers. And song lyrics too! I cant get myself to study and concentrate. Okay i got to try, back to study!

I'm really sleepy though.

It has been 57 days of tears, i miss you.