DONT ASK ME WHAT HAPPENED
OR WHY I'M SO SAD
OR WHY I SUDDENLY WRITE ALL THIS
WELL, JUST DONT ASK ANYTHING ABOUT THIS POST
EVEN IF UE ASK, I WONT ANSWER AT ALL.
I'LL JUST DAO WHATEVER AND PRETEND I DIDNT HEAR IT
REALLY DUI BU QI.
the world's a mess.
i dont feel myself.
my primary school life is so great,
yet why does secondary school differ so much.
everything bad is happening to me.
i feel lyk its all worthless.
lies lies lies.
fucking hell, i want die.
am i over-stressed? apparently so.
everything i do goes all wrong in th end.
i picture things differently.
people think that my life is super happy.
okay, i admit that being with friends cheer me up.
i admit that i keep saying that i'm feeling down,
yet i'm not seeking advice from anyone.
i dont have the habit to ask for help.
and i dont know how to say out my feelings and thoughts.
i'm always the one cheering others up.
but deep down i'm breaking down already.
i want die.
its lyk my only way out.
i dont know what else to do.
everything is happening so fast and sudden.
i dont know how to control whatever is going on.
i feel lyk i'm useless
i feel my invisble hot tears every minute every second.
i want a different simple life.
i want to burn th school down.
i want to make th ozone hole bigger.
i want god to kill us all and make a whole new world.
a world without problems.
a world where beauty pagent contestants dont just say they want world peace, but actually do something about it.
a world without me perhaps.
too much
its really too much for me.
i'm feeling lyk i'm gonna blow any single now.
fucker life.