Sunday, July 4, 2010

But i got you stuck on my mind. ♥


Hellooooooooooooooo.
Its been so long since i've posted, and now i'm back to blogging frequently. (: ANYWAY, THANKS ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO CHEERED ME ON FACEBOOK, AND THOSE WHO ASKED ME TO CHEER UP WHENEVER THEY SEE ME IN SCHOOL. I love th way people, even those i'm not close with, cares bout me. Thanks people, i know there's at least still something good bout this world.

Okay, lessons has been pretty boring. School isnt much fun, ever since i left bball trainings. Wow, i'll miss 96 trainings because of this suspension. I'm sad to th max luh! Wat bout my cca awards when i go sec4? I think i'll not qualify anymore, sad man. Hais, but that's nothing i can do bout it anymore. What done is done, i cannot redo stuff tat exist already, i cannot rewind time. Life does not back track to undo these mistakes.

But at least my dad has been cutting me some slack. And i have been talking to my mum bout some stuff. Its a good start i guess. But teachers are simply damm fucked up. Especially ms tan, she was nice, i thought. She understood me, i assume. But i was wrong. She does not listen to ue, she always use my words to twist it into something i do not mean to say. Lyk my dad ._. I decided not to care bout her, i dont lyk her, and i dont need her to lyk me anyway. But please stop your fucking attitude towards me. AND MY FRIENDS AINT THE REASON WHAT'S GOING ON NOW, SO STOP SAYING I'M MIXING WITH BAD COMPANY. Zzz I love my friends, they're th best!

I thought my mum would fetch me home at 1.50pm everyday after school, that was my dad's plan. But my mum is kind, she's god damm awesome! She allow me stay in school for ssp and stuff lyk projects, and i could slack in school until i wanna go home. I'll just call my mum, and she'll come. BUTTTTTT, i have been taking bus home with tommy this few days, my mum is lazyyyyyy! O: I love you mum! <3

Oh ya, my two projects are gonna be dued soooooooon! D: And all my holiday assignments are undone. I have to use this youth day holiday to chiong all these. But i'm lazy tooooooo! ): Oh ya, my bio group mates came my house a few days ago to do our stuff. BERLIN AND SHIYING CAME TOO! :D Had great great fun. :D We wanted study but end up watching tv, eat and play bball. O: LAZY ELABORATE.

Haha, just went for berlin's partyyyyyyy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER! HAD FUN TODAY! I'll dedicate a post tmr alright? (: Tmr then blog bout th party too, i v tired already. AND I AM HUNGRYZ.

How can i forget someone who gave me so much to remember?
Quoted. Should i add you back, on fb, idk. I dont know wat ue're thinking, am i suppose to treat ue normally, or ignore ue, leave ur life. I really dk. But i know i just wanna talk to ue badly. Do you know how i cry myself to sleep every night, hoping th next day i wake up, all these had never happened? I really wish tat...

It has been 34 days of tears already.