okay.
practically rot at home.
th whole day.
D:
woke up at 1pm?
coz i slept at 5am yesterday.
spent th entire day finding supplier.
then post on blogshop.
then rot even mre.
kept singing songs loudly.
and dance widely.
and unglamly!
O:
helped my neighbour with BBQ.
then i kept eating
and eating.
and eating.
and i swam for 2 hours!
uber cold.
then got lots of chocolates!
so i ate them all!
O:
and TAN YUXUAN is super cute.
coz she tag on my blogshop
say she see ghost.
coz i not online
but th blog keep adding mre stuff.
i was lyk O.o
and kept laughing luh!
i was using comp.
but nvr sign in msn.
lols.
she is super cute can!
:D
i am rotting at home.
and eating and eating.
and getting FAT!
then somemre no training on monday.
shitty ass.
i wan train!
D:
2moro meeting blogshop ppl.
then can go out,
i think.
i am seriously slacking luh.
and i am gonna throw all homework
till th last day of th holidays!
yayness.
(:
lalalalala.
BORED!
BORED!
BORED!
BORED!
BORED!
and there's nothing on tv.
BORED!
BORED!
BORED!
BORED!
BORED!
post again soon?
♥
Sunday, May 31, 2009
just a little late.
okay.
spent th whole day blogshopping.
:D
bought nothing though.
coz i'm short of money.
totally BROKE!
i wan buy many many things luh!
D:
anyway,
nail polished by my neighbour.
she's lyk only 7 years old.
and when she painted half way through,
she had to go eat dinner.
so my right nails arent painted.
wtfh.
O.o
but its cute.
and black nail polish rocks!
yayness.
smsed jinx.
i love him luh.
he's my teddy bear!
he's th best!
he understands.
lalalalalalalalala.
woohoo~
:D
opps.
forgotten to say bout movie on friday.
went amk hub with yuxuan, ling'en and debbie!
watch monsters vs aliens.
as usual,
we came in late.
D:
but its still nice.
and funny i guess?
i shared drinks with debbie.
then we drink a bit.
then i dropped and spilled it!
O.o
and got coke all over th aunty's leg
who was sitting beside me.
SUPER SUPER SUPER SORRY!
):
and th coke left only uber little.
sorry debbie.
wasted ur money.
i feel so guilty.
D:
anyway,
th door wasnt guarded.
and we were able to get out frm th entrance.
debbie stuck her head inside other theaters.
omg?
then we quickly walk away.
and it was uber cold!
D:
saw many mayflowerians though.
many loves.
blogshop starting up already.
waiting for confirmation of supplyrates.
do support!
(:
yayness its 2am now.
and i suddenly moody.
shitty ass.
hate that mood see-saw.
and i think my elder sister ran away frm home?
to malaysia.
but she might be back in a few days.
sian.
i wan my simple family life back.
and mummy dont sad okay?
ue still have my million of loves.
(:
fuking hell.
i wish i was ophelia.
it seems white roses are nice.
post again soon?
♥
spent th whole day blogshopping.
:D
bought nothing though.
coz i'm short of money.
totally BROKE!
i wan buy many many things luh!
D:
anyway,
nail polished by my neighbour.
she's lyk only 7 years old.
and when she painted half way through,
she had to go eat dinner.
so my right nails arent painted.
wtfh.
O.o
but its cute.
and black nail polish rocks!
yayness.
smsed jinx.
i love him luh.
he's my teddy bear!
he's th best!
he understands.
lalalalalalalalala.
woohoo~
:D
opps.
forgotten to say bout movie on friday.
went amk hub with yuxuan, ling'en and debbie!
watch monsters vs aliens.
as usual,
we came in late.
D:
but its still nice.
and funny i guess?
i shared drinks with debbie.
then we drink a bit.
then i dropped and spilled it!
O.o
and got coke all over th aunty's leg
who was sitting beside me.
SUPER SUPER SUPER SORRY!
):
and th coke left only uber little.
sorry debbie.
wasted ur money.
i feel so guilty.
D:
anyway,
th door wasnt guarded.
and we were able to get out frm th entrance.
debbie stuck her head inside other theaters.
omg?
then we quickly walk away.
and it was uber cold!
D:
saw many mayflowerians though.
many loves.
blogshop starting up already.
waiting for confirmation of supplyrates.
do support!
(:
yayness its 2am now.
and i suddenly moody.
shitty ass.
hate that mood see-saw.
and i think my elder sister ran away frm home?
to malaysia.
but she might be back in a few days.
sian.
i wan my simple family life back.
and mummy dont sad okay?
ue still have my million of loves.
(:
fuking hell.
i wish i was ophelia.
it seems white roses are nice.
post again soon?
♥
Saturday, May 30, 2009
hold your breath' over again.
okay.
i seriously sleep too much.
frm yesterday 7pm till today 10am.
and th past few days
i've been sleeping as much.
but why am i still so tired?
someone tell me th reason why.
please.
D:
and i think something is wrong with me.
... ... ...
anyway,
i just found out ophelia is dead.
but i think tat made th painting even mre beautiful.
and motivational somehow.
monday no training.
somehow i feel sad.
coz i wan training!
even though i'm no good at it.
and training is tiring.
sian.
coach seem concern about my progress too much.
i think he knws something.
but him encouraging me makes me work harder.
(:
i wan to give up my netball ways.
i wan to but i cant.
netball made me who i am.
netball gave me so much so much.
and i have to give it up?
sorry i cant.
but i still MUST do so.
i can only promise i'll try.
tat's all.
mummy and elder sister argued.
now my mummy and daddy went overseas for work
and my elder sister went malaysia alone.
sian.
only left me and my second sister.
and i'm short of cash.
shitty ass.
i hope my family stays still.
please dont break away.
D:
oh.
primary school 30th anniversary was yesterday!
and i missed it.
coz i was already asleep at 7pm.
and th concert is at night.
fucker.
th tickets are lyk $10 each!
D:
anyway,
i hope my friends get back to normal soon.
it already th holidays.
and i wan everyone to spend it happily.
"everyone has problems,
th difference is how ue solve"
quote frm supermary zufar.
but i have paraphrased it.
(:
i can just say everyone isnt wrong.
coz everyone has their own feelings.
and problems.
and their own side of th story tat not everyone knw.
so nobody is at fault.
but everyone's solution to problems isnt always right.
so i guess th best way is to make peace.
and let it go.
forget it.
leave th past behind.
but that is just my opinion.
okay.
things are seriously out of hands.
my life is falling apart.
dawn calls me eagle.
and i feel even mre lyk an eagle now.
coz i think i'm at an eagle's mid 30s.
and i have to put on a hard choice.
which is really really painful.
i knw after tat will be great.
but i just cant face that challenge.
D:
anyway,
i can only talk to god now.
nobody understands anymre.
nobody cares.
post again soon?
♥
i seriously sleep too much.
frm yesterday 7pm till today 10am.
and th past few days
i've been sleeping as much.
but why am i still so tired?
someone tell me th reason why.
please.
D:
and i think something is wrong with me.
... ... ...
anyway,
i just found out ophelia is dead.
but i think tat made th painting even mre beautiful.
and motivational somehow.
monday no training.
somehow i feel sad.
coz i wan training!
even though i'm no good at it.
and training is tiring.
sian.
coach seem concern about my progress too much.
i think he knws something.
but him encouraging me makes me work harder.
(:
i wan to give up my netball ways.
i wan to but i cant.
netball made me who i am.
netball gave me so much so much.
and i have to give it up?
sorry i cant.
but i still MUST do so.
i can only promise i'll try.
tat's all.
mummy and elder sister argued.
now my mummy and daddy went overseas for work
and my elder sister went malaysia alone.
sian.
only left me and my second sister.
and i'm short of cash.
shitty ass.
i hope my family stays still.
please dont break away.
D:
oh.
primary school 30th anniversary was yesterday!
and i missed it.
coz i was already asleep at 7pm.
and th concert is at night.
fucker.
th tickets are lyk $10 each!
D:
anyway,
i hope my friends get back to normal soon.
it already th holidays.
and i wan everyone to spend it happily.
"everyone has problems,
th difference is how ue solve"
quote frm supermary zufar.
but i have paraphrased it.
(:
i can just say everyone isnt wrong.
coz everyone has their own feelings.
and problems.
and their own side of th story tat not everyone knw.
so nobody is at fault.
but everyone's solution to problems isnt always right.
so i guess th best way is to make peace.
and let it go.
forget it.
leave th past behind.
but that is just my opinion.
okay.
things are seriously out of hands.
my life is falling apart.
dawn calls me eagle.
and i feel even mre lyk an eagle now.
coz i think i'm at an eagle's mid 30s.
and i have to put on a hard choice.
which is really really painful.
i knw after tat will be great.
but i just cant face that challenge.
D:
anyway,
i can only talk to god now.
nobody understands anymre.
nobody cares.
post again soon?
♥
Friday, May 29, 2009
aint about wat's waiting on th other side.
okay.
last day of school.
uber slack.
not much lessons.
just talk and talk and talk.
many teachers gave us chocolates!
yayness.
:D
photo taking is retard.
and fun!
basketballers are love.
♥
anyway,
i hope everything will become better very soon.
and everyone wouldnt be sad anymre.
i shouldnt blame anyone.
or seriously side anyone.
so neutral is th best.
but i'll always be there for anyone
who needs me.
many loves.
(:
super tired nowadays.
dont knw why.
sleep too much?
and i kept forgetting things.
shitty ass.
i feel so weak.
very weak
and weak even mre.
sian.
I KNOW I'M DYING SOON.
anyway,
super tired still.
and sore luh.
gonna sleep already.
even though its only 7pm now.
post again soon?
♥
last day of school.
uber slack.
not much lessons.
just talk and talk and talk.
many teachers gave us chocolates!
yayness.
:D
photo taking is retard.
and fun!
basketballers are love.
♥
anyway,
i hope everything will become better very soon.
and everyone wouldnt be sad anymre.
i shouldnt blame anyone.
or seriously side anyone.
so neutral is th best.
but i'll always be there for anyone
who needs me.
many loves.
(:
super tired nowadays.
dont knw why.
sleep too much?
and i kept forgetting things.
shitty ass.
i feel so weak.
very weak
and weak even mre.
sian.
I KNOW I'M DYING SOON.
anyway,
super tired still.
and sore luh.
gonna sleep already.
even though its only 7pm now.
post again soon?
♥
Thursday, May 28, 2009
i wanted you to be there when i fall.
okay.
not posting a lot bout today's stuff.
lessons usual i guess.
and lit workshop is retarded.
and i really hate it when friends fight!
i am just trying to save a friendship of my dear friends.
so i'm sorry if i said anything wrong.
and joanne.
REALLY REALLY SORRY!
but i wasnt talking bout ue on my blog.
sian.
everything is falling out of place.
i just wish i have th ability to fix it.
and not make it worst.
anyway,
i can only hope for th best?
post again soon?
♥
not posting a lot bout today's stuff.
lessons usual i guess.
and lit workshop is retarded.
and i really hate it when friends fight!
i am just trying to save a friendship of my dear friends.
so i'm sorry if i said anything wrong.
and joanne.
REALLY REALLY SORRY!
but i wasnt talking bout ue on my blog.
sian.
everything is falling out of place.
i just wish i have th ability to fix it.
and not make it worst.
anyway,
i can only hope for th best?
post again soon?
♥
life is rough' it isnt worth living.
now posting in class.
yayness.
anyway this painting is nice.
th name is ophelia i think?
for some reason.
i admire her courage.
i feel lyk doing so myself.
just throw myself in a river.
and drown.
or maybe float around.
but i just cant.
O:
but if doing so can make all th pain go away.
i'll do it.
coz life isnt tat great at all.
okay.
i hope my friends could stop fighting.
coz it really isnt worth it.
life is rough.
and everyone is at wrong okay!
even adults.
so ppl should shut up on insisting tat ue are right.
everyone is at blame.
so stop pushing it away.
everyone cries.
dont say for someone who's crying is trying to gain sympathy.
or is acting a cry.
crying is just natural.
stop everything already.
nobody should ever be sad.
except me?
but everyone needs friends.
everyone needs love.
so stop it okay.
it seriously sucks.
life seriously sucks.
D:
i hate it when friends fight!
i'm stuck in th middle.
post again soon?
♥
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
why isnt there ever a second chance?
okay.
today training was okay.
seriously muscles sore
and totally tired now.
so i shall not elaborate everything tat happened.
anyway,
i am uber sad now.
my dear friends are in a fight.
nobody is understanding each other at all.
why must everyone think bout themselves only?
seriously,
how many times have we used th word "i" instead of "they"
i can sense tat something bad is gonna happen.
shitty ass.
i'm stuck in th middle.
arghhh.
just take me away forever.
or maybe pour all th bad things on me.
th world should change for th better
and it would make life worth lving.
i just dont wan anyone to be sad.
it hurts and i understand how they feel.
anyway,
i'm damm pissed off with life.
and i am certain that relationships are stupid.
i wan no friendship.
no love.
no feelings.
this way it doesnt hurt at all.
and dear pea.
dont worry.
no matter watever,
i'll be by ur side.
and i'll support ue all th way.
so just cheer up!
th sun will shine eventually.
:D
and i'm confused.
