Monday, August 17, 2009

♥a broken heart still beats, a dying heart dont.

back from honeybee's.
gonna go bathe and try study soon.
anyway, not in a good mood right now.

i seriously cant find anyone else to talk to now,
so i'll pour watever here.
sorry for watever i've written.
and dui bu qi if i offended ue.
and watever i've written might not seem lyk th cheerful me,
but get use to it.

fucker.
i'm lyk seriously damm dulan now.
ask everyone go die luh.
knnb bitch. fuck off and die~
i'm duper pekcek now,
so dont come jibai here and there.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
ue think ue big is it?
ue think everything and everyone revolves around ue meh?
ue think ue upset, then ue can scold whoever ue lyk?
ue think ue're th only one with problems?
well, i dont even think ur fat ass problem shit are a big deal.
i'm dying here and ue think ue've got th worst treatment?
D:
fuck off ue ass.

i'm lyk totally suffering here.
not only me, other people have BIGGER stuff to worry about.
yet ue are here blabbering bout how things got in ur way.
i'm sick and tired of all those fucking bitches.
i hate all of ue, scram from my life please!
kao, i'm seriously damm pissed here.
fucker _|_

hello? cant ue wake up?
people are facing life and death situations,
and yet there are people who think their teen crisis is big.
people are suffering from problems others cant imagine
but yet they face them with a big smile.
ue should not be caring so much about teen crisis,
well, they arent crisis at all.
everyone goes on talking bout how people are looking at them.
and yet ue are judging a person urself.
have ue ever thought tat wat ue felt last time
may be wat she is feeling now?
dont treat others wat ue dont wan others to treat ue.

ue feel sad tat others are disliking ue,
yet ue are telling me ue dislike someone else?
ue know how it feels to be disliked, so dont treat others lyk tat.
and please.
senior big meh? can just treat others lyk tat?
ue are not even th greatest yet ue feel all mightly already?
fuck up man. _|_

i'm lyk faced with so many troubles everyone is telling me.
they seem all dumb and stupid.
but if ue really sit down and think bout it,
solutions are easy to find.
dont think death is a small thing.
trust me, i know.

school is just a fucked up way of wasting time,
and causing lots lots pressure everywhere.
D:
seriously, can ue stop giving me so much pressure?
can ue stop giving everyone ur jibai dulan guailan face?
stop ACTING as if ue're super nice, and deep down ue're actually cursing us?
stop tat terrible act of urs.
arghhhhh~
i want burn th school up.

okay, i cannot say anymore.
coz if i say, i'll NEVER stop.
i'm not pin pointing anyone though.
i just cant think it anymore.
life is just a _|_

a broken heart still beats, it can be treated, mended, recovered,
well, a dying heart loses hope, and simply stop beating.
did anyone ever really tried to care bout how i feel?

post again soon?