you leave my feet of the ground♥

dajia nihao~ :D
was smsing debbie all day long! O:
yay yay yay~ she is a pig. and i am a happy penguin. :D
okay, i found out my plurk karma is zero!
i am too lazy and tired okay! ):
anyway, xiaoting post de song made me duper duper moody.
off to private blog luh. bye~ :D
♥

there's nowhere left to fall when you're reached the bottom♥

dajia hao~ :D
okay. yesterday was fun fun fun fun! <3
woke up, bathed, blog and went out find honeybee<33333
ate and went ehub play bowling :D
i scored more than 100 okay! (: but jude scored more. Zzz.
smsed tat debbie zhu until i sleep. Zzz.






















isnt debbie ngo peishan duper duper cute! :D
anyway, went honeybee's house a while and taxi-ed home.
bathed and tv and slept. (:
woke up late late today. Zzz.
stupid debbie ngo peishan woke me up~ D:
i'm bored lyk shit. oh man, i still havent do a single homework.
and i lost 30bucks! fucking hell~ ):
whatever. i go listen to random songs luh. woohoo~ yay!
♥

seeking a way out.

dajia hao~ :D
sorry for not posting this few days, and for being duper moody.
DUI BU QI! {♥}
i've set up a private blog when i'm down.
so from today onwards, my public blog will be moodswing-free~ :D
anyway, many things happening.
hmmm, i'll try to remember? O:
oh ya, my class still qurantine {ps: i dont know how spell tat word O.o}
and its duper duper fun coz we can totally slack. :D
anyway, i shall start with whatever on wednesday.

wednesday
went school chiong powerpoint~ ._________.
then had chemistry which is still okay?
i improve in my chemistry okay! :D
then was CE presentation, which is totally BORING!
and my group chose to not present tat day. Zzz. chiong for no use. O:
then was geography, did some random workbook exercise.
then was chinese then recess.
smuggle food again~ :D yay!
free peiord art then everyone started playing my stepmania. :D
maths was boring shit. i hate maths~ D:
english was boring. Zzz.
then went bishan subway eat with debbie, ling'en, belinda, ervin and marcus. :D
fun fun fun fun fun fun fun~ {♥}
i saw clarence and qiongyun and laurel's sister! (:
then debbie, ervin and marcus went back school for teachers' day rehersal.
then me, ling'en and belinda shop and slack around. :D
then went back school and pei belinda wait for bus.
then i pei ling'en home~ never say thank you! :D
bathed and went out eat dinner with honeybee<33333
home at 10plus, tv and slept at 1plus? :D
♥

thursday
home econs test. O: i screwed it.
then had free peiord which is slacking fun! :D
then was lit, but mrs raj never come up.
but in th end, she took over th maths period. fuck her~
then maths took over english,and in th end, english no more. Zzz.
then was recess. :D fun fun coz we smuggle food again! :D
then was geography, still okay?
then was chinese and physics. :D
i almost screwed my physic paper. D:
oh ya, debbie and germaine got fever and went home. D:
GET WELL SOON GERMAINE AND DEBBIE! :D
♥

slack awhile in class. then jinx and ervin came to pei us.
then me, jasmine, yuxuan, belinda, vinita, fiona and lifang went hall see rehersal. :D
nice nice~ and i laughed die. (:
slack even more. laughed randomly and we keep doing sorry sorry dance. Zzz.
went home at 6plus?
bathed and slept duper early! :D
♥

friday
skipped pe and cohort run~ :D
mr eswaran is duper duper funny! free period was a total slack.
then was maths. BORING! Zzz.
then was chinese, quite okay?
recess was fun fun fun~ :D
smuggle food as usual.
then had geography and physics.
then went to meet debbie outside school. :D
debbie wear duper duper gay. Zzz.
went hougang mall with jasmine, belinda, debbie and vinita. :D
bought a new bag! yay yay!
went food court eat, then jasmine and belinda went back school for CO.
me and vinita go debbie house slack. (:
watched movies and debbie's father bought dinner for us. thank you! :D
ate and slack even more. O:
left at 9plus?
reached home at 10plus and bathed.
went to find honeybee<33333 coz he's down. D:
oh ya, mfps netballers'07 gonna eat pizzahut tgt soon! cant wait~ :D
slept at 1plus? and sorry those who sms me, my phone no bat. Zzz.
♥

today
woke up at 10plus?
bathed and blog.
gonna go out soon luh, blog later ba?
♥

♥fuck life

shit ass.
i'm feeling duper moody now again, while honeybee is playing street bball.
fucked up bout many things all of a sudden.
i hate myself.
i want die.
may everyone forget me♥

we'll write a song♥

dajia hao hao hao! :D
today was a fun day coz my classroom change to music room, which is lyk super cool.
having lessons under aircon is shuang die! <3
and lessons were a big total slack~ yay.