"th only way to not lose in a game,
is to get urself out of it"
is it really true?
coz i am not sure i can face th challenge anymre.
i'm tired out already.
but coach has been encouraging me.
his words are really wise.
it motivates me lots!
and when coach talked to me alone after training.
encouraging me and asking whether i'm alright.
i almost cried.
but i cant.
anyway,
i doubt i have th courage to tell anyone
exactly how i feel.
stupid huiming.
ue are weak!
D:
fucking hell.
got super lot of things to do.
i wan to skip school!
2 mre days only.
so jiayou.
just hold on.
it wont be long till ue can just let go.
sian.
i'm seriously pissed off.
post again soon?
♥
today training was okay.
seriously muscles sore
and totally tired now.
so i shall not elaborate everything tat happened.
anyway,
i am uber sad now.
my dear friends are in a fight.
nobody is understanding each other at all.
why must everyone think bout themselves only?
seriously,
how many times have we used th word "i" instead of "they"
i can sense tat something bad is gonna happen.
shitty ass.
i'm stuck in th middle.
arghhh.
just take me away forever.
or maybe pour all th bad things on me.
th world should change for th better
and it would make life worth lving.
i just dont wan anyone to be sad.
it hurts and i understand how they feel.
anyway,
i'm damm pissed off with life.
and i am certain that relationships are stupid.
i wan no friendship.
no love.
no feelings.
this way it doesnt hurt at all.
and dear pea.
dont worry.
no matter watever,
i'll be by ur side.
and i'll support ue all th way.
so just cheer up!
th sun will shine eventually.
:D
and i'm confused.
"th only way to not lose in a game,
is to get urself out of it"
is it really true?
coz i am not sure i can face th challenge anymre.
i'm tired out already.
but coach has been encouraging me.
his words are really wise.
it motivates me lots!
and when coach talked to me alone after training.
encouraging me and asking whether i'm alright.
i almost cried.
but i cant.
anyway,
i doubt i have th courage to tell anyone
exactly how i feel.
stupid huiming.
ue are weak!
D:
fucking hell.
got super lot of things to do.
i wan to skip school!
2 mre days only.
so jiayou.
just hold on.
it wont be long till ue can just let go.
sian.
i'm seriously pissed off.
post again soon?
♥
i'm breaking down to pieces.
shitty ass.
its 2.20am now.
and i'm still filing my files.
maths is done.
now doing physics.
and i'm lazy to file lit file.
arghhh.
D:
hope wouldnt get scolding.
i'm super sore can.
body aching lyk hell.
and i dont knw how to make it go away.
2moro training is gonna be tough.
D:
hope i can really jiayou!
tat's all i can say.
big headache!
die luh.
shall quickly go chiong my file.
post again soon?
♥
its 2.20am now.
and i'm still filing my files.
maths is done.
now doing physics.
and i'm lazy to file lit file.
arghhh.
D:
hope wouldnt get scolding.
i'm super sore can.
body aching lyk hell.
and i dont knw how to make it go away.
2moro training is gonna be tough.
D:
hope i can really jiayou!
tat's all i can say.
big headache!
die luh.
shall quickly go chiong my file.
post again soon?
♥
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
cant you see' you belong with me.
today was a fun day.
lesson usual.
but quite slack.
huang le'en never come!
D:
anyway,
after assembly was CCA evaluation.
basketball in comp lab one.
i laugh with germaine lyk mad women!
O:
then i gave tanxiaoting full marks for all.
yayness.
i am so kind!
then after tat went canteen slack.
with some sec two basketballers!
:D
sec one got service learning!
i gave support to my juniors luh.
see wat a great senior i am.
(:
then went for phototaking.
stood with vinita!
then she lyk making her hair for veh long?
and i look totally retarded.
O.o
shitty ass.
then fun shoot was crazy
took with xiaoting.
(:
then after tat got 10 mins music.
then recess!
ate in th court luh.
then played 3vs3 basketball match
with some sec one boys.
me, xiaoting and debbie totally trash them!
:D
but then th price was retarded.
but i never pay a single cent.
debbie help us pay!
(:
then was english.
had to do letter writing.
chionged.
and handed in on time.
next was history.
did filing.
i have lyk much much mre than th content page?
and then it becomes super thick.
D:
maths was stupid.
mrs teo kept talking and talking.
and my L1R5 is lyk 7?
after deducting th ccs points and stuff.
can go in hwa chong jc!
(:
but cant get in raffles jc.
coz raffles need lyk cutoff point 2?
shitty ass.
tat means i all need A1.
fucking retarded!
D:
and my expected target frm th school was 1.
but i got 1.8
die.
exams are stupid!
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
anyway,
after tat was ce.
and ms pat was talking a lot lyk usual.
bout many many vocabs.
then was chinese.
watch movie!
super duper nice.
continue 2moro.
(:
house moving castle is th title i think?
lalalalala.
went vivo after school.
watch movie at 3plus.
with debbie, marcus, helmi and brandon.
night at th musuem two!
:D
brandon paid for our tickets!
i love him luh.
thank you super super super much!
he even paid for our tibits luh!
many loves.
and thanks.
feel so sorry for him.
but a lot ppl say he is uber rich!
anyway veh veh fun luh!
but we sit at th first row luh.
stupid retard.
my neck and back pain lyk siao.
and uber sore!
):
and i kept feeling i wan sleep.
then put my head above debbie's head.
so can sleep.
yayness.
tat proves i'm taller!
:D
but i'm still shorter than marcus.
arghhh.
ate chicken rice.
and i totally waste it.
and i kept playing with food.
i am childish at heart okay.
then shop shop around.
(:
all of us went in this cold cold chamber.
one at a time.
then th temp is lyk -15degrees.
but i did only -12degrees.
coz i scared of cold.
O:
i was hoping and hoping!
lyk stupid crazy person.
then marcus took pics of everyone inside i think?
retarded luh.
brandon paid for us again!
THANK YOU!
he went in twice.
coz he like th cold?
lols.
(:
went toys'r'us play.
we veh childish.
play with sword, teddy bear, guns, balls and many many stuff.
:D
super fun can!
then shop somemre.
marcus, helmi and brandon went home.
debbie and me shop somemre.
then she dont allow me go home!
then veh late reach home.
D:
sms and talked to supermary zufar.
on th mrt!
then i drop th card in th space.
kept digging and digging.
cannot reach.
D:
then i have to ask th person help me open gate.
damm paiseh!
stupid luh.
and my bus is uber slow!
got lyk four 147 buses come.
before mine comes.
shitty ass.
):
anyway,
have to file my maths and physics file now.
super busy luh.
and i'm tired.
kept falling to sleep.
shit.
i think i'm dying.
):
my body is aching.
muscles super sore.
i am super tired!
super super super tired!
D:
2moro training must jiayou.
JIAYOU!
seriously work harder tan huiming.
you are already behind.
so sprint forward and catch up.
you can do it!
:D
post again soon?
♥
lesson usual.
but quite slack.
huang le'en never come!
D:
anyway,
after assembly was CCA evaluation.
basketball in comp lab one.
i laugh with germaine lyk mad women!
O:
then i gave tanxiaoting full marks for all.
yayness.
i am so kind!
then after tat went canteen slack.
with some sec two basketballers!
:D
sec one got service learning!
i gave support to my juniors luh.
see wat a great senior i am.
(:
then went for phototaking.
stood with vinita!
then she lyk making her hair for veh long?
and i look totally retarded.
O.o
shitty ass.
then fun shoot was crazy
took with xiaoting.
(:
then after tat got 10 mins music.
then recess!
ate in th court luh.
then played 3vs3 basketball match
with some sec one boys.
me, xiaoting and debbie totally trash them!
:D
but then th price was retarded.
but i never pay a single cent.
debbie help us pay!
(:
then was english.
had to do letter writing.
chionged.
and handed in on time.
next was history.
did filing.
i have lyk much much mre than th content page?
and then it becomes super thick.
D:
maths was stupid.
mrs teo kept talking and talking.
and my L1R5 is lyk 7?
after deducting th ccs points and stuff.
can go in hwa chong jc!
(:
but cant get in raffles jc.
coz raffles need lyk cutoff point 2?
shitty ass.
tat means i all need A1.
fucking retarded!
D:
and my expected target frm th school was 1.
but i got 1.8
die.
exams are stupid!
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
anyway,
after tat was ce.
and ms pat was talking a lot lyk usual.
bout many many vocabs.
then was chinese.
watch movie!
super duper nice.
continue 2moro.
(:
house moving castle is th title i think?
lalalalala.
went vivo after school.
watch movie at 3plus.
with debbie, marcus, helmi and brandon.
night at th musuem two!
:D
brandon paid for our tickets!
i love him luh.
thank you super super super much!
he even paid for our tibits luh!
many loves.
and thanks.
feel so sorry for him.
but a lot ppl say he is uber rich!
anyway veh veh fun luh!
but we sit at th first row luh.
stupid retard.
my neck and back pain lyk siao.
and uber sore!
):
and i kept feeling i wan sleep.
then put my head above debbie's head.
so can sleep.
yayness.
tat proves i'm taller!
:D
but i'm still shorter than marcus.
arghhh.
ate chicken rice.
and i totally waste it.
and i kept playing with food.
i am childish at heart okay.
then shop shop around.
(:
all of us went in this cold cold chamber.
one at a time.
then th temp is lyk -15degrees.
but i did only -12degrees.
coz i scared of cold.
O:
i was hoping and hoping!
lyk stupid crazy person.
then marcus took pics of everyone inside i think?
retarded luh.
brandon paid for us again!
THANK YOU!
he went in twice.
coz he like th cold?
lols.
(:
went toys'r'us play.
we veh childish.
play with sword, teddy bear, guns, balls and many many stuff.
:D
super fun can!
then shop somemre.
marcus, helmi and brandon went home.
debbie and me shop somemre.
then she dont allow me go home!
then veh late reach home.
D:
sms and talked to supermary zufar.
on th mrt!
then i drop th card in th space.
kept digging and digging.
cannot reach.
D:
then i have to ask th person help me open gate.
damm paiseh!
stupid luh.
and my bus is uber slow!
got lyk four 147 buses come.
before mine comes.
shitty ass.
):
anyway,
have to file my maths and physics file now.
super busy luh.
and i'm tired.
kept falling to sleep.
shit.
i think i'm dying.
):
my body is aching.
muscles super sore.
i am super tired!
super super super tired!
D:
2moro training must jiayou.
JIAYOU!
seriously work harder tan huiming.
you are already behind.
so sprint forward and catch up.
you can do it!
:D
post again soon?
♥
Monday, May 25, 2009
so sick of love songs' so tired of tears.
okay firstly.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGLING OWNER!
AND DEAR CHUNGKEI!
many many loves.
today was a boring school day.
supermary woke me up.
with smses.
O:
then came to school usual time.
then random around with dawn.
with joanne's phone!
(:
then assembly in class.
had chemistry.
ms tay suddenly become a bit nicer?
i guess chemistry is okay ba.
then history.
mr chew never come!
D:
then mr hazry take over.
lessons were so-so.
just tat no mre jokes.
sad!
recess went library print our lit drama script.
wtfh?
i chiong th script till late late.
in th end.
we never hand in.
fucking retarded.
O:
okay anyway.
ling'en upskirt me!
D:
she is so gonna die!
arghh.
and i fought with debbie!
we were wrestling.
super funny.
after tat was english.
slack at comp lab.
play stupid childish games.
then was maths.
i never finish th homework,
get 14 demerit points?
somemre i was busy luh.
no time do.
then she didnt even bother to ask us our reasons.
shitty ass.
chiong th worksheet.
then must copy questions somemre.
waste time luh.
stupid mrs teo.
i hate ue!
D:
after tat was art.
watch some video.
then had free time.
slack around!
next was chinese.
go thru th test paper halfway.
then changed seats.
i'm away frm th window now.
in th middle of th class somemre.
teachers will call me often luh.
sian.
):
had lunch.
then training.
and it was tiring!
or maybe i too long never train luh.
did a lot of stuff.
and even have gym can.
physical training made me dead.
and super sore!
and i dont think i did well at all.
fuck.
i seriously must JIAYOU luh.
i hope it turns out okay.
good luck.
(:
slack around after training.
they played with a volleyball.
while me and xiaoting were sitting at one side.
but th ball keep coming to us.
yayness!
we attract th volleyball!
:D
dinner opp with debbie.
talk a lot.
and i waste th four bucks food.
ate a couple of bites.
and off we went.
O:
went bus stop.
my bus come,
and i never board it.
coz debbie say dont board.
see, i so good!
(:
then debbie went up th 147.
and went home.
then i found out i forgot take ez-link card frm librarian.
walao.
took taxi.
and wasted even mre money!
D:
pasta mania food at my dining table.
but i stomach pain.
and cant eat.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
shall bath.
and sleep luh.
i'm just too tired out.
and moody.
omfg.
post again soon?
♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGLING OWNER!
AND DEAR CHUNGKEI!
many many loves.
today was a boring school day.
supermary woke me up.
with smses.
O:
then came to school usual time.
then random around with dawn.
with joanne's phone!
(:
then assembly in class.
had chemistry.
ms tay suddenly become a bit nicer?
i guess chemistry is okay ba.
then history.
mr chew never come!
D:
then mr hazry take over.
lessons were so-so.
just tat no mre jokes.
sad!
recess went library print our lit drama script.
wtfh?
i chiong th script till late late.
in th end.
we never hand in.
fucking retarded.
