What am i thinking. I must be mad, but its so damm hard to stop staring at you. You're one in a million.
Hello.
Firstly, i hope D and E can stop fighting because i know you two care for each other a lot, and really share a deep love. I can tell you guys are having a coldwar? Or constantly argueing? Make up already, and last long long long! E, dont bully my D, treasure her cause she's fragile and precious! :> Cheer up sist, i can tell you're upset from your fb statuses. I love you, muacks. ♥
Secondly, i'm gonna be more active on tumblr because i can post cute and meaningful pictures. But i'll still be blogging, just some updates on my life and etc etc. Sooooo, please follow me on tumblr okay? Link's over there ->
Third, my update.
Today isnt much of a special day. Came to school and felt mad hungry :C Went for assembly, then history lessons, then biology, then recess. FINALLY FOOOOOOOOD! Had chinese time practice after eating, i was freeeeezing in the auditorium :O And i'm freaking out because i realise olevel chinese is in a couple of days (tmr's tmr), and there's both paper 1and2. Oh gosh zzz. Pray for me, wish me luck god. I'm scared, terrified, afraid i would panick, or wouldnt finish in time. HELP ME
Went to canteen after school to pei coach eat lunch, then slack around with the sec2 bballers. Shiying's swollen finger loooooks like a corn, really really! And glad to know audrey and rebekah is in biology and chem tooooo. Exactly the same as me, hehe great minds think alike. :) Went for my higherchinese ssp, which was mad boring! Then walked chungkei to central area, then went to bball court to find rebekah and audrey. Crapped for awhile before walking audrey to the mrt station. HOHO, I WANT ANOTHER DATE WITH HER :D Then was wondering around serangoon to find people for lunch. Saw chongkong, tommy in mac, and the sec3 vballers. But i felt extra so i didnt join them. Took a bus home, and there goes my mooooood.
Had cup noodles for lunch and went to sit by the condo pool, listening to music. Alright, i got to stop being so reckless and down. Its not doing any good for me, and its hurting my body's health. I'm over you, until something triggers my heart to hurt so badly. Wow how great zzz. This half half, confused feeling suck big time! ARGH~ Oh ya, today i broke a plate while making my cupnoodle, and now i have this cut on my leg and my hand seem to have little fragments of broken glass. I cant see them, but i can definitely feel the tiny tiny painful feeling that something is poking my hand zzz. And i drop a scissors which hit my toe. Luckily nothing serious happened. Today was a clumpsy day, say thanks for thinking plus listening to music while making lunch huh. Zzz
Okay bad sign, i need to calm down and breath. Stop thinking. I should stop playing music too. I should stop crying arghhhhhhh. Even though i dont like to see people saying fml cause life should be cherished more, but seriously my feeling now is totally FMLLLLLLLL.
I cant write about you here because my classmates would know our secrets. I really didnt tell anyone, really really really. Arghhh what's the point. Zzz okay got to calm myself down now. I shouldnt long for more. Moodswings, my period must be approaching zzz -.-