Hello.
My dad is back in singapore. Zzz, hate it to the max! First, i cannot stay back long in school to study. Second, i cannot eat dinner after cca, because he likes to keep me at home. My body is here, but my heart will never be with this family. Aiya, nvm you guys also dont understand. Third, he keep ask this ask that, keep doubting me. Now my melborne trip also got problem liao laaaaaaa. >: I know i'm not suppose to say it because hate is a huge word. But i really HATE my father, to the point where i can hope he dies and my mum can remarry. I know its a heartless thing to wish for, but yaaaa i just got some stuff bubbled up within me. P.S: I HATE MISS TAN GIM HUA TOO. Not even mrs ngiam and ms ong wanna bunk with her for the melborne trip.
Today was an ordinary school day. Boring lessons, i kept stoning in classes recently. OMG o: Skipped recess to stone in the classroom and listen songs. Even though i told myself i wanted to study and finish my homework. Emaths ssp after school in 3e1 classroom, then headed to NE corner to study w xiaoting and mrs ngiam. Jav, sheila and tiffany they all came a while too. Dad called, and i had to leaveeeeeeeeee. That's my day today. Tonight might be a do-nothing-night as well. Sighs. I might complete my chinese homework and head to bball court to play. Well, actually i hardly play there, i just love the night scenary there. There's night lights, and since its beside the CTE, i can always stare at cars zooming past. I like to go there and clear my mind. Hopefully my dad wouldnt scold me for going down.
People who love to write fml, should really go bang wall and die. People are losing their precious lives in earthquakes, terrible accidents and diseases, yet we as healthy people keep complaining. I know i used to be one of those people, but i'll try to change. I've understand some stuff this year. Dont be shocked, but ryan can really make a speech about life.
Baby, i cant stop staring at you. You're just so attractive and cute. Your every action, even the littlest ones, triggers my heart to beat faster. You're no longer mine, but you were the best thing that's ever been mine. Enjoy your new lives, with your new friends. You seem happier, after i'm gone.
Okay, off to bathe and stone my night away. Bb