O:
okay anyway.
ling'en upskirt me!
D:
she is so gonna die!
arghh.
and i fought with debbie!
we were wrestling.
super funny.
after tat was english.
slack at comp lab.
play stupid childish games.
then was maths.
i never finish th homework,
get 14 demerit points?
somemre i was busy luh.
no time do.
then she didnt even bother to ask us our reasons.
shitty ass.
chiong th worksheet.
then must copy questions somemre.
waste time luh.
stupid mrs teo.
i hate ue!
D:
after tat was art.
watch some video.
then had free time.
slack around!
next was chinese.
go thru th test paper halfway.
then changed seats.
i'm away frm th window now.
in th middle of th class somemre.
teachers will call me often luh.
sian.
):
had lunch.
then training.
and it was tiring!
or maybe i too long never train luh.
did a lot of stuff.
and even have gym can.
physical training made me dead.
and super sore!
and i dont think i did well at all.
fuck.
i seriously must JIAYOU luh.
i hope it turns out okay.
good luck.
(:
slack around after training.
they played with a volleyball.
while me and xiaoting were sitting at one side.
but th ball keep coming to us.
yayness!
we attract th volleyball!
:D
dinner opp with debbie.
talk a lot.
and i waste th four bucks food.
ate a couple of bites.
and off we went.
O:
went bus stop.
my bus come,
and i never board it.
coz debbie say dont board.
see, i so good!
(:
then debbie went up th 147.
and went home.
then i found out i forgot take ez-link card frm librarian.
walao.
took taxi.
and wasted even mre money!
D:
pasta mania food at my dining table.
but i stomach pain.
and cant eat.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
shall bath.
and sleep luh.
i'm just too tired out.
and moody.
omfg.
post again soon?
♥
another sleepless night because of you.
okay.
its already 2.40am!
and i just finish my lit drama script.
but th printer fucking no ink.
D:
sian.
need rush to library to print out.
during recess!
arghh.
and i havent finish filing maths file.
2moro due i think?
and maths got homework.
i havent do!
D:
shitty ass.
school just seriously suck.
even after exams.
training is gonna be death for me.
just jiayou i guess!
i dont wan to dissapoint coach.
and myself.
and th team again.
and i found out i have another person.
who has th same condition as me.
and can relate to me well.
glad to knw tat.
(:
anyway,
i think i go sleep luh.
still as tired as ever.
post again soon?
♥
its already 2.40am!
and i just finish my lit drama script.
but th printer fucking no ink.
D:
sian.
need rush to library to print out.
during recess!
arghh.
and i havent finish filing maths file.
2moro due i think?
and maths got homework.
i havent do!
D:
shitty ass.
school just seriously suck.
even after exams.
training is gonna be death for me.
just jiayou i guess!
i dont wan to dissapoint coach.
and myself.
and th team again.
and i found out i have another person.
who has th same condition as me.
and can relate to me well.
glad to knw tat.
(:
anyway,
i think i go sleep luh.
still as tired as ever.
post again soon?
♥
Sunday, May 24, 2009
cant th reflection show who i am inside?
okay.
now talking to 2e4 zufar.
talk super long luh.
started when i spam him in th morning.
lols.
we talk crap!
O:
and yayness!
i shall not be bored next sunday.
going bowling with 2e4 ppl.
(:
saturday
breakfast with dawn, joanne, zufar, alph, chungkei and jasmine.
super funny luh!
then met sweetin and ervin at th school gate.
we were late!
D:
anyway, th stamp-out dengue thingy was tiring!
our teacher was ms pat.
which made me laugh lyk crazy.
then seeing dawn struggle with th newspaper
was even funnier.
then i laugh lyk some mad women.
:D
oh ya.
i was mini group with dawn and sweetin.
then th entire group still got belinda, yunwei, eric, joanne, huixuan, vinita.
was uber fun!
dawn, sweetin and me superwomen!
we three girls take one street!
woohoo~
we walked round rich ppl house.
omfg.
made me super duper jealous can.
got one house 6 stories.
got security cameras.
got 2 dogs.
4 cars.
basement parking lot somemre!
and mre and mre.
arghhh.
shitty ass luh.
):
anyway,
met some 2e4 ppl at th junction.
then ms pat was lyk talking bout th super hot weather.
and i laughed widely again!
then debbie drop th towel at th drain.
and ms pat say must pick up.
and supermary zufar climb down to take.
then ms pat drop her waterbottle.
then we were lyk saying must pick up.
then she struggle to climb down.
and supermary rescue again.
supermary rock!
(:
walked back to school.
stupid hot weather.
didnt take th nice lunch they provided.
went opp with dawn, joanne, huixuan and vinita.
bubble tea!
waited for them to take lunch.
home.
bathed.
went to cousin's house.
dinnered.
movie.
and back home.
woohoo~
sunday
woke up at 11?
when dawn sms me.
then bathed.
went bishan junction 8.
lunched.
went library do lit drama script.
with sky, yaole, dawn, alph and sweetin!
(:
was fun.
and we laughed lyk mad
quietly.
then sky and yaole left.
then th rest went shopping!
went arcade play.
got one guy play basketball veh veh pro!
i think he scored 500 plus?
or 600 plus?
then i scored only 200 plus?
wtfh.
D:
and that guy is shuai!
i'm attracted to guys who play basketball well.
(:
somemre we kept meeting in th arcade.
omg!
woohoo~
tried catching th soft toys.
with th UFO machine.
failed many times!
waste money luh.
D:
spent a lot of money there.
but its okay ba?
i saw some 4t1 seniors!
and they saw me too!
anyway,
arcade was crazy and retard.
:D
fun!
got another guy play drums veh pro.
combo till 700plus.
then missed once.
and combo till 500plus.
so fucking pro!
i jealous again.
wth.
):
ate chocolates with dawn!
and went home.
daddy buy new phone again!
and he say he got no time buy mine.
walao.
D:
dinner was damm filling.
shitty.
2moro training gonna die.
coz everyone all warmed up frm th past trainings.
but i missed all can.
omg.
confirm die.
and i just found out its 11.40pm now.
and i havent started typing th script.
shit.
sian.
i shall go type now.
O:
and i still hate it.
post again soon?
♥
now talking to 2e4 zufar.
talk super long luh.
started when i spam him in th morning.
lols.
we talk crap!
O:
and yayness!
i shall not be bored next sunday.
going bowling with 2e4 ppl.
(:
saturday
breakfast with dawn, joanne, zufar, alph, chungkei and jasmine.
super funny luh!
then met sweetin and ervin at th school gate.
we were late!
D:
anyway, th stamp-out dengue thingy was tiring!
our teacher was ms pat.
which made me laugh lyk crazy.
then seeing dawn struggle with th newspaper
was even funnier.
then i laugh lyk some mad women.
:D
oh ya.
i was mini group with dawn and sweetin.
then th entire group still got belinda, yunwei, eric, joanne, huixuan, vinita.
was uber fun!
dawn, sweetin and me superwomen!
we three girls take one street!
woohoo~
we walked round rich ppl house.
omfg.
made me super duper jealous can.
got one house 6 stories.
got security cameras.
got 2 dogs.
4 cars.
basement parking lot somemre!
and mre and mre.
arghhh.
shitty ass luh.
):
anyway,
met some 2e4 ppl at th junction.
then ms pat was lyk talking bout th super hot weather.
and i laughed widely again!
then debbie drop th towel at th drain.
and ms pat say must pick up.
and supermary zufar climb down to take.
then ms pat drop her waterbottle.
then we were lyk saying must pick up.
then she struggle to climb down.
and supermary rescue again.
supermary rock!
(:
walked back to school.
stupid hot weather.
didnt take th nice lunch they provided.
went opp with dawn, joanne, huixuan and vinita.
bubble tea!
waited for them to take lunch.
home.
bathed.
went to cousin's house.
dinnered.
movie.
and back home.
woohoo~
sunday
woke up at 11?
when dawn sms me.
then bathed.
went bishan junction 8.
lunched.
went library do lit drama script.
with sky, yaole, dawn, alph and sweetin!
(:
was fun.
and we laughed lyk mad
quietly.
then sky and yaole left.
then th rest went shopping!
went arcade play.
got one guy play basketball veh veh pro!
i think he scored 500 plus?
or 600 plus?
then i scored only 200 plus?
wtfh.
D:
and that guy is shuai!
i'm attracted to guys who play basketball well.
(:
somemre we kept meeting in th arcade.
omg!
woohoo~
tried catching th soft toys.
with th UFO machine.
failed many times!
waste money luh.
D:
spent a lot of money there.
but its okay ba?
i saw some 4t1 seniors!
and they saw me too!
anyway,
arcade was crazy and retard.
:D
fun!
got another guy play drums veh pro.
combo till 700plus.
then missed once.
and combo till 500plus.
so fucking pro!
i jealous again.
wth.
):
ate chocolates with dawn!
and went home.
daddy buy new phone again!
and he say he got no time buy mine.
walao.
D:
dinner was damm filling.
shitty.
2moro training gonna die.
coz everyone all warmed up frm th past trainings.
but i missed all can.
omg.
confirm die.
and i just found out its 11.40pm now.
and i havent started typing th script.
shit.
sian.
i shall go type now.
O:
and i still hate it.
post again soon?
♥
Saturday, May 23, 2009
those simple songs remind me of you.
okay its 2.45am now.
and i'm still awake as usual.
need go back school 2moro.
D:
some stupid dengue exercise thingy.
retarded shit.
after tat need do lit drama script somemre.
super sian luh.
i wan go out de luh!
O:
meeting some 2e6 girls for breakfast 2moro.
in mac i think.
(:
but my phone spoil!
its lyk cannot sms?
walao.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
i wan a new phone luh.
but daddy going oversea.
no time help me buy.
shitty ass.
D:
sian.
post again soon?
♥
and i'm still awake as usual.
need go back school 2moro.
D:
some stupid dengue exercise thingy.
retarded shit.
after tat need do lit drama script somemre.
super sian luh.
i wan go out de luh!
O:
meeting some 2e6 girls for breakfast 2moro.
in mac i think.
(:
but my phone spoil!
its lyk cannot sms?
walao.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
i wan a new phone luh.
but daddy going oversea.
no time help me buy.
shitty ass.
D:
sian.
post again soon?
♥
Friday, May 22, 2009
unspoken' untold/.
okay.
today was a fun day?
morning walked to nyjc.
with 2n1 benjamin!
i think he become taller.
omg!
O:
anyway,
sports day was quite boring at first.
oh ya, good job everyone!
ue guys were great!
:D
yaole won 2nd.
but 1st is keying.
then she sec 4 luh.
so a bit not fair.
then 4x100 relay girls got 4th luh!
so kexi.
D:
but its okay joanne,
ue did well!
(:
4x100 relay boys got 3rd!
ryan, chaihao, eric and kohchin run uber fast!
they are superman!
O:
anyway,
everyone did well!
so big big thank ue frm th class.
many loves!
oh.
me and dawn were laughing till wan die.
kept toking bout ppl running style.
super retarded!
and floorball was funny.
yuxuan suddenly ask me and xiaoting go play?
O.o
then we rush to toilet.
which is damm far!
to change to full pe attire.
we anyhow play can.
then got 2nd.
quite good already.
but we lost to 2n1 by one point!
AGAIN!
so sad luh.
but at least our boys got champion!
nice one!
(:
went lunch at amk hub with melanie, xiaoting and germaine.
waited for juniors in mac.
then audrey, erica, jinyi and shiying came.
we were hiding!
then they found us!
D:
our hiding place so cool luh.
under a towel!
woohoo~
after tat ate at food court.
played with food.
so super disgusting can.
then shiying was sitting on a big red dog!
melanie and xiaoting squeezing in th machine!
lols.
super childish and cute!
yayness.
:D
window shopping.
i wan new phone
plus wallet
plus bag
plus mre money
to buy mre stuff!
RAWRRRR!
i'm totally broke luh.
):
anyway,
after tat went fairprice shop?
then walked to library.
super hot
and super long distance luh.
uber tired!
so slack in th library.
most of us slept.
th aircon is nice!
(:
walked to bus stop.
saw many juniors!
zhongwei is still as cute as always.
he see me,
then give me tat retarded face.
O:
anyway,
bus back to school.
had price giving!
skipped training.
debbie oso.
price giving was boring!
stone and rot there.
i never tok thru out luh.
coz its lyk got nothing tok bout.
D:
after tat got refreshments.
ate and took for many ppl!
see how good i am?
(:
then waited for yuxuan, ling'en and debbie.
went home when mr tahna chase us away.
lols.
its lyk th annoucement say
"th school is closing in 15 mins,
please leave"
so retarded can.
especially mr tahan's voice.
lalalala.
O:
going night swimming soon.
i love th bright moon.
and th night clam water.
(:
post again soon?
♥
today was a fun day?
morning walked to nyjc.
with 2n1 benjamin!
i think he become taller.
omg!
O:
anyway,
sports day was quite boring at first.
oh ya, good job everyone!
ue guys were great!
:D
yaole won 2nd.
but 1st is keying.
then she sec 4 luh.
so a bit not fair.
then 4x100 relay girls got 4th luh!
so kexi.
D:
but its okay joanne,
ue did well!
(:
4x100 relay boys got 3rd!
ryan, chaihao, eric and kohchin run uber fast!
they are superman!