anyway, started th day struggling while bringing my books to music room. O:
then we skipped assembly! D: sian.
watched many youtube videos during english.
yay yay~ we dont have time practice today. :D
everyone else had recess while we had ICT lesson.
just coz tat dolly ong think we'll infect other people. Zzz
but ICT lessons were fun and slack slack slack! <3
danced, sang and played poker. :D
we went for recess at 11plus which is duper late can.
th whole canteen empty. cool shit ass. (:
smuggled food to classroom eat~
had maths which is th same usual boring stuff.
only she give us homework luh. fucking hell. D:
art was slack again coz we cant leave th music room. O:
slack till school end. duper duper cool right?
went bishan j8 with debbie, ling'en, belinda, marcus and ervin! :D
ate subway and i saw many many many people! yay~ <3
shop around then marcus, ervin and debbie left for rehersal.
heard tat debbie and marcus lyk wearing couple tee worh! :D wahahaha.
anyway, ling'en, belinda and me shop more more~ :D
bought chocolate<333333 yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmy!
mrt back to school and took bus home. thank you ling'en pei me! :D
reached home at bout 4-5plus?
then i went swimming. duper duper duper COLD! O:
i think i'm gonna be sick. ):
i just swam for a while then go causeway find honeybee<33333
ate dinner, played arcade, shop around.
now still using honeybee's phone. :D thank you!

i think i have super lot of homework today.
-CE presentation
-Chemistry textbook
-Chinese duhougan
-Digital art
-Art drawing
die man O:

sian, gonna go shop somemore luh.
bye bye people! :D

post again soon?
♥

and even though its different now♥

hello vampires! :D
i'm still awake at 3am? omg~
and i'm gonna sleep later ba. O:
i just found out i left my duhougan in honeybee's house. Zzz
shit ass, 2moro i'll be dead pork. D:
and i too reluctant to start on art.
and digital art is kind of screwed. ):
fucker shit.

okay, i'm gonna continue watching BOF dvd.
i wasnt doing any homework just now. O.o
i'm looking forward to lessons in music room! :D
tanhuiming jiayous. <33333

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♥

its alright, its okay♥

dajia hao! :D
i'm alright now, sorry for my previous moody post.
anyway, thanks whoever who cared about me.
even if ue didnt say it, i'm thankful!
<33333

firstly, since a lot of people in my class sick,
i shall wish EVERYONE GET WELL SOON alright. :D
i have slight fever too, but i am a STRONG GIRL!
sorry whoever if i spread th disease to ue. dui bu qi! O:

anyway, today was such a fun fun fun day~
i came to school thinking tat half th class would be gone? O.o
but only 14-17 people never come?
then left lyk 20plus people in class.
SUPER COOL OKAY! :D
yuxuan was duper duper excited to go down for assembly.
we wanted mr chong to say "2e6, where did ur class go?"
then we wanted to shout "everyone is sick at home!"
so nice if we do so luh~ :X
in th end, our class line couldnt even reach th damm plant. Zzz

after tat was boring ce. did presentation i think?
i was duper sian so i started smsing people. :D
oh ya, my PURPLE CONTACT LENSES are uber CHIO can.
even though its not obvious, its not suppose to be.
and and chaihao super xia sui. lalala.
he chiong th english wordsearch, then during english, ms tan say dont need do. O:
me and xiaoting laughing lyk mad can. :D
english was kind of slack.
went recess with tanxiaoting! :D she is super random and retarded~
then was geography i think? free period rocks :D
i chiong my letter writing and finished it.
then was chemistry, surprisingly th lesson didnt make me sleep. O:
got back our test papers. did pretty well!
i was only half mark away from th highest in class! sian. D:
had literature next, which was totally sucky!
discussed lit drama and everyone sabo me be director! ):
i really dont wan. i'm lazy + tired + busy this year.
anyway, damm fucker mrs raj made me and yaole duper angry can.
i want change teacher luh! O:
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
i went blank when she toking bout macbeth. :X
had maths after tat which i guess its okay? rather confusing though.
fuck. i'm gonna flunk my studies shit. D:

oh oh, th school finally decided to do something bout 2e6.
they sent people spray some weird chemical in 2e6 classroom, and we have to move to music room to study~ :D
wooooooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooo~ there's aircon! :D
and we dont need go down for assembly. yay yay yay~

went lunch with xiaoting, yuxuan, yaole, chaihao and ryan.
super super funny~ :D
bought bubbletea and went back school.
took bag and off to watch th auditions.
debbie dance lyk a retarded ass. :X
germaine dance veh veh nice~ :D ue rock!
went slack with ling'en and debbie.
then find marcus and ervin go ish play bball.
fun fun fun~ :D
but i feel tat i DEPROVE A LOT because i'm not allowed to go training. ):
sian, hope i can join ue guys soon. D:
anyway, i wanted to take th burning paper pics for digital art.
oh ya, thanks everyone who helped me! <33333
failed though but its alright, i'll figure another way.
then 2n1 marcus, benjamin, fangling, ken and tommy joined us.
mr eswaran play bball duper cute! :D
me and debbie watch while they playing some random ball throwing game. Zzz
duper duper duper duper duper FUNNNNNNNYYYYYY~
went houngang mall with marcus and debbie! :D
ate ramen which i think i duper full. O:
but marcus and debbie continued to buy stuff eat. Zzz
and i help them pay service charge and GST. which is lyk 6dollars plus.
._______.
went shop around. i saw this super chio bag tat i want! (:
jiayou tanhuiming, save more money okay.
slack around even more before going home.
pei debbie to her house then i took bus home. (:
reached home at 10plus?
bathed and watched tv~
shall start on my homework now! jiayou tanhuiming. :D

tanhuiming, dont ue dare turn moody again!

