Just leave me alone to die. Quoted by lilo.
No i cant fall asleep. I dont get why i need to put so much effort and bother so much. Then when you tell others, i become the bad guy, yet again. I want to complain too, but i guess complaining to others isnt much of a great help to me. Esp when its about you. Why am i caring so much about? Maybe cause its about the team, which i might not be a part of anymore, if i told the truth. Well, the truth hurts sometimes, literally it really does hurt a lot. Why do i get upset over just a little tiny matter? I guess its cause i'll keep thinking about it, and link to much more troubles. Hate it hate it hate it, i'm so weak so weak so weak.
K i'm no longer mad at you, i'm mad at myself. Seriously la, bang wall and die why am i so weak so weak so weak so weak why does it hurt so much so much. :(
I'm complaining about my life, when others out there in japan are suffering more than me. What a person i am, i hate myself. Why am i so weak so weak so weak so weak, i dont feel human anymore. Paralysed maybe, so weak so weak so weak.