O:
anyway,
everyone did well!
so big big thank ue frm th class.
many loves!
oh.
me and dawn were laughing till wan die.
kept toking bout ppl running style.
super retarded!
and floorball was funny.
yuxuan suddenly ask me and xiaoting go play?
O.o
then we rush to toilet.
which is damm far!
to change to full pe attire.
we anyhow play can.
then got 2nd.
quite good already.
but we lost to 2n1 by one point!
AGAIN!
so sad luh.
but at least our boys got champion!
nice one!
(:
went lunch at amk hub with melanie, xiaoting and germaine.
waited for juniors in mac.
then audrey, erica, jinyi and shiying came.
we were hiding!
then they found us!
D:
our hiding place so cool luh.
under a towel!
woohoo~
after tat ate at food court.
played with food.
so super disgusting can.
then shiying was sitting on a big red dog!
melanie and xiaoting squeezing in th machine!
lols.
super childish and cute!
yayness.
:D
window shopping.
i wan new phone
plus wallet
plus bag
plus mre money
to buy mre stuff!
RAWRRRR!
i'm totally broke luh.
):
anyway,
after tat went fairprice shop?
then walked to library.
super hot
and super long distance luh.
uber tired!
so slack in th library.
most of us slept.
th aircon is nice!
(:
walked to bus stop.
saw many juniors!
zhongwei is still as cute as always.
he see me,
then give me tat retarded face.
O:
anyway,
bus back to school.
had price giving!
skipped training.
debbie oso.
price giving was boring!
stone and rot there.
i never tok thru out luh.
coz its lyk got nothing tok bout.
D:
after tat got refreshments.
ate and took for many ppl!
see how good i am?
(:
then waited for yuxuan, ling'en and debbie.
went home when mr tahna chase us away.
lols.
its lyk th annoucement say
"th school is closing in 15 mins,
please leave"
so retarded can.
especially mr tahan's voice.
lalalala.
O:
going night swimming soon.
i love th bright moon.
and th night clam water.
(:
post again soon?
♥
but its over now/.
okay.
today lessons were totally boring!
slept thru lyk 2 hours?
and my neck hurts now.
D:
somemre tat mr chong dont let us discuss lit drama.
freakkin hell.
we already no time luh la,
still dont let us use free time.
fucker.
sian.
need chiong lit drama script on saturday.
after th dengue fever exercise thingy.
so my group have lyk only 3 hours?
shitty ass.
i think th dengue fever exercise on saturday
is uber lame
useless
and retard!
waste time luh.
):
anyway,
had lessons.
my chinese got lyk 0.1 mark to an A!
wtfh.
sibei tulan.
coz its lyk if my english got 2 mre marks.
then my chinese got lyk 0.1 mre marks.
i can get all subjects A!
unbelievable right?
but i did it!
i mean almost.
coz still got tat damm english and chinese.
stupid fuck.
D:
after school,
went opp lunched with yuxuan, germaine, debbie and ling'en
then they go back.
germaine stayed with me.
xiaoting, le'en, chaihao and xinkai come.
wait for them.
pei them to mrt station.
then homed.
(:
went out with baby
to causeway point!
he treat me.
yayness.
:D
ate jap food.
growing fatter.
omg.
and i am jealous coz he is rich!
O:
i wan his baby milo and spongebob and patrick cap!
so uber nice!
and i think it cost him $29.90?
i wan it man.
but he say he wan keep.
only let me wear
for lyk 0.123456789 seconds luh.
shitty.
D:
then went marsiling mrt station meet blogshop ppl.
made payment.
so now officially broke!
die.
and thunders are scary!
i was walking in th rain,
then got many big bright flashes of lights.
then BOOOOOOM!
then i veh scared i get struck.
so i run.
retarded.
and paiseh can.
O:
pack file.
and ate again.
omfg.
O.o
got icecream sundae
which my mum made.
and its super duper fattening!
but i still ate it.
then now its lyk 1plus going 2am.
i have vampire blood!
lalalala.
:D
2moro got training.
so i shall skip price-giving!
its totally sian luh.
okay,
training is gonna be a serious one.
so must really really jiayou.
but i cant seem to do wat my mind wan.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
my back hurts a lot.
my legs hurts.
my arms hurts.
my neck hurts.
my shoulder hurts.
shitty gonna die.
D:
and i feel cold sweat whenever i running.
and super duper cold feeling behind my head.
and uber dizzy can.
walao.
i damm worried.
i think i too sensitive luh?
anyway,
just do my best.
JIAYOU!
shall talk to baby now.
coz he cant sleep.
tonight is gonna be a sleepless night again.
):
2e6' ohnine must chiong.
sports carnival must at least win 2 items.
jiayou jiayou jiayou.
sorry i dont wan participate.
tired and lazy.
:X
sorry.
post again soon?
♥
today lessons were totally boring!
slept thru lyk 2 hours?
and my neck hurts now.
D:
somemre tat mr chong dont let us discuss lit drama.
freakkin hell.
we already no time luh la,
still dont let us use free time.
fucker.
sian.
need chiong lit drama script on saturday.
after th dengue fever exercise thingy.
so my group have lyk only 3 hours?
shitty ass.
i think th dengue fever exercise on saturday
is uber lame
useless
and retard!
waste time luh.
):
anyway,
had lessons.
my chinese got lyk 0.1 mark to an A!
wtfh.
sibei tulan.
coz its lyk if my english got 2 mre marks.
then my chinese got lyk 0.1 mre marks.
i can get all subjects A!
unbelievable right?
but i did it!
i mean almost.
coz still got tat damm english and chinese.
stupid fuck.
D:
after school,
went opp lunched with yuxuan, germaine, debbie and ling'en
then they go back.
germaine stayed with me.
xiaoting, le'en, chaihao and xinkai come.
wait for them.
pei them to mrt station.
then homed.
(:
went out with baby
to causeway point!
he treat me.
yayness.
:D
ate jap food.
growing fatter.
omg.
and i am jealous coz he is rich!
O:
i wan his baby milo and spongebob and patrick cap!
so uber nice!
and i think it cost him $29.90?
i wan it man.
but he say he wan keep.
only let me wear
for lyk 0.123456789 seconds luh.
shitty.
D:
then went marsiling mrt station meet blogshop ppl.
made payment.
so now officially broke!
die.
and thunders are scary!
i was walking in th rain,
then got many big bright flashes of lights.
then BOOOOOOM!
then i veh scared i get struck.
so i run.
retarded.
and paiseh can.
O:
pack file.
and ate again.
omfg.
O.o
got icecream sundae
which my mum made.
and its super duper fattening!
but i still ate it.
then now its lyk 1plus going 2am.
i have vampire blood!
lalalala.
:D
2moro got training.
so i shall skip price-giving!
its totally sian luh.
okay,
training is gonna be a serious one.
so must really really jiayou.
but i cant seem to do wat my mind wan.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
my back hurts a lot.
my legs hurts.
my arms hurts.
my neck hurts.
my shoulder hurts.
shitty gonna die.
D:
and i feel cold sweat whenever i running.
and super duper cold feeling behind my head.
and uber dizzy can.
walao.
i damm worried.
i think i too sensitive luh?
anyway,
just do my best.
JIAYOU!
shall talk to baby now.
coz he cant sleep.
tonight is gonna be a sleepless night again.
):
2e6' ohnine must chiong.
sports carnival must at least win 2 items.
jiayou jiayou jiayou.
sorry i dont wan participate.
tired and lazy.
:X
sorry.
post again soon?
♥
Thursday, May 21, 2009
this aint a fairytale.
okay.
apparently i cant sleep.
but i'm uber tired!
even though i didnt do much during training.
so maybe i have no rights to say this?
but i'm still super tired anyway.
D:
its lyk 2am soon.
and i'm th only one left in my house.
who is still awake.
nothing nice is showing on tv.
sibei sad.
and boring!
and i feel lyk eating something spicy and sour.
i wan eat tom yum cup noodles now!
RAWR!
my hair is fucking wet.
coz i went for night swimming.
and just bathed.
freaking pissed with th hair dryer.
its damm loud.
so cannot use too much.
arghh.
nobody talk to.
and yuxuan say my eyebags getting worse.
O:
omfg.
but i just cant sleep.
have to try i guess.
jiayou.
post again soon?
♥
apparently i cant sleep.
but i'm uber tired!
even though i didnt do much during training.
so maybe i have no rights to say this?
but i'm still super tired anyway.
D:
its lyk 2am soon.
and i'm th only one left in my house.
who is still awake.
nothing nice is showing on tv.
sibei sad.
and boring!
and i feel lyk eating something spicy and sour.
i wan eat tom yum cup noodles now!
RAWR!
my hair is fucking wet.
coz i went for night swimming.
and just bathed.
freaking pissed with th hair dryer.
its damm loud.
so cannot use too much.
arghh.
nobody talk to.
and yuxuan say my eyebags getting worse.
O:
omfg.
but i just cant sleep.
have to try i guess.
jiayou.
post again soon?
♥
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
apparently i have lost.
okay.
firstly,
i apologize for my moody posts.
i just needed something to vend out my emotions.
A BIG BIG SORRY!
anyway,
DEAR HUIXUAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY♥
its ur very special day.
and ue have me to be with ue.
stay preetaye and sweet always <3
and flooded with many many love!
yayness.
:D
morning went audi for some talk.
dengue fever!
need explain some crap to th public.
this saturday!
O:
anyway, today was marking day.
yunwei and joanne never come!
i miss them lots.
its uber funny tat we cheered for mr chew.
and i love th marker for lit question 2!
oh ya, i'm happy bout my results i guess.
its rather good.
maths 81.
science 71.
history 87.
second highest!
literature 77.
highest!
english 68.
higher chinese 69.
all As, except english and chinese.
but its a high B.
coz its lyk 2 or 1 mark to an A.
so its still okay.
i hope to get top 5 in class.
(:
but many ppl all veh pro.
lyk tat damm cheexian got 97 for maths?
and melody got full marks for 2 section of science?
and jia'en got 90 for history?
wtfh.
they are all smart ppl.
anyway,
had fun today?
coz whole day is a free day.
and nothing much to do.
toilet many times!
(:
had rehersal for price-giving.
damm boring!
and th teacher dont let me go training.
D:
~!@#$%^&*(~!@#$%^&*(
i went in training late.
played 5 vs 5 matches.
playing with sheena is fun!
lalalala.
:D
did a bit below average for matches.
anyway, everytime i did something well.
coach not looking luh.
sian.
i guess i can only put in mre effort!
i can do it.
tan huiming jiayou!
♥
dinner-ed opp with ling'en and debbie.
they pei me walk to bus stop!
sudden goodness.
and ling'en took th same bus as me.
talked a lot.
O:
need go bath.
coz i stink my whole room.
shitty ass.
let me rot and stone to death.
yay~
post again soon?
♥
firstly,
i apologize for my moody posts.
i just needed something to vend out my emotions.
A BIG BIG SORRY!
anyway,
DEAR HUIXUAN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY♥
its ur very special day.
and ue have me to be with ue.
stay preetaye and sweet always <3
and flooded with many many love!
yayness.
:D
morning went audi for some talk.
dengue fever!
need explain some crap to th public.
this saturday!
O:
anyway, today was marking day.
yunwei and joanne never come!
i miss them lots.
its uber funny tat we cheered for mr chew.
and i love th marker for lit question 2!
oh ya, i'm happy bout my results i guess.
its rather good.
maths 81.
science 71.
history 87.
second highest!
literature 77.
highest!
english 68.
higher chinese 69.
all As, except english and chinese.
but its a high B.
coz its lyk 2 or 1 mark to an A.
so its still okay.
i hope to get top 5 in class.
(:
but many ppl all veh pro.
lyk tat damm cheexian got 97 for maths?
and melody got full marks for 2 section of science?
and jia'en got 90 for history?
wtfh.
they are all smart ppl.
anyway,
had fun today?
coz whole day is a free day.
and nothing much to do.
toilet many times!
(:
had rehersal for price-giving.
damm boring!
and th teacher dont let me go training.
D:
~!@#$%^&*(~!@#$%^&*(
i went in training late.
played 5 vs 5 matches.
playing with sheena is fun!
lalalala.
:D
did a bit below average for matches.
anyway, everytime i did something well.
coach not looking luh.
sian.
i guess i can only put in mre effort!
i can do it.
tan huiming jiayou!
♥
dinner-ed opp with ling'en and debbie.
they pei me walk to bus stop!
sudden goodness.
and ling'en took th same bus as me.
talked a lot.
O:
need go bath.
coz i stink my whole room.
shitty ass.
let me rot and stone to death.
yay~
post again soon?
♥
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
did you see me while i was invisible?
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY elaine jie! <3
many many loves dear sweetie♥
stay preetaye always.
okay.
th following will be damm moody.
so ignore please.
thanks for understanding.
fucking hell.
having a premonition!
worried bout my eldest sister.
she totally hates this family.
and in her diary,
which i dug out frm her room.
she calls my mum a witch.
wth.
i wan tell her something to cheer her up.
but i dont knw wat.
and i hardly do tat anyway.
sian.
hope she doesnt do anything stupid.
but actually i agree to many things she wrote.
shitty ass.
my family is breaking apart.
and i cant do anything.
D:
and i found out i dont have many true friends.
only a few ppl.
not many notice me while i was invisible.
i would have nothing to say/do
if i dont have that bunch of ppl.
without a few ppl,
i would be completely alone.
so thank you.