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♥

♥why does this keep happening to me?

P.S: SORRY FOR THE FOLLOWING
DONT ASK ME WHAT HAPPENED
OR WHY I'M SO SAD
OR WHY I SUDDENLY WRITE ALL THIS
WELL, JUST DONT ASK ANYTHING ABOUT THIS POST
EVEN IF UE ASK, I WONT ANSWER AT ALL.
I'LL JUST DAO WHATEVER AND PRETEND I DIDNT HEAR IT
REALLY DUI BU QI.

the world's a mess.
i dont feel myself.
my primary school life is so great,
yet why does secondary school differ so much.
everything bad is happening to me.
i feel lyk its all worthless.
lies lies lies.
fucking hell, i want die.
am i over-stressed? apparently so.
everything i do goes all wrong in th end.
i picture things differently.
people think that my life is super happy.
okay, i admit that being with friends cheer me up.
i admit that i keep saying that i'm feeling down,
yet i'm not seeking advice from anyone.
i dont have the habit to ask for help.
and i dont know how to say out my feelings and thoughts.
i'm always the one cheering others up.
but deep down i'm breaking down already.
i want die.
its lyk my only way out.
i dont know what else to do.
everything is happening so fast and sudden.
i dont know how to control whatever is going on.
i feel lyk i'm useless
i feel my invisble hot tears every minute every second.
i want a different simple life.
i want to burn th school down.
i want to make th ozone hole bigger.
i want god to kill us all and make a whole new world.
a world without problems.
a world where beauty pagent contestants dont just say they want world peace, but actually do something about it.
a world without me perhaps.

too much
its really too much for me.
i'm feeling lyk i'm gonna blow any single now.
fucker life.

♥my faith is shaking.

i got fever now. and many many problems are occuring.
fucked up.

i want cry.
i want die.

head to toe♥

dajia hao~
sorry for not posting this few days, i've been tired+busy with tests and stuff.
but now all tests are over.
yay yay yay~
:D

monday
nothing much happened, usual day i guess?
oh, 2e6 didnt go for assembly in th morning.
had to do some random survey+game stuff.
O.o
duper duper stupid and lame.
but still kindda fun with clique♥
(:
anyway, lessons were boring.
CE and english was in comp lab and it was uber freezing okay.
then had recess. did i even go down?
O:
i think i was revising?
then i went blank for th rest of th day. Zzz
didnt went down for lunch, had to do last minute revision.
._________.
i chiong chemistry and DID NOT STUDY physics,
then knnb stupid physics paper fucking hard.
i was damm pekcek with tat O.o shock face.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*

anyway, training was okay.
i didnt train coz i got suspended from CCA coz of injury.
D:
then i just sit by th side watch
then help coach with cones and stuff.
wth, coach test me chinese and i gave some retard answer. Zzz
O:
basketballers had a SUPER SUPER tough time.
sorry for not joining ue all, i feel bad.
D:
sian.

after training went dinner-ing with brandon, helmi and debbie.
fun fun~
helmi had to leave half way.
we went plaza sing and ate subway~
yummmmmmmmmyyyyy~
<3
then debbie FORCE me pei her go home.
so we mrt to hougang and walk.
tired shit~
D:
but still duper retardly fun~
i reach home at 10plus.
then bathed and started a bit homework+revision.
slept late.

today
reach school kindda later than usual.
O:
debate for assembly.
interesting and funnnnnnny~
i think it was rather biased though.
anyway, went back class for english.
watched some kuku video speech.
duper duper long!
i didnt go down for recess.
had to print out some art stuff.
i really fucking dulan 2t1 people, hook up th printer and waste my time.
D:
went for ICT late and couldnt finish my poster.
sian ass.
did revision for chinese.
and i went blank after tat, as usual.
i was chionging revision. Zzz
art was kindda fun.
coz we watch th pictures of last year's art.
nice nice~
then got some animation thing super cool can.
:D
bought pizza and stuff.
then chiong back class for last minute revision.
.________.

chinese test was okay?
not enough time luh. sian.
):
stayed back for dance practice for teachers' day.
dance rock~
kindda retarded because we are NOT pro pro people okay.
funnnnnnnnyyyyyy~
2e6 is love love love<3
brandon, marcus, ervin and debbie walk past and tried taking video.
walao, lucky yuxuan go block.
yayness~ :D
danced till 7pm then went compass.
and i tell ue, RON LOW IS A STALKER~
O.o
coz i see him everywhere i go. Zzz
in th mrt too, then he alight same stop. lols.
went to meet debbie, ervin, marcus and jinx.
:D
went library slack.
fun fun fun~
then marcus left.
oh ya, marcus cheer up! :D
then slack even more. debbie and ervin started singing~
O.o
jinx pei me wait for bus and i went home.
had my dinner at 9plus.
._________.
bathed and went to find honeybee<33333
see him play street bball, i get duper jealous can.
sian.
O:
went home at 1am, bathed again.
watched tv and here i am now.
shit ass, i havent do homework yet.
O.o
i'm gonna go sleep and chiong 2moro. Zzz
jiayou tanhuiming!
<3

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♥

♥can i believe?

hohoho~
its lyk 4.30am luh, yet i'm still awake.
there's science test 2moro but i'm not sleeping.
O:

okay.
firstly, i'm okay luh.
:D
thank you honeybee<33333 for toking to me till 4am.
xie xie ni~
yay!

i need go study luh.
left 1 hours plus till i have to go brush teeth luh.
(:
jiayous.

