okay.
i think i have swine flu.
coz i came back home
with a super running nose
and my eyes veh pain
and my throat lyk got something stuck?
and i have a bad feeling.
shitty ass.
i'm seriously in a wrong mood today.
anyway,
went school for lit drama IT lesson.
in th morning!
made a retarded video.
got debbie inside!
she multiply and a garden BOOM out!
O.o
after tat ate subway with debbie.
then kbox with debbie and ling'en frm 11am-2pm.
fun!
:D
but i didnt sing much songs.
my voice totally shitty and low.
and its super cold!
then went julia's house.
then went vivo play water.
and blow wind.
:O
was rather moody.
mrt home at 6plus.
now need pack bag for oversea trip.
i need a break.
我没有力气再撑下去，真的真的很想放弃。
想要加油的心态，被虚弱的身体给打败。
从高高在上的自己，完全掉到了谷底。
每个人给的期望和鼓励，我已经没有本事扛起。
那么那么多的问题，我一个也解决不了，也更不能面对自己。
我好想找个出口让我逃避，好想一了百了地放弃。
但是我实在不舍得，实在不想被命运征服，一直这样伤心下去。
我已经无能为力，没勇气面对大家，不想让大家看到失望的自己。
我不想就这样宣布失败，但我还没有找到我一直在寻找的动力。
我真的不想放弃，但我还有什么选择呢？
okay,
going off 2moro.
leaving at 8am plus plus.
O.o
shitty ass.
need wake up veh early.
i'll miss many many ppl!
D:
but i'll try to blog everyday while i'm away.
if i can luh.
anyway,
yaole, dawn, sweetin and sky,
wait for me.
when i come back, we must chiong lit drama.
and basketballers jiayou!
with my spirit.
i'll always be with ue girls!
(:
jiayou with loves.
we can do it!
and sorry for leaving.
D:
anyway,
i seriously cannot take anymre if this.
i want to totally break down.
i want to cry out to somebody.
but nobody understands much
我在搞笑借着热闹掩盖着心跳
边哭边笑偏要说着一个人真好
当人群散了突然觉得我可以死掉我受不了
我在搞笑却在醉后眼泪拼命飙
你的离开失去多少我计算不了
忙完了一天突然觉得又何必辛劳对谁炫耀
还在搞笑是否拥有麻痹的疗效
唱一夜歌却避不开催泪的曲调
我彻夜胡闹希望听到有人会提到你好不好
D:
okay,
shitty ass.
i have loads of probs now.
i hate my life.
may god bless me now.
god, dont let me down lyk how others did please.
oh ya people.
i might not be replying ue if ue sms me
when i oversea.
anything, tag on my tagboard first.
i will reply de!
(:
post again soon?
♥