♥
but i seem to be drifting away.
while everyone is in a crowd of friends.
nobody talks to me much.
and i'm disgusted by myself.
i'm always finding ppl to talk to.
finding a topic to start.
when lyk only half of wat i say is real.
and if i dont do tat,
i would say up to less than 10 sentences a day.
fucking.
i shall not talk to anyone 2moro.
unless they talk to me first.
i shall not start being tat fake self of mine.
i shall experiment.
i would find myself a loner.
):
rotting at home already.
and school isnt tat much fun anymre.
th truth really hurts.
i see ppl crying over small matters.
i would be thinking tat i have BIGGER probs.
family.
friends.
relationships.
basketball.
school.
results.
expectations.
stress.
health.
and much much mre.
and they dont find me crying in public right?
how many times have they used th word i instead of they?
if they could think of other ppl,
it would be a much better use of time.
and i guess i think of others too much.
hence my sensitive self.
they should just brave up then.
since their probs are not tat life threatening.
brave up.
which i tried and failed half way.
D:
i'm only fourteen.
so dont throw this heavy load on me.
where have my happy childhood gone to?
i cant remember th last true smile i had.
even winning basketball south zone top 4 wasnt a real smile.
if ue knw th reasons luh.
and apparently only three ppl knw.
cant i just be normal.
daddy should just give up all his company shares.
i wan a simple life with all my love ones.
tat innocent plain life before was enough.
and maybe you dont agree.
but i'm mre mature in thoughts than other fellow teenagers.
and this me is wat i hate.
sorry but i cant open up okay.
anyway,
apparently no one cares anymre.
2moro is gonna be another day to pass.
where i have to put on tat mask once mre.
i cant stand it anymre.
i'm seriously tired.
seriously seriously sick of life.
damm pissed off.
i need to cry out.
ppl say having emotions are bad.
well, feeling nothing is worst okay.
fuck off.
i dont wan something mre
just different.
D:
and i knw basketball trainings are gonna be a downhill.
i need tat primary school self.
tat confident.
mature.
fun.
carefree.
successful in everything.
be it results.
love.
family.
friends.
teachers.
expectations.
or all kinds of CCA.
tat happy huiming.
not th fake huiming now.
shitty ass.
i wan a time machine.
D:
arghh.
go night swimming ba?
i guess only sleep and swimming can clear my mind now.
post again soon?
♥
many many loves dear sweetie♥
stay preetaye always.
okay.
th following will be damm moody.
so ignore please.
thanks for understanding.
fucking hell.
having a premonition!
worried bout my eldest sister.
she totally hates this family.
and in her diary,
which i dug out frm her room.
she calls my mum a witch.
wth.
i wan tell her something to cheer her up.
but i dont knw wat.
and i hardly do tat anyway.
sian.
hope she doesnt do anything stupid.
but actually i agree to many things she wrote.
shitty ass.
my family is breaking apart.
and i cant do anything.
D:
and i found out i dont have many true friends.
only a few ppl.
not many notice me while i was invisible.
i would have nothing to say/do
if i dont have that bunch of ppl.
without a few ppl,
i would be completely alone.
so thank you.
♥
but i seem to be drifting away.
while everyone is in a crowd of friends.
nobody talks to me much.
and i'm disgusted by myself.
i'm always finding ppl to talk to.
finding a topic to start.
when lyk only half of wat i say is real.
and if i dont do tat,
i would say up to less than 10 sentences a day.
fucking.
i shall not talk to anyone 2moro.
unless they talk to me first.
i shall not start being tat fake self of mine.
i shall experiment.
i would find myself a loner.
):
rotting at home already.
and school isnt tat much fun anymre.
th truth really hurts.
i see ppl crying over small matters.
i would be thinking tat i have BIGGER probs.
family.
friends.
relationships.
basketball.
school.
results.
expectations.
stress.
health.
and much much mre.
and they dont find me crying in public right?
how many times have they used th word i instead of they?
if they could think of other ppl,
it would be a much better use of time.
and i guess i think of others too much.
hence my sensitive self.
they should just brave up then.
since their probs are not tat life threatening.
brave up.
which i tried and failed half way.
D:
i'm only fourteen.
so dont throw this heavy load on me.
where have my happy childhood gone to?
i cant remember th last true smile i had.
even winning basketball south zone top 4 wasnt a real smile.
if ue knw th reasons luh.
and apparently only three ppl knw.
cant i just be normal.
daddy should just give up all his company shares.
i wan a simple life with all my love ones.
tat innocent plain life before was enough.
and maybe you dont agree.
but i'm mre mature in thoughts than other fellow teenagers.
and this me is wat i hate.
sorry but i cant open up okay.
anyway,
apparently no one cares anymre.
2moro is gonna be another day to pass.
where i have to put on tat mask once mre.
i cant stand it anymre.
i'm seriously tired.
seriously seriously sick of life.
damm pissed off.
i need to cry out.
ppl say having emotions are bad.
well, feeling nothing is worst okay.
fuck off.
i dont wan something mre
just different.
D:
and i knw basketball trainings are gonna be a downhill.
i need tat primary school self.
tat confident.
mature.
fun.
carefree.
successful in everything.
be it results.
love.
family.
friends.
teachers.
expectations.
or all kinds of CCA.
tat happy huiming.
not th fake huiming now.
shitty ass.
i wan a time machine.
D:
arghh.
go night swimming ba?
i guess only sleep and swimming can clear my mind now.
post again soon?
♥
trapped' and there's just no key.
okay.
apparently mood swing week.
FUCKED UP
i need to cry out.
seriously.
but i cant show it thru.
family
friends
and i dont wan to bother baby.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
i'm broke.
in need of money.
and i wan a new wallet!
new bagpack!
new shoes!
new pencilcase!
new life!
O:
huixuan birthday 2moro <3
must search my room for cash.
to buy presents.
coz i dont wan ask frm daddy and mummy.
okay.
i feel lyk i dont belong here.
coz i can only find one family photo.
taken when i was lyk 5 years old?
and there were many before i was born.
maybe they were happier without me.
D:
wat will happen if i didnt exist.
i knw th world will be a better place.
daddy will have to support only 4 instead of 5.
mummy will have to take care of one less person.
sisters wouldnt get into arguement with me anymre.
they would receive much more love and money.
teachers have to teach one less pupil.
they have to mark one less homework.
there will be another seat in th basketball team.
mre opportunity for other BETTER players.
i just knw if i died,
things would change for th best.
):
fucker.
i'm rotting here.
bored!
and nothing seem to make me happy
for real.
i have changed.
and deproved.
basketball trainings are gonna die.
i cant run as fast.
i cant play as well.
shitty.
arghh.
D:
<3 white roses.
<3 running away
away frm this cruel reality.
post again soon?
♥
apparently mood swing week.
FUCKED UP
i need to cry out.
seriously.
but i cant show it thru.
and i dont wan to bother baby.
~!@#$%^&*~!@#$%^&*
i'm broke.
in need of money.
and i wan a new wallet!
new bagpack!
new shoes!
new pencilcase!
O:
huixuan birthday 2moro <3
must search my room for cash.
to buy presents.
coz i dont wan ask frm daddy and mummy.
okay.
i feel lyk i dont belong here.
coz i can only find one family photo.
taken when i was lyk 5 years old?
and there were many before i was born.
maybe they were happier without me.
D:
wat will happen if i didnt exist.
i knw th world will be a better place.
daddy will have to support only 4 instead of 5.
mummy will have to take care of one less person.
sisters wouldnt get into arguement with me anymre.
they would receive much more love and money.
teachers have to teach one less pupil.
they have to mark one less homework.
there will be another seat in th basketball team.
mre opportunity for other BETTER players.
i just knw if i died,
things would change for th best.
):
fucker.
i'm rotting here.
bored!
and nothing seem to make me happy
for real.
i have changed.
and deproved.
basketball trainings are gonna die.
i cant run as fast.
i cant play as well.
shitty.
arghh.
D:
<3 white roses.
<3 running away
away frm this cruel reality.
post again soon?
♥
Monday, May 18, 2009
left out and alone.
morning till afternoon sms yile.
super funny.
i miss primary school life!
it was plain and simple.
but yet happy.
(:
anyway.
listening compre was quite hard.
but still able to manage.
after tat went mac.
with yuxuan, debbie, joanne and vinita.
ate mc flurry!
yayness.
after tat 10plus went home.
:D
bathed.
then went plaza sing.
was th first to reach!
waited alone at dhobby mrt station.
then walked to cathay.
find belinda, yuxuan and debbie.
it was raining!
and i hate loud thunders!
D:
then bought movie tickets.
shop around.
waited for vinita.
watch uninvited!
i neh watch much.
too scared.
hands covered my eyes th entire time.
somemre i sit at th end.
my right side was many many empty seats.
can ue imagine ue watch a horror movie?
then beside ue is pitch black.
damm scary can!
wtfh.
th storyline is weird.
and movie was boring!
stupid retarded shit.
O:
after tat shop around.
couldnt eat much.
felt lyk vomiting.
was sick!
then shop around somemre.
went orchard.
shop around even mre.
i bought nothing.
D:
me and belinda were abandoned.
we wandered rounds and rounds.
they pangseh us!
BUT I DONT BLAME THEM!
anyway,
we went home ourselves.
super sian.
and tired!
mrt to serangoon.
and bus-ed home.
th movie bash + shopping trip was nice.
but wasnt as fun as i tot.
):
anyway.
i'm super sore now.
and moody!
i wan to kill everyone in this world.
i think i have mental probs.
coz i dreamt i killed everyone in school.
many many times!
omfg.
i'm a murderer.
that was left alone and forgotten.
i found my existence useless.
unreal and empty.
arghh.
now i agree even mre.
th world SHOULD end in 2012.
i wan a new world!
):
shitty ass.
my back hurts.
and basketball is starting soon.
i'm afraid of nationals.
i'm afraid of coach?
coach can control a player's emotions.
just by a few actions.
or even a few words.
i'm tired ALREADY!
but i cant stop.
i just cant just leave.
in a state of confusion.
should i not?
fucking hard to understand.
D:
shall go sleep.
clear my mind a little.
post again soon?
♥
super funny.
i miss primary school life!
it was plain and simple.
but yet happy.
(:
anyway.
listening compre was quite hard.
but still able to manage.
after tat went mac.
with yuxuan, debbie, joanne and vinita.
ate mc flurry!
yayness.
after tat 10plus went home.
:D
bathed.
then went plaza sing.
was th first to reach!
waited alone at dhobby mrt station.
then walked to cathay.
find belinda, yuxuan and debbie.
it was raining!
and i hate loud thunders!
D:
then bought movie tickets.
shop around.
waited for vinita.
watch uninvited!
i neh watch much.
too scared.
hands covered my eyes th entire time.
somemre i sit at th end.
my right side was many many empty seats.
can ue imagine ue watch a horror movie?
then beside ue is pitch black.
damm scary can!
wtfh.
th storyline is weird.
and movie was boring!
stupid retarded shit.
O:
after tat shop around.
couldnt eat much.
felt lyk vomiting.
was sick!
then shop around somemre.
went orchard.
shop around even mre.
i bought nothing.
D:
me and belinda were abandoned.
we wandered rounds and rounds.
they pangseh us!
BUT I DONT BLAME THEM!
anyway,
we went home ourselves.
super sian.
and tired!
mrt to serangoon.
and bus-ed home.
th movie bash + shopping trip was nice.
but wasnt as fun as i tot.
):
anyway.
i'm super sore now.
and moody!
i wan to kill everyone in this world.
i think i have mental probs.
coz i dreamt i killed everyone in school.
many many times!
omfg.
i'm a murderer.
that was left alone and forgotten.
i found my existence useless.
unreal and empty.
arghh.
now i agree even mre.
th world SHOULD end in 2012.
i wan a new world!
):
shitty ass.
my back hurts.
and basketball is starting soon.
i'm afraid of nationals.
i'm afraid of coach?
coach can control a player's emotions.
just by a few actions.
or even a few words.
i'm tired ALREADY!
but i cant stop.
i just cant just leave.
in a state of confusion.
should i not?
fucking hard to understand.
D:
shall go sleep.
clear my mind a little.
post again soon?
♥
Sunday, May 17, 2009
♥nothing is real.
okay.
woke up at 10plus.
tired!
tv until 12plus.
damm boring!
then youtube all day.
(:
i find ♥zao weiqing uber cute.
and uber uber shaui!
many many loves.
but my heart still belong with wangzi.
yayness.
:D
nothing much to talk bout.
quite moody i guess?
i wan happily ever after.
but i knw this aint a fairytale.
there isnt any dream come true.
so stop wishing huiming!
O:
memories haunt me.
i miss them.
i find my family has changed.
for th worst.
i wan them back.
i wan it simple.
but its just too late.
D:
my back hurts.
i turn back and nobody is there.
basketball starting soon.
i found out.
tat basketball is attached to my ups and downs.
my emotions are totally controlled.
help wanted!
but nobody understands.
i wan to cry it all out.
D:
2moro listening compre.
jiayou.
after tat going out.
watch uninvited with many people.
(:
post again soon?
♥
woke up at 10plus.
tired!
tv until 12plus.
damm boring!
then youtube all day.
(:
i find ♥zao weiqing uber cute.
and uber uber shaui!
many many loves.
but my heart still belong with wangzi.
yayness.