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♥

♥a broken heart still beats, a dying heart dont.

back from honeybee's.
gonna go bathe and try study soon.
anyway, not in a good mood right now.

i seriously cant find anyone else to talk to now,
so i'll pour watever here.
sorry for watever i've written.
and dui bu qi if i offended ue.
and watever i've written might not seem lyk th cheerful me,
but get use to it.

fucker.
i'm lyk seriously damm dulan now.
ask everyone go die luh.
knnb bitch. fuck off and die~
i'm duper pekcek now,
so dont come jibai here and there.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
ue think ue big is it?
ue think everything and everyone revolves around ue meh?
ue think ue upset, then ue can scold whoever ue lyk?
ue think ue're th only one with problems?
well, i dont even think ur fat ass problem shit are a big deal.
i'm dying here and ue think ue've got th worst treatment?
D:
fuck off ue ass.

i'm lyk totally suffering here.
not only me, other people have BIGGER stuff to worry about.
yet ue are here blabbering bout how things got in ur way.
i'm sick and tired of all those fucking bitches.
i hate all of ue, scram from my life please!
kao, i'm seriously damm pissed here.
fucker _|_

hello? cant ue wake up?
people are facing life and death situations,
and yet there are people who think their teen crisis is big.
people are suffering from problems others cant imagine
but yet they face them with a big smile.
ue should not be caring so much about teen crisis,
well, they arent crisis at all.
everyone goes on talking bout how people are looking at them.
and yet ue are judging a person urself.
have ue ever thought tat wat ue felt last time
may be wat she is feeling now?
dont treat others wat ue dont wan others to treat ue.

ue feel sad tat others are disliking ue,
yet ue are telling me ue dislike someone else?
ue know how it feels to be disliked, so dont treat others lyk tat.
and please.
senior big meh? can just treat others lyk tat?
ue are not even th greatest yet ue feel all mightly already?
fuck up man. _|_

i'm lyk faced with so many troubles everyone is telling me.
they seem all dumb and stupid.
but if ue really sit down and think bout it,
solutions are easy to find.
dont think death is a small thing.
trust me, i know.

school is just a fucked up way of wasting time,
and causing lots lots pressure everywhere.
D:
seriously, can ue stop giving me so much pressure?
can ue stop giving everyone ur jibai dulan guailan face?
stop ACTING as if ue're super nice, and deep down ue're actually cursing us?
stop tat terrible act of urs.
arghhhhh~
i want burn th school up.

okay, i cannot say anymore.
coz if i say, i'll NEVER stop.
i'm not pin pointing anyone though.
i just cant think it anymore.
life is just a _|_

a broken heart still beats, it can be treated, mended, recovered,
well, a dying heart loses hope, and simply stop beating.
did anyone ever really tried to care bout how i feel?

post again soon?
♥

you wont know until you try♥

okay.
i'm seriously bored now.
O:
using honeybee's laptop at th basketball court now.
honeybee is playing street bball with some hougang sec people.
and not bothering me!
D:
stupid evil shit~
anyway, i havent started studying science yet.
i'm dead meat though.
but i think i can chiong after midnight.
jiayous.
oh ya, germaine<3
ue dont have to worry bout me, i can still manage all my stuff.
thanks anyway.
(:

okay.
firstly, i suddenly got mood swing.
wah fuck.
D:
okay.
i'm seriously ~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&* now.

post again soon?
♥

another day, another way♥

dajia hao<3
seriously, wat's th problem with blogger now?
fucker.
make me duper duper pekcek.
cannot upload photo luh!
D:
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*

anyway, i woke up early in th morning!
:D
then rush down to amk hub.
met yunwei<3 at 9.45pm at th mrt station.
gave her th contact lens then trained to plaza sing.
(:
waited for nicole and janice.
ate pastamania!
yummyyyyyyy~
slack and shop around.
watched UP again, but this time is 3D version.
nice nice nice~
i laughed shit especially beside nicole and janice.
O:
then spent lyk 3hours inside arcade?
fun fun fun~
janice treat us to cab home!
:D
just reach home though.

bathe again.
i'm off to find honeybee<33333
yay yay yay~

study later ba.
(:
jiayous.
i dont really care bout chemistry luh.

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♥

those days, those ways are gone♥

dajia hao!
<3

okay, apparently i woke up late late in th afternoon!
ate breakfast and lunch.
then i made chocolate donuts!
almost blow my kitchen up.
ate everything and i became duper duper full!
fat ass.
O:

anyway, watched BOF dvd <3 till night time.
then started e-learning homework.
which i think is total crap.
.__________________.
i screwed my maths though.
fucked up, my maths is dying.
D:
chemistry was surprisingly rather okay.

i'm down with fever.
O:
totally dont feel lyk doing homework!
sian. Zzz
i wan go out 2moro!
but th contact lens havent come yet!
D:
sorry yunwei!

okay.
i'm feeling super tired + bored + sleepy + fed up + pissed off + moody + ~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
all those knnbccb people's fault.
fucker.
i'm havent stomachache now.

sorry.

