Friday, November 5, 2010

Lost and insecure.


DROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLS!
He's mad hot, omg omg omg. I could just hug him and kiss him, and eat him up with icecream and chocolate-coated strawberries. Yum yum :> But i love cute people more than hot guys, tehehz. Okay i guess its because i went shopping today and brought clothes without spending my own money, that's why i'm in a cheerful mood tonight. :D

So today my family went out to buy some furnitures and shopping. Rotiprata for breakfast, fish and co for lunch, had icecream, then had tibits in the car, starbucks in the evening, and some restaurant food for dinner. OH MY GOD I'M A FATTY (Y) The only thing missing is frolickkkkkkkkkkkk. Okay today's dinner is gonna make my stomach hurt badly tmr, coz its some thai indonesia foood restuarant and its damm spicy! :O But its delicious. Okay i got to stop thinking about foooooood. Hehe

I just realised my new house is not a terrace, its a semi-detach. NO WONDER SO SMALLLLLL :( But i'm contented already. Anyway, i guess only 3 people would be living in it. My elder sister would be flying oversea often to meet her boyf, and my dad would be closing down his company in singapore to open another one overseas. I wonder how often would he be home? Hmmmmm, i bet my mum would miss him badly :( Would i need to migrate? I guess not, i have olevels next year. I have the smallest rooom of all, the size is similar to a normal HDB flat room. I'm contented, i should be. My wall colours are dazzling, it looks like a kindergarden's room inside. BRIGHT ORANGE AND BLUE <: I bet after putting the furnitures, there would not be room for walking. SIANNNN. But nvm i am contented, i am contented, i am contented.

Okay, i just called frolick to cancel work tmr. NO PAY AGAIN :( So i would be strolling around singapore from morning to evening before meeting people for dinner. HAISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

We might ignore it, or be in denial, but we have this barrier between us. I cant break it down no matter how hard i've tried. So much have changed. Its happy to think about cute memories we have, and laugh and smile. But its sad to know they'll never exist again. By then, my red eyes would be flooded with tears already.