:D
nothing much to talk bout.
quite moody i guess?
i wan happily ever after.
but i knw this aint a fairytale.
there isnt any dream come true.
so stop wishing huiming!
O:
memories haunt me.
i miss them.
i find my family has changed.
for th worst.
i wan them back.
i wan it simple.
but its just too late.
D:
my back hurts.
i turn back and nobody is there.
basketball starting soon.
i found out.
tat basketball is attached to my ups and downs.
my emotions are totally controlled.
help wanted!
but nobody understands.
i wan to cry it all out.
D:
2moro listening compre.
jiayou.
after tat going out.
watch uninvited with many people.
(:
post again soon?
♥
th lonely moon shines bright.
okay.
apparently i'm officially a vampire.
coz its lyk 3.40am?
and i'm still awake.
O:
shitty cant sleep.
th moon is beautiful.
so graceful.
and lonely.
i slept too much i guess.
can ue believe it.
i have 28 nike wristbands now.
woohoo~
and i love th BLACK AND WHITE one.
super nice.
(:
yesterday dreamt i kiss wangzi.
oh my lovely god.
tat dream was uber nice!
and i suddenly find many many boy bands cool.
and cute.
lalalalalalala.
:D
i wan tat dream again!
please dream catcher.
please.
♥
tan huiming is sian.
RAWRRRRR!
O:
post again soon?
♥
apparently i'm officially a vampire.
coz its lyk 3.40am?
and i'm still awake.
O:
shitty cant sleep.
th moon is beautiful.
so graceful.
i slept too much i guess.
can ue believe it.
i have 28 nike wristbands now.
woohoo~
and i love th BLACK AND WHITE one.
super nice.
(:
yesterday dreamt i kiss wangzi.
oh my lovely god.
tat dream was uber nice!
and i suddenly find many many boy bands cool.
and cute.
lalalalalalala.
:D
i wan tat dream again!
please dream catcher.
please.
♥
tan huiming is sian.
RAWRRRRR!
O:
post again soon?
♥
you leave me breathless.
cam around a bit.
but only have photos of th morning.
(:
but th quality is sucky.
i guess its because of th blogskin?
arghh.
♥HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIEN!
stay sweet dear!
and preetaye always.
many many loves!
anyway,
exams are over!
actually still have listening compre.
but who cares bout tat?
yayness.
:D
FRIDAY
maths paper was okay.
i finished it!
but not done well.
watever luh.
th curve line took me super long.
wtfh.
i dont have a curve ruler.
stupid retarded ass.
and i think my curve line will be denied.
coz its not neat.
D:
anyway,
after tat played in classroom.
then went ling'en house.
didnt went up.
but her clubhouse and pool is uber nice.
(:
then went hougang mall meet debbie.
then mrt to plaza sing.
saw jinx
and brandon with some 2e4 guys.
then rushed to buy movie tickets.
no student price!
fucker.
th ticket damm expensive can.
sian.
after tat went yamaha.
ling'en and debbie playing th drum.
super NOOB!
then they wan sign up for th course.
yuxuan xiaoting xinkai and le'en go buy bubble tea.
so walked and slack around.
then movie at 2.20pm.
second row FROM TH FRONT!
my neck hurts.
D:
angels and demons is complicated.
and boring!
and makes my head go booboo.
and dizzy.
damm sucky headache.
when th credits thingy come out,
me and xiaoting was lyk "yes"
then veh loud.
veh funny.
:D
saw many many many zhonghuarians.
cant believe so many zhonghuarian went in for th same movie
in th same place.
at th same time.
lols.
th world can be so small at times.
O.o
anyway,
xiaoting xinkai and le'en went home after tat.
me yuxuan ling'en and debbie shop around.
shop with them is super boring.
and paiseh!
then me and yuxuan was lyk so sian.
while they shop.
at th same level for so long.
O:
i wan new phone!
new camera
new laptop!
new ipod!
in need of many many cash.
retarded movie bash.
but still veh fun.
and funny!
then mrt-ed to serangoon.
walked to bus stop with yuxuan.
reach home at 7plus.
slept after bath.
SATURDAY
i woke up at 2plus.
slept lyk 18 hours?
super pig.
xiaoting and debbie ask me go pei them.
eat and play basketball.
but i went back to sleep.
O:
then went out at 6plus.
homed at 10plus.
tv and music addiction.
my sister keep telling me scary stories.
D:
tired.
and sore still.
i shall go sleep luh!
its 2.15am now.
post again soon?
♥
Friday, May 15, 2009
♥' sometimes i'll have to lose.
okay.
everybody say woohoo~
coz its 2.45am now.
maths paper 2moro.
and i'm not gonna sleep.
O:
i apologize for my moody posts yeah?
sorry.
i cheered up already!
thanks to MANY MANY MANY PEOPLE.
(:
and poh yile is love!
yile is th best at cheering me up.
coz she give emotional talks?
lols.
anyway.
thanks lots lots.
:D
thank ue baby.
he treat me uber nice japanese food.
and made me laugh lyk hell.
basketball at night is duper cool.
so fun!
and baby can jump higher than volleyball boys can.
yayness.
(:
anyway.
havent study yet.
should i?
okay forget it.
shall go pack chinese file.
or else die.
mummy cheer up okay?
i love you so.
♥
post again soon?
♥
everybody say woohoo~
coz its 2.45am now.
maths paper 2moro.
and i'm not gonna sleep.
O:
i apologize for my moody posts yeah?
sorry.
i cheered up already!
thanks to MANY MANY MANY PEOPLE.
(:
and poh yile is love!
yile is th best at cheering me up.
coz she give emotional talks?
lols.
anyway.
thanks lots lots.
:D
thank ue baby.
he treat me uber nice japanese food.
and made me laugh lyk hell.
basketball at night is duper cool.
so fun!
and baby can jump higher than volleyball boys can.
yayness.
(:
anyway.
havent study yet.
should i?
okay forget it.
shall go pack chinese file.
or else die.
mummy cheer up okay?
i love you so.
♥
post again soon?
♥
Thursday, May 14, 2009
消失♥ 没有了笑脸' 害怕别人看见.
okay.
just woke up.
apparently my dream catcher doesnt work.
i'm in terrible mood.
super super mood swing.
D:
anyway.
dinner with baby later.
might be cheered up?
but i feel so sad for mummy.
coz nobody wan eat her dinner.
nobody pei her.
daddy overseas.
ue knw, sometimes i wish my dad isnt so busy.
i wan happiness for both of them.
if money didnt exist.
wont it be nice?
D:
dinner wasted!
have to throw away.
so uber super waste.
everytime lyk tat.
elder sister got into fight with mummy.
they are NOT talking.
so she dont wan eat.
second sister outside movie
with friends till 11pm.
she is alone.
then my mum veh sad.
but she dont wan say anything.
and i cant possibly say
" 妈咪, 你很sad是吗? 你还有我,我still爱你 "
but when i see her back.
looking out th window.
sitting alone at th corner of th sofa.
eating.
trying to stuff herself.
so th food wont go to waste.
its sad.
she misses her family.
she misses my dad.
she misses her hometown.
she misses th old times.
when my family was simple.
and happy.
wat has changed?
i changed too.
mre sensitive.
mre emotional.
mre closed up.
mre attentive to my family i guess.
O:
i seriously wan a new world.
i cant bear to see my mum so sad.
my elder sister crying at night.
and i'm th only one awake to hear them in silence.
i knw my dad is sad too.
he misses th family.
th old simple family we used to be.
th only happy one is my 2nd sister.
or maybe i just havent find out bout her.
maybe she's sad too.
i love my family.
but something is different now.
just not th same.
D:
my smile is gone.
but i cant show tat.
nobody understands anymre.
go bath now ba?
cheer up huiming.
and mummy too!
anyway,
exam ending soon.
yayness.
can finally de-stress.
and have fun.
jiayou.
(:
post soon?
♥
just woke up.
apparently my dream catcher doesnt work.
i'm in terrible mood.
D:
anyway.
dinner with baby later.
might be cheered up?
but i feel so sad for mummy.
coz nobody wan eat her dinner.
nobody pei her.
daddy overseas.
ue knw, sometimes i wish my dad isnt so busy.
i wan happiness for both of them.
if money didnt exist.
wont it be nice?
D:
dinner wasted!
have to throw away.
so uber super waste.
everytime lyk tat.
elder sister got into fight with mummy.
they are NOT talking.
so she dont wan eat.
second sister outside movie
with friends till 11pm.
she is alone.
then my mum veh sad.
but she dont wan say anything.
and i cant possibly say
" 妈咪, 你很sad是吗? 你还有我,我still爱你 "
but when i see her back.
looking out th window.
sitting alone at th corner of th sofa.
eating.
trying to stuff herself.
so th food wont go to waste.
its sad.
she misses her family.
she misses my dad.
she misses her hometown.
she misses th old times.
when my family was simple.
and happy.
wat has changed?
i changed too.
mre sensitive.
mre emotional.
mre closed up.
mre attentive to my family i guess.
O:
i seriously wan a new world.
i cant bear to see my mum so sad.
my elder sister crying at night.
and i'm th only one awake to hear them in silence.
i knw my dad is sad too.
he misses th family.
th old simple family we used to be.
th only happy one is my 2nd sister.
or maybe i just havent find out bout her.
maybe she's sad too.
i love my family.
but something is different now.
just not th same.
D:
but i cant show tat.
nobody understands anymre.
go bath now ba?
cheer up huiming.
and mummy too!
anyway,
exam ending soon.
yayness.
can finally de-stress.
and have fun.
jiayou.
(:
post soon?
♥
♥perhaps if i never believed.
no pictures.
neh bring camera.
and neh camwhore around.
okay.
higher chinese wasokay done badly.
die.
i'm sure my midyears are lyk
OMG!
O:
2moro maths.
hope i can remember everything.
coz i'm uber sleepy.
having afternoon nap after this.
then at night going out.
baby treat!
coz i'm broke anyway.
:D
totally no free time.
went find teacher after test.
then have to wait.
till lyk 10.40am.
when we finish at 10am.
wtfh.
then mac.
and playground a while.
and home.
couldnt go debbie's house.
didnt feel hyper.
and i'm tired.
):
bored.
i dont knw why i'm so moody.
i wan something.
yet i dont knw wat.
i'm finding something.
yet i dont knw where.
seem so lost.
UNSATISFIED!
with everything.
idont wan th world to end on 2012.
a new world will be better.
post again soon?
♥
neh bring camera.
and neh camwhore around.
okay.
higher chinese was
die.
i'm sure my midyears are lyk
OMG!
O:
2moro maths.
hope i can remember everything.
coz i'm uber sleepy.
having afternoon nap after this.
then at night going out.
baby treat!
coz i'm broke anyway.
:D
totally no free time.
went find teacher after test.
then have to wait.
till lyk 10.40am.
when we finish at 10am.
wtfh.
then mac.
and playground a while.
and home.
couldnt go debbie's house.
didnt feel hyper.
and i'm tired.
):
bored.
i dont knw why i'm so moody.
i wan something.
yet i dont knw wat.
i'm finding something.
yet i dont knw where.
seem so lost.
UNSATISFIED!
with everything.
i
a new world will be better.
post again soon?
♥
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
cant it not be broken.
okay.
was swimming up until just now.
changed blogskin.
kind of messy.
but i lazy find another one.
D:
found out my elder sister was sad.
she is not happy.
she is stressed up too.
and i have been too self-centered.
neh tot tat she is tired of life too.
she was pissed.
and cried in secret.
and morning she couldnt take it.
and blew up.
messed up her whole room.
and wrote a wish to th stars.
which i found.
sorry huiyun.
i wasnt thinking of ue.
didnt knw ue cried to sleep every night.
ue still have me as ur younger sister.
please dont go.
dont ask th stars to take ue away.
coz i'll miss ue.
even though i dont say much.
but i actually care.
ue still have me okay.
i'm still here with ue.
♥
okay.
rather sleepy.
and since there's simply nothing to study for chinese.
i shall sleep.
woohoo~
finally exam's gonna be over.
(:
moody this few days.
and have done nothing much.
i wan to play.
desperately.
i seem to be finding for something.
but dont knw wat it is.
OMG.
i sound lyk a soc in my lit book.
but my life is similar anyway.
nothing is real.
never ever.
i am NOT satisfied with my life.
i wan something mre.
anyway post again?
♥
was swimming up until just now.
changed blogskin.
kind of messy.
but i lazy find another one.
D:
found out my elder sister was sad.
she is not happy.
she is stressed up too.
and i have been too self-centered.
neh tot tat she is tired of life too.
she was pissed.
and cried in secret.
and morning she couldnt take it.
and blew up.
messed up her whole room.
and wrote a wish to th stars.
which i found.
sorry huiyun.
i wasnt thinking of ue.
didnt knw ue cried to sleep every night.
ue still have me as ur younger sister.
please dont go.
dont ask th stars to take ue away.
coz i'll miss ue.
even though i dont say much.
but i actually care.
ue still have me okay.
i'm still here with ue.
♥
okay.
rather sleepy.
and since there's simply nothing to study for chinese.
i shall sleep.
woohoo~
finally exam's gonna be over.
(:
moody this few days.
and have done nothing much.
i wan to play.
desperately.
i seem to be finding for something.
but dont knw wat it is.
OMG.
i sound lyk a soc in my lit book.
but my life is similar anyway.
nothing is real.
never ever.
i am NOT satisfied with my life.
i wan something mre.
anyway post again?