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♥

simplified♥

hello people!
<3
sorry for not posting this few days.
i've got too much things to do.
so i was super busy lyk hell.
then i start to get very very tired.
D:
okay, nothing much happened this few days.
but its still fun fun fun~
:D

tuesday
usual lessons.
if i remembered correctly, had literature test after school.
still okay i guess?
2 questions and i chiong th last one in 10 mins!
O:
ALMOST couldnt finish though.
lucky~
but i write crap stuff shit.
O.o
anyway, went opp with yuxuan, vinita, ling'en and debbie!
they are super duper funny luh!
:D
bought bubbletea and we went debbie house.
everyone started slacking and laugh randomly.
but it was fun~
everyone left at 7plus?
then me and debbie went hougang mall buy dinner.
then mrt to bishan to buy huangleen's present!
ue must feel super honoured okay!
coz we went all th way there for ue can!
see we so nice~
(:

anyway, went back to debbie's house at 9plus?
stayed for a while and went home.
sorry debbie i never stay overnight.
O:
i have to do many many projects and revision and homework.
stress man~
):
reached home at 11?
bathed and chiong some homework stuff.
slept at 2am i think?
oh ya, thank you honeybee<33333
love love love~

wednesday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUANG LE'EN! <3
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVVONE JUNIOR!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST GERMAINE! <3
ue girls know tat i love you lots lots!
jiayou in watever ue do.
and best of luck okay?
watever ue do, i'll be here cheering for ue.
:D
♥

anyway, usual boring lessons as usual!
digital art was crap.
because th crap design i drew last minute,
teacher say she like.
O.o
she is blind man~
Zzz. lols.
i wasnt feeling well though.
but i'm alright now!
no worries everyone.
O:
okay, english test was simple i guess?
i couldnt finish my conclusion though.
sian ass.
D:
training was a slack because i was suppose to rest.
but looking at basketballers train was funny!
<33333


i chiong to buy cake for GERMAINE♥
ran lyk there's no 2moro.
._______.
bought cake and chiong back.
then just in time somemore.
woohooo~
sang birthday song, ate cake and donuts!
yummmmmmmmyyyyyyy~
:D
then went to play bball with debbie, claris, ervin, helmi and dicky
{ps: dicky, if i spell ur name wrongly, big big sorry! O:}
fun fun fun~
and funny lyk shit.
yay yay yay~
went compass with brandon, ervin and debbie after tat.
they are super cute and random!
i laughed die.
:D
went home at 9plus.
slept at 11plus i think?
i was really tired somehow.

today
usual lessons.
made cookie during home econs!
nice nice~
:D
recess was retarded.
coz i said, "auntie, i wan laksa, gan de"
wtfh, i wan dry laksa?
then chaihao gave me his cute look O.o
funny~
after recess was fucking unlucky.
ue can ask my class wat happened during geography.
O:
so stupid can.
and i announce to th whole class lyk nobody business.
lols.
chinese and physics were usual.
chiong my maths revision.
but in th end, gave up.
O:

and fucking hell,
maths test was SUPER SUPER SUPER HARD!
i'm gonna fail, serious.
sian luh.
first time ever i'm gonna fail something.
D:

anyway, walk to interchange with dawn bestie♥
i treat ryan icecream leh!
i'm such a nice person.
:D
went home early.
dump my clothes in washing machine coz daddy and mummy oversea.
O:
went to play bball with neighbours.
ziqi dribble ball veh funny~
yay!
(:

okay, i shall go bath now
and sleep!
2moro no school i super shuang~
:D

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♥

fourteen stars♥

hello people!
blogging from ICT lesson in school now.
O:
hope ms tang wouldnt catch me.
i'm drinking QOO grape too!
:D
yay yay yay yay yay~

okay.
i've found out im gonna fail maths journal test.
coz i dont even understand and i dont intend to understand.
):
maths seriously suck.
i'm also dead meat for literature test.
fucker hell.
i've got to buck up and study if i can.
sian.
school seriously super ~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
D:

anyway, i might be sleeping overnight at DEBBIE NGO PEISHAN's house!
:D
i know its gonna be fun fun!
but not veh sure whether i confirm going.
my parents are both oversea too.
i still have to rush many many stuff so most probably not going.
straight home after school?
well, maybe.
i dont know ._.

i super tired now.
i want die.
D:

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♥

i'm too stupid♥

yay yay yay~
daddy and mummy both overseas luh!
woohooo~
i love ue freedom!
:D
okay its lyk 1.30am?
yet i'm still awake as usual, chiong last minute work.
D:

apparently i still have
-LITERATURE VIDEO (i seriously need plenty plenty plenty help~)
-english compo
-chemistry worksheet
-physics worksheet
-literature revision
:D
jiayous tanhuiming.
i'm gonna start on my revision luh.
today shall be another sleepless night.
O:

i'm sort of unstable now.
many people say i've changed a lot since last year.
i think so too!
D:
i want cry
i want bang head and rot
i want die!

