Its nights like these which got me thinking why i did all these in the past, and how much i regretted certain things that made my present. Well, sometimes i really wonder. Why, what if, will it be better? I have no clue.
I like the past, before everything collapsed during end of may. I hate it, i hated everything, i hated myself then. I'm not now.
But its nights like these that will get me back to thinking about those unpleasant thoughts, yet recapping my happy moments. Hmmmm, its nights like these that i miss you even more than usual. Nights like these that remind me of how much i love you still.
Dont you hate it when you see something you shouldnt have, and literally hear your heart crumble into a million pieces? That just happened, and i really cant stay strong for long. Swollen teary eyes on these nights again.
I wonder what you're doing, what you're thinking now? Well, not me for sure.