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"Who are you kidding? Stop lying to youself and face reality. People walk in and out of your life, leaving their footprints behind like they never bothered trying to stay in it at all. Its not your fault, its just life. People find new friends, find new love, find new interests and hobbies. We cant deny the fact that the only thing constant about this world is that there's always changes happening around us. But what can we do? Freeze time? Go back in time? What a big joke. Time doesnt stop for anyone. We just have to pull ourselves together and continue living. Bite your tongue and show people you are strong. "
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Yeah, i've been spending this few days alone. At least with my family. They're not the best, but at least they are the only one i've got now. At least i'm lucky enough to have a complete family. Kinda feel lonely at times, even if i'm with my classmates, or just sitting down and listening to music. I hardly have much true friends. Except maybe dawn, ryan, chungkei and a few of my classmates. Even within my class, nobody knows what i'm going through. I might seem like i've got many friends in school, but when something really happens, not many would be there for me. I'm always the cheerful girl? Ya bullshit. If anyone was true or close enough with me to know, i'm not that happy every single second of the time. Actually recently, nobody know what i'm thinking anymore. I'm not really close with berlin anymore, or dawn. Or even basketballers like germaine, xiaoting, audrey or shiying. We will always be close for some time, then everything became kinda awkward. And people will find other friends to hang out with. I'm not close with eddie or kitju, i feel kinda extra when i'm with them, they have been the best of friends, the two of them. I dont like to bug in. I've also havent been talking much to jav or deb. Yeah so much has changed. Okay this is gonna be a wordy blog again if i dont stop.
P.s/ no offence if i say something offensive.