Hello, i'm lazy to upload my photos from my dslr, so i'll just post a few pretty pictures. Hehe, insert many many hearts!
Okay, remember that i said i wanted to hurt myself during pe? How great, it rained and we skipped our lesson, but at least i had time to rot in class. :D There's no badminton on wednesday, so went to watch movie w jav and ber. STREET DANCE(Y) Awesomeeeeeeeeee! I got really inspired to dance, hehe. But i know my dad will never allow me to learn, at least because he dont trust me w the course money already. My fault, zzz. Anyway, i treated jav movie and popcorn, i feel so nice. :D YAY
Thursday was rather normal, all these boring lessons were making me hate school. Oh ya, i have weird cravings these few days, dawn tooooooo! But i wanna save moneyy. :D Okay, we had this talk after school, but idk wat its about, wasnt listening. But i had fun though, playing w th ppl around me. :D
I guess i should stop stalking you, and staring at you whenever i have the chance to. I'll always see something that will tear my heart to pieces. Like you throwing away my blue straw heart, ignoring me, acting like you hate me and stuff like tat, its really hurtful. But i cannot expect you to do anything, because you're not mine anyway. I cant control you or what you do. But dont give me the feeling that you hate me can? Or do you really hate me? Okay, well, i guess you really hate me.
Today was an awesome dayyyyyyyyyy! :D Had ndp celebration, and tyvm jav for your white polo tee. I bought my dslr to school and spammed pics :D Hehe, i bet most of my photos are yuxuan's. SO CUTE. haha, even though th concert suck, but had fun laughing w ppl, and trying to act high, LOL. And we collected our ic already, happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy because i dont look weird. But my hairstyle isnt bangs anymore, so it does not really look like me. BUT NVM :D Oh ya, did elearning in comp lab2 before heading to mac and dance @bishan. I TELL YOU, DANCE IS SOOOO DAMMM FUN! (Y) I think we did okay, but i scared no time wor. Jiayou 3e3 :D And i think kohchin's singing rocks, join me for teachers' day luhhhhhhh, please. O:
You know 3e3 is gonna have a buffet gathering this coming tuesday, looking forward :D Hehe, but it's my dad's birthday tat day and i dont think he'll allow me go. WALAOOOOOOO.
I am damm pissed w my father. He only know how to scold scold scold, demand demand demand. Hello? I HAVE A LIFE, and you're certainly not part of it. You were nvr there, my mum is lyk both my parents. Sending me to school, talking to me, doing chores and understand me. Well daddy, you did nothing. So dont come my life and talk crap, oh please, i dont live to obey you. I'm not a dog. I bet you dont even know my interests and stuff like that. You shouldnt make decisions for me.
AND PLEASE, ALL SSP AND STUFF NEED TEACHER'S LETTER. EACH AND EVERY SINGLE ONE.
Then i cant even represent my class for dance? FUCK YOU. I still have a song writing competition, representing zhonghua. So, i dont care what you say, i'm gonna do it my way.
Pissed off like shit. ~!@#$%^&*
I'M STARTING TO LOSE EVERYTHING I LOVE AND CARE ABOUT. And i failed two common tests already, i'm disappointed at myself, and my heart hurts whenever i am like this.
Okay, i got to cool down. There's dance practice tmr. JIAYOU 3E3! <3
Oh great, i just realised tmr's supposely 9th. HAIS
It has been 68 days of tears, and yet i still love you so much.