♥
♥
okay.
only two mre exams.
and i'm free!
jiayou ba.
lit was okay.
but super messy.
after tat went mac.
crowded with 2e6 and 2e4 ppl.
was fun!
but it rained.
and made me moody and sleepy.
slept frm after school
to 11pm on tuesday
then i couldnt finish my revision
for science.
and i did badly.
OMG.
die.
anyway.
english oral after tat.
so-so
and i found out bout many many things
in life
in school
i can just say nothing is ever real.
D:
only left maths and higher chinese.
a little worried.
but not as much.
super tired.
need sleep.
couldnt sleep well this few days.
and i got stomachache yesterday night.
wtfh
D:
but i gonna keep trying
gonna keep my head held high
but i gonna be strong
just keep pushing on
there's always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna wanna make it move
there's always gonna be an uphill battle
and sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
aint about how fast i get there
aint about wat's waiting on th other side
its th climb.
this totally pushes me to jiayou.
it motivates me.
and bangbangtang totally makes me laugh my lungs out.
and wangzi makes me go gaga.
:D
shall swim later.
and sleep soon.
post soon?
♥
only two mre exams.
and i'm free!
jiayou ba.
lit was okay.
but super messy.
after tat went mac.
crowded with 2e6 and 2e4 ppl.
was fun!
but it rained.
and made me moody and sleepy.
slept frm after school
to 11pm on tuesday
then i couldnt finish my revision
for science.
and i did badly.
OMG.
die.
anyway.
english oral after tat.
so-so
and i found out bout many many things
in life
in school
i can just say nothing is ever real.
D:
only left maths and higher chinese.
a little worried.
but not as much.
super tired.
need sleep.
couldnt sleep well this few days.
and i got stomachache yesterday night.
wtfh
D:
but i gonna keep trying
gonna keep my head held high
but i gonna be strong
just keep pushing on
there's always gonna be another mountain
i'm always gonna wanna make it move
there's always gonna be an uphill battle
and sometimes i'm gonna have to lose
aint about how fast i get there
aint about wat's waiting on th other side
its th climb.
this totally pushes me to jiayou.
it motivates me.
and bangbangtang totally makes me laugh my lungs out.
and wangzi makes me go gaga.
:D
shall swim later.
and sleep soon.
post soon?
♥
Monday, May 11, 2009
♥
short post.
apparently i wasted lyk 6 days.
coz i was sick.
fever.
body ache.
then i sleep a lot.
and slack.
D:
today is a chiong day.
need study lit.
but my eyes are stuck to th tv.
die.
and nice nice songs are super addictive.
omfg.
D:
and mothers' day is another alone day.
mummy couldnt come back on time.
but still
HAPPY belated ♥MOTHERS' DAY!
all my money spent on presents.
die.
and i'm gonna fail soon.
midyears are tiring.
6mre days till i can rest.
jiayou ba.
i'm not ur princess.
this ain't a fairytale.
post again soon ba?
♥
apparently i wasted lyk 6 days.
coz i was sick.
fever.
body ache.
then i sleep a lot.
and slack.
D:
today is a chiong day.
need study lit.
but my eyes are stuck to th tv.
die.
and nice nice songs are super addictive.
omfg.
D:
and mothers' day is another alone day.
mummy couldnt come back on time.
but still
HAPPY belated ♥MOTHERS' DAY!
all my money spent on presents.
die.
and i'm gonna fail soon.
midyears are tiring.
6mre days till i can rest.
jiayou ba.
i'm not ur princess.
this ain't a fairytale.
post again soon ba?
♥
Saturday, May 9, 2009
♥
can ue believe
i just came back frm j8
with my sister.
and i have not started on revision.
OMG.
die.
anyway.
slept th entire day again.
went j8 at 4plus with my sister.
super duper funny.
slack around.
shop.
pasta mania was yummy!
:D
but th green apple soda taste weird this time.
okay retarded.
th song white horse is uber nice!
currently listening to many many nice nice song.
not planning on studying lit.
woohoo~
going jude house's playground later.
yayness.
tat playground rock.
his brother jake is super super cute.
can pinch his fat fat cheeks later.
and jian'ning keith they all coming!
yayness.
can play firesticks.
cant wait.
:D
okay.
still listening to many many nice nice songs.
一个人就好
全世界都停电
如果变成回忆
all oso veh nice.
still got lots mre.
getting moody.
music is love.
vivien and baoling birthday coming.
mfps netballers'07 gathering soon i guess.
yayness.
:D
today chongkong birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
dont really knw him.
but nothing post.
so bored.
waiting for 11pm to come.
and i can leave home.
i wish 2012 could come earlier.
and i could last longer.
just a while longer.
till th end of july please.
i need time.
post soon?
♥
i just came back frm j8
with my sister.
and i have not started on revision.
OMG.
die.
anyway.
slept th entire day again.
went j8 at 4plus with my sister.
super duper funny.
slack around.
shop.
pasta mania was yummy!
:D
but th green apple soda taste weird this time.
okay retarded.
th song white horse is uber nice!
currently listening to many many nice nice song.
not planning on studying lit.
woohoo~
going jude house's playground later.
yayness.
tat playground rock.
his brother jake is super super cute.
can pinch his fat fat cheeks later.
and jian'ning keith they all coming!
yayness.
can play firesticks.
cant wait.
:D
okay.
still listening to many many nice nice songs.
一个人就好
全世界都停电
如果变成回忆
all oso veh nice.
still got lots mre.
getting moody.
music is love.
vivien and baoling birthday coming.
mfps netballers'07 gathering soon i guess.
yayness.
:D
today chongkong birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
dont really knw him.
but nothing post.
so bored.
waiting for 11pm to come.
and i can leave home.
i wish 2012 could come earlier.
and i could last longer.
just a while longer.
till th end of july please.
i need time.
post soon?
♥
♥
okay.
2.30am luh.
havent sleep.
actually is afternoon sleep until now.
O.o
feel lyk extinxt dinosaur + chicken + pig + lizard + cat + vampire + hamster
lols.
long time nvr post.
sorry.
WEDNESDAY
nothing much.
lessons usual.
recess felt lyk vomiting.
almost vomit on debbie.
then 11.10 take temp.
37.9 first time
38.0 second time
38.1 third time
38.4 fourth time
38.3 fifth time
38.7 sixth time
38.9 seventh time.
then i sleep on th table.
wake up.
39.5 and 39.4
wtfh.
somemre mr thana take temp super duper violent.
not gentle at all.
could have gone home at 11.30
but parents oversea.
no one fetch me.
and they dont allow me go home myself!
D:
so in th end.
stayed in school till 1.50
did nothing except sleep.
O.o
anyway.
walked to interchange.
with debbie, marcus, chongkong, ervin, helmi and zufar.
they talk veh funny.
(:
then bused home.
slept.
doctor at 8pm.
can ue believe my temp?
39.7
fucking retardedly hot.
and i feel dizzy.
bought my dinner.
homed.
sisters take care of me.
and i slept.
:D
THURSDAY
didnt go school.
slept th entire day.
night time.
cant sleep.
went swimming.
with headache.
and it went away.
woohoo~
TODAY
back in school.
missed th bus.
sat on th later one.
with 2N1 tommy.
reached at 7plus.
i tot gonna be late luh.
and th weather is lyk damm hot!
i sweating lyk running tap.
paiseh man.
friday's lessons nothing much.
didnt do pe.
sat aside.
then all th rest were boring.
and 2N1 benjamin is retarded.
called me and just said hello.
stupid!
:D
anyway.
lunch-ed opp.
with dawn, sweetin, alph, debbie, xiaoting, yuxuan, belinda and yuxuan.
funny.
and i was feel damm dizzy.
okay.
homed.
slept till just now.
sms shiying half asleep.
and sorry i neh reply.
coz i fell asleep.
and cheer up hor.
lols.
):
i missed lyk 3 days of study.
and have 3 days worth of homework.
which is lyk a lot!
die.
no time luh.
somemre saturday need go out.
and need buy mummy present.
forced mummy come back on sunday.
so sunday need go airport.
then go out with her.
(:
only monday left to study lit.
and i left th damm book in school.
shitty ass.
die.
and i feel lyk sleeping every now and then.
wat is happening?
going moody soon.
i NEED company.
but i guess 一个人就好
btw, that song is quite nice.
D:
post again soon?
♥
2.30am luh.
havent sleep.
actually is afternoon sleep until now.
O.o
feel lyk extinxt dinosaur + chicken + pig + lizard + cat + vampire + hamster
lols.
long time nvr post.
sorry.
WEDNESDAY
nothing much.
lessons usual.
recess felt lyk vomiting.
almost vomit on debbie.
then 11.10 take temp.
37.9 first time
38.0 second time
38.1 third time
38.4 fourth time
38.3 fifth time
38.7 sixth time
38.9 seventh time.
then i sleep on th table.
wake up.
39.5 and 39.4
wtfh.
somemre mr thana take temp super duper violent.
not gentle at all.
could have gone home at 11.30
but parents oversea.
no one fetch me.
and they dont allow me go home myself!
D:
so in th end.
stayed in school till 1.50
did nothing except sleep.
O.o
anyway.
walked to interchange.
with debbie, marcus, chongkong, ervin, helmi and zufar.
they talk veh funny.
(:
then bused home.
slept.
doctor at 8pm.
can ue believe my temp?
39.7
fucking retardedly hot.
and i feel dizzy.
bought my dinner.
homed.
sisters take care of me.
and i slept.
:D
THURSDAY
didnt go school.
slept th entire day.
night time.
cant sleep.
went swimming.
with headache.
and it went away.
woohoo~
TODAY
back in school.
missed th bus.
sat on th later one.
with 2N1 tommy.
reached at 7plus.
i tot gonna be late luh.
and th weather is lyk damm hot!
i sweating lyk running tap.
paiseh man.
friday's lessons nothing much.
didnt do pe.
sat aside.
then all th rest were boring.
and 2N1 benjamin is retarded.
called me and just said hello.
stupid!
:D
anyway.
lunch-ed opp.
with dawn, sweetin, alph, debbie, xiaoting, yuxuan, belinda and yuxuan.
funny.
and i was feel damm dizzy.
okay.
homed.
slept till just now.
sms shiying half asleep.
and sorry i neh reply.
coz i fell asleep.
and cheer up hor.
lols.
):
i missed lyk 3 days of study.
and have 3 days worth of homework.
which is lyk a lot!
die.
no time luh.
somemre saturday need go out.
and need buy mummy present.
forced mummy come back on sunday.
so sunday need go airport.
then go out with her.
(:
only monday left to study lit.
and i left th damm book in school.
shitty ass.
die.
and i feel lyk sleeping every now and then.
wat is happening?
going moody soon.
i NEED company.
but i guess 一个人就好
btw, that song is quite nice.
D:
post again soon?
♥
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
♥
okay.
now going 2am luh.
and i just woke up frm evening nap.
i still tired man.
shall sleep again.
after i eat cup noodles.
super hungry!
:D
okay.
havent do a single homework yet.
and havent revise anything.
die.
gonna fail.
omfg.
D:
anyway,
damm moody.
pissed off.
stress up a lot a lot.
but cannot express it.
arghh.
):
have to do dishes later.
coz sisters busy.
parents oversea.
freedom doesnt taste good now.
wtfh.
wat's with my mood?
fuck off emotions.
anyway post again soon?
♥
now going 2am luh.
and i just woke up frm evening nap.
i still tired man.
shall sleep again.
after i eat cup noodles.
super hungry!
:D
okay.
havent do a single homework yet.
and havent revise anything.
die.
gonna fail.
omfg.
D:
anyway,
damm moody.
pissed off.
stress up a lot a lot.
but cannot express it.
arghh.
):
have to do dishes later.
coz sisters busy.
parents oversea.
freedom doesnt taste good now.
wtfh.
wat's with my mood?
fuck off emotions.
anyway post again soon?
♥
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
♥
okay.
sorry for not posting yesterday.
was busy with exam.
and tired to post anyway.
okay.
monday had english and chinese
paper one.
did so-so i guess.
wrote a lot.
english on "disappointment"
i wrote wat retarded exam marks.
plus parents stuff.
then chinese on "a broken dream"
i wrote a swimmer got into car accident.
my letter writing suck lyk hell.
gonna die luh.
D:
anyway.
enough time to finish.
which is lyk so damm rare.
then after exam.
history ssp in auditorium.
waste time!
cannot even see th words luh.
pissed off luh.
):
went out with baby at night.
night basketball is fun.
and i didnt have time to study much.
D:
today exam was sian.
history!
did BADLY!
omfg.
at least 12 marks gone!
shitty man.
anyway,
english paper two was okay.
quite easy.
after tat, briefing in auditrium.
again.
boring!
lunch-ed opp.
with ryan, yuxuan, yaole, jasmine, alph, sweetin and dawn
after went mac slack.
playground with dawn, yuxuan, vinita, huixuan and belinda.
was super duper fun!
:D
but got this jibai fucking prob.
~!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*
shall not elaborate.
about other school people.
anyway.
debbie came.
talk a while.
find 1n1 people.
and shiying is uber CUTE!
lols.
homed next.
my prob just worsen.
i hate it.
recover already.
i dont have much time.
anyway,
earth gonna end at 2012.
so enjoy while ue can.
reach home at 4plus.
slept.
just woke up.
gonna sleep again soon.
veh tired.
and sore.
