Hello its 1.30am now, and i got school later on. I'm left with 4and a half hours left to sleeeep, but my hair is wet now. And apparently, idk why i cant fall asleeeeep. :(
You know its weird, i tried doing homework, but then i felt sleepy so i stopped. Then now i cant sleeep, oh gawd i'm in my holiday mood still. WAKE UP WAKE UP TANHUIMING!
Anyway, i'm lazy to upload photos still. Heh, maybe next week ba? I need this week to finish my homework. And and and, i still havent explain and apologize to coach yet. You know i saw what he wrote on shiying's status, yeah so heart breaking. Training on wednesday, still not sure whether coach was serious when he say he wanna kick me off the team. Haissssss :( BAD START FOR 2011. I'm not sure how i'm gonna face him, its kinda awkward. Plus i drag for an entire week already, but he was the one who rejected my calls in the first place! RAWR. I still got to apologize, at least try. Jiayouuuuuuuu ba
Didnt do much today. Wanted to wake up early to start on my holiday hw, but slept til 12plus. S: Woke up, coooked maggie, watch tv. Wanted to do homework, so i bathe and prepared to go nex. But it rainnnnned! So i decided to pack my room first. When the rain stopped, i headed to starbucks. Wanted to start reading my maomao, but i couldnt concentrate. IDK WHY, HOW HOW HOW! I decided to go shopping around nex myself. Bought a new wallet and pencil case. And used mama's moneh to go popular shopping, it was mad crowded i tell you :( Everybody rushing, preparing for the new school term. Mostly primary school kids
I went home near 9pm. Watch tv, and tried skipping dinner cause it was horfan. Yeah i got bad memories related to horfan, got fear already. :( But i was so so so so hungry, i was desperate enough to eat it at 10pm. Yeah that was all i had the entire day, starbucks and horfan. Oh ya, and some hotdogs tooo! I'm in love with hotdogs alreadyyyyy. :) I started reading a few pages of maomao, yes my chinese really suck big time. I'm still running a little fever, but its just 37.5 so i'm still fine. Slight headache. Just bathe and here i am now.
My whole family's asleep, except me and my sis, who just came back from work. I'm kinda excited to see all my friends later on, but i'm scared whenever i think of exams. :( ESPECIALLY OlEVELS! Should i go poly? Or jc? I'm still unsure. Perhaps i should aim getting 9points, then minus cca and higher chinese, i'll get 5. Perhaps i should trust myself more, maybe a 7, then minus until 3. Am i smart enough? Doubt so, i'm deproving alot alot each time my test results are revealed.. Idk idk idk, so stress, i'm so scared so scared. :(
Homework still undone. Maybe i'll start doing tmr after school, i have nothing on anyway. Starbucks here i come, or maybe serangoon mac. (cause i think zhss students are not allowed in nex wearing school uniform) SUCKS MAN.