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♥

♥its pointless already.

okay.
apparently i'm dead meat.
D:

okay.
last night while doing my 2nd painting, i fell asleep!
and i just woke up!
O:
if my parents havent waken me up, i'll sleep till night time i guess?
die die die~
i still have:
-1 art painting
-1 digital art drawing
-1 english compo
-2 maths worksheet
-1 chemistry worksheet
-1 LITERATURE VIDEO (dateline 1month ago)
-1 physics worksheet
and
there's literature common test 2moro!
O:
and i seriously dont get wat mrs raj saying.
and now i'm completetly clueless bout th story!
D:
sian.

i'm dead meat for sure.
fucker.
i really can go bang th wall and die.
i'll try to get an MC and pon school.
arghhhhh~
~!@#%^&*~!@#$%^&*
i want die.

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♥

waiting in a line that never moves♥

firstly,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! <33333
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST DADDY! <33333
hope daddy's companies will have good good business
and wish daddy all th best!
:D
hope daddy can take care of himself
and dont worry bout us.
at least i'll take care of th family if i can.
jiayous.
and sorry for watever i've done to make ue sad/worried/angry.
:D

anyway, today was ~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&* day.
other than spending my evening at honeybee's house,
every other thing was just ~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
okay.
i woke up late late late!
had lunch with family and my sister got a new phone!
wth knnb fuck shit ass.
arghhhhhh~
then went to find honeybee<33333
honeybee<33333 made my day!
thank you!
(:

oh ass shit, its 4.30am already.
fucker.
i'm still awake.
even after chionging my art th entire day at honeybee's house,
i still manage to ruin it.
when i got home, i tried to add on to my art work
and now its worse!
i'm redoing now though.
2pieces of painting undone~
D:
i HAVE to finish by today!
or else 2moro i really will have no time.

tat's th difference.
in real life ue dont have a undo button.
in photoshop, ue have a history page and a redo button.
in reality, mistakes cant be changed or undone.
once ue've done it, ue're dead!
D:
~!@^&*~!@#^&*

okay,
i have to do my work luh.
i want cry.

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♥

假笑♥

okay.
just went grandma house!
something happened at th lift which made me totally mad!
D:
shall not tok bout it.
i'm just angry.
i'm angry tat i get a different treatment everytime!
i'm angry tat even though its my dad birthday soon,
my sister still wan give him face and make him mad!
i'm angry tat my mum just scolded me.
i'm angry tat my eldest sister can come in th house and say nothing at all!
i'm angry tat everything has change!
i'm angry tat i'm blabberng here because i cannot do anything.
fucker.
i'm pissed off.
~!@#$%^&*~!@$%^&*

anyway,
sorry debbie for smsing ue all th time when i have problems.
i'll try not to bother ue.

fucker.
i left my homework and revision notes in school!
D:
knnb i'm dumb.
arghhhhh~

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i want die.

sorry for watever i've written.

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♥

cross my heart and i'll promise♥

hello people!
sorry for not posting this few days.
i was busy and still lazy.
O:

thursday
nothing much happened on thursday.
lessons still as boring.
and homework is killing me!
had two tests though, still can manage.
after school was some crap rehersal.
i'm unstable, sorry.
anyway, went walk walk with debbie, dawn, joanne, vinita, yuxuan, belinda, jasmine and chungkei!
fun fun fun~
played some boring random games.
throw ball.
O.o
then went back school find ling'en!
slack even more at 2n1 classroom area.
fun fun fun~
benjamin keep bullying me!
D:
then belinda and jasmine super funny!
debbie and ling'en are love love love!
:D
went home quite late
then went to find honeybee<33333 at night!
fun fun fun~

friday
school was short and fun!
reported in hall at 7plus for th award ceremony.
with tanxiaoting and bestie<33333
:D
then slack slack slack slack.
thank you people for clapping for us when basketballers went on stage!
<3
anyway, i was tired so i slept through th entire national day celebration!
but i went hyper when everyone started singing!
basketballers are love love love<3

went compass with vinita and joanne after school.
but we couldnt find what we were looking for.
i bought a new handphone strap!
:D
went home sleep for an hour?
then chiong to find ling'en!
she wear super gay~
slack and bus to amk hub.
met joanne, vinita and yuxuan!
watched UP and it was still okay.
quite funny!
and it was really really freezing cold.
O:
slack around after movie.
then went north point walk walk.
then went arcade play~
fun fun fun~
ling'en went home.
but we continue play!
:D
then went to compass eat.
saw ervin, marcus and debbie~
went debbie's house until 10plus!
fun fun fun~
she wear super gay when she go sleep.
O:
anyway, bus home.
reach at 11plus and slept!
(:

shall blog more later,
going grandma house.
yay~

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♥

哭得好累，累得想哭♥

now its lyk 3am plus?
and i'm still stuck here.
just finish my home econs stuff.
just havent print.
.____.
then i'm gonna chiong all homework 2moro.
i shall study for physics test 2moro too!
so i'll chiong geography revision now.
stupid ass shit.
2 tests in a day.
D:
jiayous.

anyway,
today was a so-so day.
germaine never come and i'm super duper sad!
D:
hope she gets well soon.
<3

lessons were usual and boring.
chinese test was still okay.
rather complicated to me though.
but i can still manage.
(:
then th rest of th lessons are crap.
yay yay yay yay yay~
many many weekend homework luh!
i'm gonna die~

no training today though.
and i went library try do lit video.
still th same, cannot read my file.
knnb all school comps are cheap and super lan!
i totally feel lyk guailan-ing mrs raj
and dont hand in luh.
2 days left to finish.
i'm not gonna make it.
D:

anyway,
went j8 with tanxiaoting!
:D
we took bus even though there'e mrt
we forgot okay!
O.o
then met with basketballers!
ate and walk walk.
mrt back to school.
(:
cca appreciation rehersal is stupid~
but it was fun with basketballers!
<3
did basketball dance~
love love love!

