Hello 2nd post of the day, like yesterday. I'm tired, bored, but i have no motivation to study yet. But i cant let my parents, coach and myself down. I feel like shitz.
Today met berlin at amk to print photos. I was very very late, so i treated her food and icecream. HERSEY DARK CHOCOLATE FLAVOUR! Omgggggggod. Trained to sengkang to meet xiaoting and germaine. Went to kfc to make coach's card, then javien came a while later to help. Me and xiaoting keep crapping in popular. Hehe, i ate another icecream again. Yummeh :D We sort of finished th card, i guess its quite pretty. The photos are awesome <: Left the place at 7, then bused back home w javien. Fun day, hehe. Studying w xiaoting and jav tmr after school. I am going to melbourne 100% liao, paid the cheque already. Hoho happy, excited! I am excited for eoy, many many activities planned. There's b division 2011 bball mini competition, kinda looking forward, idk why.
Your fav colour, blue. Whenever i see checkered blue, i'll think of you. I miss you like hell now. Songs bring my emotions down completely. Singing to songs about you, or songs we use to sing together. I just miss you and our memories. Idk why after so long so long, i'm still not over you. I'll always have this heart ache in my chest, sour sour one. Pain, hurting. But there's nothing i can do. Nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing, idk what i want actually. Get back together? I want, but i know its impossible. Friends? Are we ready? I'm not sure too. But i know i cant live life happy without you in my life. I really miss you a lot a lot a lot. We got million of memories, i wanna hug you, i wanna kiss you. I'm not attention seeking or whatever, but sometimes i'll cry in class while listening to songs. I got to act happy, because people see me as this happy go lucky, cheerful little girl, who is retard and crazy, and loud and naughty.
Shitz, down down down. Aches, my heart cannot take it.