
Hi, feeeling a teenyweeny bit better about what happened recently. But still, that feeling is still there, unbearable hurtful feeling.
Yeah as i expected, i couldnt fall asleep last night until the sun rose up. I slept at 7.30am and my dad had to wake me up at 11pm cause my parents bought my family lunch. I was too hungry so i woke up heh. Felt better after crying and blogging all the shit that was in my head. Idk whether its a mum thing but i can sense my mum knows i wasnt feeling well last night. So she bought me a bowl of hot porridge, which i loveee to eat whenever i'm upset/sick, and it never fails to make me a little better. Thanks mum!
Didnt do much in the afternoon after my lunch. Oh i really did head to the basketball court near my place. Sat there and listened to music. My head was fully in thought, and i had to run a couple times round the court to stop me from thinking too much. Yea... It was tiring but effective. Got invited by this group of primary school people to play basketball with them, kinda fun. For that half an hour, i was carefree and really smiling.
Head back home, bathe and rotted my evening watching tv, and singing songs in my living room. Went out for dinner, only my parents and myself. Reached home at 9plus and continued watching tv. There's this taiwan drama which was funny and i find cute, shall watch the remaining episodes online some other day. Hmmm
I'm going picnic at marina barrage tmr with the bball girls. I bet there would be many many people there, and i really really hope it wont rain :( Prettyyyy please! I'm not sure whether the food we bring will be enough for everyone, plus we have a picnic mat but is too small to fit 10people. Hmmm how? OMG
I'll just see what i can do tmr, borrowed money from my mum again, to buy some snacks for the girls in case we dont have enough. Yeah so i owe my mum over hundred bucks already! Oh, i havent bought my uniform and textbooks. My homework is a big gone case! :( At least i'm done with emaths, biology and chemistry project. Yea i'm left with half of geog, ss, hist, chem papers, eng, chinese and amaths.
Audrey's coming to my place tmr morning before meeting the girls. She has been a big help for me this few days, thank youuuu. I mean, thanks for being a listening ear, and pei-ing me. We can chitchat on the phone for a longlonglong time without having no topic to talk about, yeah i love her. :) I love all the girls who asked me to cheer up! Even my dearest dawn, who knew nothing about what happened, could sense that i wasnt feeling well, so just a lovely post on facebook really made my day. :)
Anyway, idk why i'm having sleepless nights this few days. But i'm feeling tired haisssssss. I'm starting to forget to stalk you, and even if i dont stalk you for many days, i'm fine. Hmmm good thing?