tanyuxuan being retarded.
and she keep want climb over stuff.
O:
veh funny~
but i also dont dare climb.
she is brave can!
yay yay~

slack with basketballers after rehersal.
(:
played volleyball.
zufar being a total stupid ass.
and he broke some classroom window i think.
O:
he's dead.
and i'm happy~
lols.
walk to interchange with debbie and ling'en.
thank you ling'en pei me take bus home!
love love love~
:D
reach home at 6plus 7plus?
bathed and went to find honeybee.
<33333

anyway,
today was a ~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&* day actually.
but i'm not gonna talk bout it.
tanhuiming jiayous.

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♥

一个人掉泪，一个人好累♥

tanhuiming wants to die now.
and those freakking cnnb guailan kia ~!@#$%*~!@#$%^&*.
everyone go die together/
<3

失眠的声音，越来越收悉♥

nihao nihao!
overall, today was a fun fun day~
yay yay yay.
:D
anyway,
this few days super tired!
kept feel lyk sleeping.
sorry if i didnt post
O:

monday
normal lessons i guess.
rather pekcek by all those knnb guailan teachers!
D:
arghhhh~
i hate school coz of ~!@#$%^&*~!$%^&*
anyway, training was a total slack!
and i'm suspended from cca.
sian ass.
D:
dsa students came and i helped to test them.
but mr choo and coach dont let me play!
sad sad sad sad sad~
but its for my own good since i'm injured.
i have to make it clear in my head. Zzz.
badminton interclass was okay?
2e6 can make it to next round!
:D
and i found out team mates cant play with each other.
coz will have arguement and stuff stuff.
but i hope everyone is fine now!
cheer up~
team team team forever <3
slack with jinxiang during interclass
coz i was super duper bored!
then everyone went to find sheena coz she playing bball with guys.
funny die luh~
i laughed mad!
yay yay yay yay yay~
mrt with debbie and jinxiang.
i pei debbie to hougang mall.
she treat me subway meal!
thank you <3
walk walk.
went popular buy stuff and homed.
i still need go back school to take bus home.
D:
see how good i am~
anyway, reached home at around 10plus.
bathed and slept immediately luh.
didnt do a single homework.
sian.

tuesday
woke up naturally at 6.45pm!
i am late late late and had to cab to school.
D:
i even wasted time printing stuff for debbie!
another evidence tat i'm veh nice okay.
(:
anyway, reached home and went assembly.
normal lessons which i shall not elaborate.
everything was so-so, and i didnt get scolding today.
oh oh, mr low almost scold me for bring drink to lesson
and drinking it openly.
O.o
i think i wasnt thinking then.
stupid tanhuiming.
.__________.
tried going library do stuff,
but tat 2t1 rachel give me tat dulan face.
and steal my comp~
D:
ue think ue from 2t1, ue big arh?
ue think i scared ue is it?
i got more friends than ue okay.
~!@#$%^&*~!@$%^&*
tried doing clas notice board.
but in th end NOTHING~
O:
its not even compulsory can.
stupid kaobei mrs raj.
i hate her lyk hell~

anyway, slack around in class!
ervin, zufar and marcus came to find us.
played with them.
super funny can~
and wear uniform seriously veh hard to play.
D:
then went buy bubbletea and homed together.
today debbie reply smses veh fast!
O:
surprisingly~

just bathed.
and now i'm gonna go for night swim.
tanhuiming continue to jiayou.
<3

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♥

i'm such a fool♥

a glimpse of hope.
hohoho its 3.30am soon.
O:
okay.
i've just finished chemistry by myself
i'm so proud of myself to have finished 1 out of 6 homework!
.___.
yay yay yay~
i cant sleep, so i shall not sleep.
even though i'm tired, i cant fall asleep.
weird sian can.
D:
i'm scared, serious.
11hours till i'm toast by coach and mrchoo.
jiayous.

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♥

would you even try to save me?♥

i feel lyk vomiting now coz i can smell durian puffs now.
O:

oh shit,
i cant find my medicines which i have eaten 5 times only!
yay~
crazy ass is being retarded.
._______.
i'm addicted to yuxuan and vinita's blog song!
nice nice nice <3
okay.
i'm tired and bored and sad and gonna blow up soon.
okay.
i'm gonna go do chemistry workbook now and make my head pop out!
seriously i'm tired.
i want to end it.
O:

sudden mood swing.
i dont wan ue to care.

