Monday, June 22, 2009

take off my mask of smiles.

nihao!
firstly,
♥TANXIAOTING get well soon!
she sprained her ankle!
D:

anyway,
today's training was okay.
but still quite tired.
muscle ache everywhere!
i sort of think i let coach down.
sian.
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry!
disappointment.
its will always haunt me.
fucker.
i hate my mind.
get that netball out.
keep tat basketball in okay!
arghhhhhh~
i'm gonna blow soon.

my body isnt feeling well.
i feel my head getting hot everytime i run.
thank you debbie for telling coach immediately after touching my head!
O:
something is seriously wrong.
although i dont want it to be so.
everything isnt done yet.
too much is too much.
i doubt i can handle.
i doubt i can manage.
stop it?
):

oh oh.
we celebrated DEBBIE's birthday during break!
:D
rushed to collect th cake.
then prepared th water balloons.
sang happy birthday song.
then played.
in th end debbie, xiaoting and me got wet!
and i got a cold.
O:
ate my lunch hurriedly.
bathed.
couldnt eat th cake coz no time.
afternoon training starts.
reluctant.

went compass with debbie and ling'en after training.
they ate subway while i rot!
.________.
bus 86 home.
reached at 7plus.
now eating yummy dinner.
home food rocks more.
even though it was bought outside.
O.o
but still its nice.
(:

okay.
i'm really tired.
really sore.
2moro need go for filming way way early!
shit.
D:
i'm totally energyless now.
lifeless.
fucker.
i NEED a heart-to-heart talk.
too much is going on already.
D:

post again soon?