D:
post again soon?
♥
sorry for not posting yesterday.
was busy with exam.
and tired to post anyway.
okay.
monday had english and chinese
paper one.
did so-so i guess.
wrote a lot.
english on "disappointment"
i wrote wat retarded exam marks.
plus parents stuff.
then chinese on "a broken dream"
i wrote a swimmer got into car accident.
my letter writing suck lyk hell.
gonna die luh.
D:
anyway.
enough time to finish.
which is lyk so damm rare.
then after exam.
history ssp in auditorium.
waste time!
cannot even see th words luh.
pissed off luh.
):
went out with baby at night.
night basketball is fun.
and i didnt have time to study much.
D:
today exam was sian.
history!
did BADLY!
omfg.
at least 12 marks gone!
shitty man.
anyway,
english paper two was okay.
quite easy.
after tat, briefing in auditrium.
again.
boring!
lunch-ed opp.
with ryan, yuxuan, yaole, jasmine, alph, sweetin and dawn
after went mac slack.
playground with dawn, yuxuan, vinita, huixuan and belinda.
was super duper fun!
:D
but got this jibai fucking prob.
~!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*
shall not elaborate.
about other school people.
anyway.
debbie came.
talk a while.
find 1n1 people.
and shiying is uber CUTE!
lols.
homed next.
my prob just worsen.
i hate it.
recover already.
i dont have much time.
anyway,
earth gonna end at 2012.
so enjoy while ue can.
reach home at 4plus.
slept.
just woke up.
gonna sleep again soon.
veh tired.
and sore.
D:
post again soon?
♥
Sunday, May 3, 2009
♥
damm pissed off.
imagine ue wait for lyk 3 hours plus.
and nobody came!
D:
somemore is tat blogshop owner ask me pay up de.
arghh.
i waited frm 2pm - 5pm.
3 hours of staring into blank air.
at mac.
then walk round mrt station.
and stared around at people.
without textbooks!
3 hours.
WASTED!
wtfh.
i cant stand it luh.
freakking pissed off.
my study is at risk.
havent started on history leh!
gonna die.
at night need pei daddy watch x-men.
from 7.30pm - 9.30pm
not free.
so gonna read thru english and chinese
paper one stuff
from 11pm - 1am.
coz 10pm i wan go swim.
okay.
seriously i'm gonna fail.
D:
and ya.
dont ask me pei ue lunch 2moro.
not free.
have to chiong history.
okay anyway.
still damm pekcek.
and moody.
stupid exam luh.
and my body still aching.
arghh.
i hate th world.
and th world hates me.
fuck off.
post again soon?
♥
imagine ue wait for lyk 3 hours plus.
and nobody came!
D:
somemore is tat blogshop owner ask me pay up de.
arghh.
i waited frm 2pm - 5pm.
3 hours of staring into blank air.
at mac.
then walk round mrt station.
and stared around at people.
without textbooks!
3 hours.
WASTED!
wtfh.
i cant stand it luh.
freakking pissed off.
my study is at risk.
havent started on history leh!
gonna die.
at night need pei daddy watch x-men.
from 7.30pm - 9.30pm
not free.
so gonna read thru english and chinese
paper one stuff
from 11pm - 1am.
coz 10pm i wan go swim.
okay.
seriously i'm gonna fail.
D:
and ya.
dont ask me pei ue lunch 2moro.
not free.
have to chiong history.
okay anyway.
still damm pekcek.
and moody.
stupid exam luh.
and my body still aching.
arghh.
i hate th world.
and th world hates me.
fuck off.
post again soon?
♥
♥
okay.
today shall be another slack day.
maybe at night read th notes for 2moro exam.
lols.
always last minutes revision.
die.
D:
anyway.
woke up at 12.15pm lyk tat.
helped daddy fix aircon.
in th end.
fix until spoil.
then i have to clean up.
ME.
not him.
not my sister.
stupid luh.
):
i feel lyk my daddy is sad.
coz nobody got time pei him.
and he hardly come back.
feel so sorry for him.
my sisters veh pekcek by him.
then lyk ask him go away.
veh LOUDLY.
then he lyk veh sad.
D:
sorry daddy.
anyway.
leaving at 1pm.
meeting blogshop owner at 2pm.
woodlands!
OMG.
so far.
but at least can finally pay up.
lols.
sian.
body still veh sore.
feel lyk extinct dinosaur.
wtfh.
anyway.
post soon again?
♥
today shall be another slack day.
maybe at night read th notes for 2moro exam.
lols.
always last minutes revision.
die.
D:
anyway.
woke up at 12.15pm lyk tat.
helped daddy fix aircon.
in th end.
fix until spoil.
then i have to clean up.
ME.
not him.
not my sister.
stupid luh.
):
i feel lyk my daddy is sad.
coz nobody got time pei him.
and he hardly come back.
feel so sorry for him.
my sisters veh pekcek by him.
then lyk ask him go away.
veh LOUDLY.
then he lyk veh sad.
D:
sorry daddy.
anyway.
leaving at 1pm.
meeting blogshop owner at 2pm.
woodlands!
OMG.
so far.
but at least can finally pay up.
lols.
sian.
body still veh sore.
feel lyk extinct dinosaur.
wtfh.
anyway.
post soon again?
♥
Saturday, May 2, 2009
♥
okay.
i spent another whole day.
and no revision is done.
OMG!
D:
anyway.
now at this restaurant.
i think its called bottle tree park?
damm high class.
got pond.
lake.
many many tree.
park.
playground at th restuarant.
and can go fishing.
so cool.
i'm at th wireless network area now.
regretted not bringing textbooks.
coz its way boring here.
but need pei mummy and daddy
before they leave.
):
another mother's day
without mummy.
sad.
D:
anyway.
might be watching some midnight movie.
coz of my sis!
she was lyk saying
i feel lyk watching something leh.
then my daddy say okay.
at night we go.
wtfh.
gonna reach home late.
sian.
2moro confirm cannot wake up early.
100% sure i'll wake up after 12pm.
going out at 1pm.
meeting blogshop owner at 2pm.
OMG.
sunday will be another day without revision.
die.
i am slacking this year.
dont knw why.
maybe i'm just tired.
D:
anyway.
i'm not as brave as ue think.
sian.
got chilli crab coming.
go eat luh.
woohoo~
post soon?
♥
i spent another whole day.
and no revision is done.
OMG!
D:
anyway.
now at this restaurant.
i think its called bottle tree park?
damm high class.
got pond.
lake.
many many tree.
park.
playground at th restuarant.
and can go fishing.
so cool.
i'm at th wireless network area now.
regretted not bringing textbooks.
coz its way boring here.
but need pei mummy and daddy
before they leave.
):
another mother's day
without mummy.
sad.
D:
anyway.
might be watching some midnight movie.
coz of my sis!
she was lyk saying
i feel lyk watching something leh.
then my daddy say okay.
at night we go.
wtfh.
gonna reach home late.
sian.
2moro confirm cannot wake up early.
100% sure i'll wake up after 12pm.
going out at 1pm.
meeting blogshop owner at 2pm.
OMG.
sunday will be another day without revision.
die.
i am slacking this year.
dont knw why.
maybe i'm just tired.
D:
anyway.
i'm not as brave as ue think.
sian.
got chilli crab coming.
go eat luh.
woohoo~
post soon?
♥
♥
didnt cam around.
so no pics.
sorry.
anyway.
yesterday went ahma's house.
fun!
played audition with cousin.
using his account luh.
and i'm a super noob.
OMG.
spent th entire day there.
without revision!
D:
later going out with daddy and mummy.
coz they leaving on monday.
so no revision.
AGAIN!
shit.
sunday need meet blogshop owner somemre.
no time luh.
i guess left monday to study history luh.
die.
everyone wish me good luck ba.
):
JIAYOU!
short post.
need go bath luh.
going out soon.
post again soon?
♥
so no pics.
sorry.
anyway.
yesterday went ahma's house.
fun!
played audition with cousin.
using his account luh.
and i'm a super noob.
OMG.
spent th entire day there.
without revision!
D:
later going out with daddy and mummy.
coz they leaving on monday.
so no revision.
AGAIN!
shit.
sunday need meet blogshop owner somemre.
no time luh.
i guess left monday to study history luh.
die.
everyone wish me good luck ba.
):
JIAYOU!
short post.
need go bath luh.
going out soon.
post again soon?
♥
Friday, May 1, 2009
♥
sorry for not posting this few days.
busy.
plus tired.
D:
anyway.
i'll just round up everything.
wednesday had match with rgs.
lost.
but zhonghua fought well.
i guess.
sad.
but hope everyone can cheer up.
(:
we still got nationals to fight.
we are one of th best in national level.
so brace up girls.
JIAYOU!
we can do it
:D
anyway.
saw jiasheng.
and changrong during price giving.
lols.
miss primary school already.
okay.
thursday had price giving in school.
photo taking.
shall post them some other day.
oh ya.
thanks audrey for sending to me.
(:
she's lyk soo damm HOT on court tat day.
woohoo~
lessons usual.
and boring.
half asleep.
gonna fail all my subjects.
D:
sprain my ankle.
swollen lyk pig leg.
then my sis wrap.
look even more lyk pig leg.
O.o
thanks everyone for ur concern.
i'm okay.
had 5 items test.
DEPROVED!
xiaoting and melanie so damm pro.
standing board jump.
200plus plus.
omfg.
i only 175plus plus.
die.
at least i got an A.
my incline pull up is sucky.
cant even reach 20.
barely got an A.
but at least got.
thanks to shiying and xiaoting.
(:
haha.
after tat went home.
with germaine and xiaoting.
apparently i cant fold a paperplane.
O.o
they teach me.
and it flew.
:D
anyway.
swimming with sprained ankle is fun.
my sis say i look lyk dog.
wth.
lols.
shitty cold.
me and sis down with flu.
hope its not tat human+bird+pig flu thingy.
lols.
later going out with family see ahma.
then my dad say cannot revise.
veh rude?
then saturday going out with mama and daddy.
sian.
left sunday to revise my history.
so please dont bother me on tat day.
thank you!
mama and daddy leaving on monday.
AGAIN!
to dont knw where.
for some conference.
sian.
i dont care luh.
they dont seem to be in my life anyway.
sad.
):
hope my exam can pass.
if not streamming gonna die.
sian.
i'm busy.
sore.
tired.
moody.
confused.
and th education board expect me to study hard?
should let him try out my life.
he confirm gonna fail lyk hell.
fuck off.
i just wan it to be simple.
why cant it just be plain and simple?
arghh.
and debbie.
i decided not to say luh.
ignore tat doctor.
bear with it till next year.
coz nationals is way way too important.
especially when we just lost.
i'll try twice as hard.
i may be a burden.
but forgive me.
i need time.
and i got th june holidays.
so jiayou i guess.
anyway.
need go bath now and head for ahma's house.
post soon?
♥
busy.
plus tired.
D:
anyway.
i'll just round up everything.
wednesday had match with rgs.
lost.
but zhonghua fought well.
i guess.
sad.
but hope everyone can cheer up.
(:
we still got nationals to fight.
we are one of th best in national level.
so brace up girls.
JIAYOU!
we can do it
:D
anyway.
saw jiasheng.
and changrong during price giving.
lols.
miss primary school already.
okay.
thursday had price giving in school.
photo taking.
shall post them some other day.
oh ya.
thanks audrey for sending to me.
(:
she's lyk soo damm HOT on court tat day.
woohoo~
lessons usual.
and boring.
half asleep.
gonna fail all my subjects.
D:
sprain my ankle.
swollen lyk pig leg.
then my sis wrap.
look even more lyk pig leg.
O.o
thanks everyone for ur concern.
i'm okay.
had 5 items test.
DEPROVED!
xiaoting and melanie so damm pro.
standing board jump.
200plus plus.
omfg.
i only 175plus plus.
die.
at least i got an A.
my incline pull up is sucky.
cant even reach 20.
barely got an A.
but at least got.
thanks to shiying and xiaoting.
(:
haha.
after tat went home.
with germaine and xiaoting.
apparently i cant fold a paperplane.
O.o
they teach me.
and it flew.
:D
anyway.
swimming with sprained ankle is fun.
my sis say i look lyk dog.
wth.
lols.
shitty cold.
me and sis down with flu.
hope its not tat human+bird+pig flu thingy.
lols.
later going out with family see ahma.
then my dad say cannot revise.
veh rude?
then saturday going out with mama and daddy.
sian.
left sunday to revise my history.
so please dont bother me on tat day.
thank you!
mama and daddy leaving on monday.
AGAIN!
to dont knw where.
for some conference.
sian.
i dont care luh.
they dont seem to be in my life anyway.
sad.
):
hope my exam can pass.
if not streamming gonna die.
sian.
i'm busy.
sore.
tired.
moody.
confused.
and th education board expect me to study hard?
should let him try out my life.
he confirm gonna fail lyk hell.
fuck off.
i just wan it to be simple.
why cant it just be plain and simple?
arghh.
and debbie.
i decided not to say luh.
ignore tat doctor.
bear with it till next year.
coz nationals is way way too important.
especially when we just lost.
i'll try twice as hard.
i may be a burden.
but forgive me.
i need time.
and i got th june holidays.
so jiayou i guess.
anyway.
need go bath now and head for ahma's house.
post soon?
♥
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