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♥

if i said i've regretted it, would time turn back again just for me?♥

nihao nihao!
firstly, my blogskin is UGLY SHIT.
i'm gonna go find a new one if i have time.
and i'm alright now, so please dont ask me to cheer up.
coz it would somehow remind me tat i should be sad and not happy right now.
so ya, i'm okay.
(:

anyway,
today was a productive day coz i did NOTHING!
yay yay yay~
O:
i did not do a single homework.
which means i still have
-maths worksheet (x2)
-chemistry workbook
-literature video
-chinese duhougan
-chinese lianxi 5
-art paintings (x3)
D:
and th following weeks are exam period.
sian shit.
i wanna fail all subjects and drop out of school lyk my cousin.
but i cannot luh, it will disappoint my parents.
):
jiayous tanhuiming.

anyway, went amkhub with parents today!
<3
daddy bought another phone, which means he got 4 touchscreen phones now!
O:
i'm jealous.
i ate a lot a lot a lot luh!
pepperlunch + sushi + chicken burger + durian puff
now i feel sick and i gonna go vomit.
._________.

okay.
i was bored so i went to watch th youtube video on zhonghua basketball vs unity basketball.
and seriously, i look RETARDED!
and i run lyk some girly girly girly girl.
but at least i scored.
RETARDEDLY!
and i miss 2 shoots.
D:
anyway, i'll just jiayous ba.
after watching that video, i feel lyk i wanna work harder and harder.
so i'll NOT quit basketball, if i can.
jiayous tanhuiming.

2moro is a nervous day for me.
i'm scared.
i have to explain to mrchoo wat happened.
and if coach is coming, he'll definitely come talk to me.
sian.
i dont know wat to say.
but now i'm certain of one thing, i'm NOT gonna quit.
i want to jiayous and work harder.
i want to improve and do well for B'girls' 2010.
i want to get rid of my ~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&* problem,
and hope time can be supportive of me.
jiayous tanhuiming.
and i know tat jiaobin mrs raj is gonna come find me 2moro for th lit video.
and i know i'll have no courage to tell her anything.
but i also know i have nothing to hand in to her.
so i guess i'll just jiayou ba.
:D

okay.
i'll go bath now.
and see whether i still have th energy to do homework.
jiayous tanhuiming.
tat's all i can say to make myself feel better.
:D

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♥

just do it my own way♥

people people.
i have joined plurk.
O:
it is rather stupid though.
but love love love~
<3
and yesterday i got lyk 9 miss calls.
O:
i put it to silent,
sorry~
and elaine jie,
SUPER SUPER SORRY i forgot to go buy icecream from ue!
D:
duibuqi~

anyway,
i just woke up.
and i'm going to buy PUSH DVD with jiejie later.
so i've got NO TIME at all to do homework.
and its lyk one BIG pile.
shit ass pig die.
D:
i'm tired now.
i shall go sleep again.
O.o

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♥

its all for nothing, fighting for nothing, crying for nothing♥

hellos.
i was busy and tired, so i didnt post last night.
super duibuqi~
O:
alright, i shall start with friday then.

friday
normal lessons as usual.
duperly boring lyk hell.
and way way early in th morning,
stupid zhanghong guailan us and asked th whole class change seats.
i'm actually okay.
but she really is sibei zhendui people luh.
D:
evil shit.
people late for lessons lyk 2minutes.
DEMERIT!
and she somemore shout across th locker area.
"慧铭，你还在这里做什么?!还不快一点回去!"
and its seriously SHOUT!
when i was talking to debbie,
and waiting for sweetin.
O:
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
i was giving her my dulan face.
i seriously bushuang her.
arghhhh~
._____.
anyway,
other lessons were rather fun fun fun~
pe was uber random can.
me and xiaoting got merit points just by cheering for other people.
O.o
thank you mr eswaran!
he was in a good mood, lyk he said.
yay~
:D
went mac to eat lunch with basketballers<3
fun fun fun~
ling'en forgot bring jerysey and had to wear shiying's.
which is super retard.
O:
coach was late.
while waiting,
2N1 guys were being lame with a skipping rope.
then i felt lyk a fish.
O.o
okay, i was sort of being bullied.
anyway, training was a killer to me.
actually it was super slack.
but i was mentally tired.
O:
but i'm alright now.
anyway,
DSA students came to trial.
number 13 rock~
but tat kaobei dolly ong keep messing with basketballers.
and kick out such a great player.
and some more, she kicked out A LOT of super pro players.
well, if ue want results,
i'll lyk to see ue wear a jersey and play.
i bet ue'll fall down every single miunte!
.______.
knnb kaobei ass.
seriously pissed off with this principal.
kick herself off luh.
D:

anyway,
basketballers<3 pei me go nyjc find coach.
told him some stuff.
and he gave me a simple, short stupid answer.
and now i dont know wat to do.
i dont wan to think too much.
but if i dont, nothing will be decided.
sian~
D:
sorry girls for wasting ur time though.
coz going to nyjc was a bad idea.
):
watever, i'll stop thinking for now.

saturday
woke up at 11plus and bathed.
ate fish and chips tat my jiejie made!
went to find honeybee<33333
went to plazasing and slack~
walk walk walk walk walk.
:D
and he treat me everything.
thanks for th bagpack and cap too.
bought many many things today!
woohooo~
then mrt to sengkang and 86 home.
(:
we were talking crap on th mrt.
and i saw debbie ngopeishan!
and honeybee tot she was a guy.
O.o
and i said guys cant possibly be so short
and we crap even more.
retarded happy~
went grandma house after tat.
dinner then homed at 9plus.
(:
bathed again and watched some random dvd.
i think i'll go some homework today, if i can.
jiayous.
<3

okay.
my blogskin is ugly.
i'm gonna find a new one soon.
(:

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♥